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Religion
I believe that there is a God and all powerful being
and I thank him for being there in my life. I know that he has
intervened in my life on numerous occasions and I have felt his love.
I find it hard though to believe what organized religion has to say.
They are only men interpreting what they have read of the bible. I
find it hard to understand how a religion can force feed someone
when they take it upon themselves to judge a person. I think God is
all love and not hate. I cannot justify so many senseless battles just in
the name of God. I think that parts of the bible hold truth, but there
are empty spaces that need to filled. I ask you to truly search your
hearts and ask yourself if hate is wrong in any form and how can love
be wrong. I’m not saying do as you will for laws and rules have to be
just to live harmoniously. Also think about culture and upbringing. If
you lived in a small Saudi Arabian village almost completely
disconnected from society would you truly know of the Christian
God or would you only know Allah the Muslim God. God is so many
things to so many people. I believe that there is an all powerful
creator, but I can not agree with any organized religion on who he is.
I will not be satisfied until I sit down and have a one on one with the
big guy.
People
The human race needs to drop off the face of the
earth. We are the most pathetic beings on the face of the universe.
We are not even capable of living harmoniously without killing each
other and for what. We bitch and complain, but we can’t put away
our selfish desires to help one another when the weak need help. I’m
so sick and tired of stupidity over dumb insignificant things. We
complain about the dumbest stereotypes and keep our lives confined
to unopeness and lack of understanding. We do things and live our
lives like sheep awaiting the slaughter. We make are lives miserable
with unfulfilling jobs and even more unfulfilling relationships. We
worry about what is going on around but overlook what is actually
happening in our own lives and the lives of our children and then find
something we can blame, because we can not except responsibility
and start cleaning up our own house. We bitch and complain about
our life or who were with, but when opportunity for change and real
happiness is uncovered we run and hide. We kill what we don’t
understand and embrace what make us unhappy and eventually kill
us. What is left and what hope can be seen when we can not even
save ourselves from mediocrity.
PROBLEMS EASILY SOLVED
So many people today are upset with problems in our
government and world. It is so easy to make a solution that it is
always looked over, because no one can admit they are wrong. Lets
take gay rights for example. On the right we hear its immoral, it is
ungodly, they are not people, they can change. Why do they deserve
to be protected. From the left we hear. It is no different than the
African Americans wanting their rights. It is America it is their
choice. THE right are always expressing their opinion and force
feeding it down people throats. Main reason why they are affiliated
with churches which you know is full of hypocrites who go to church
just so they can feel better about themselves and to appear better
than any one else. To me they are heartless and selfish. The left are
some what good hearted but they miss something. It does not matter
weather, you are gay, BI, heterosexual, Anglo, African, Mexican,
oriental, or religious. What matter is that we all are humans and all
are Americans and deserve to choose how we want to live without
being discriminated against just because they are not like you. That is
what makes America, America. It was founded by immigrants who
were persecuted for being different. After all these years you would
think that we would learn compassion. We came in and killed and
took land from the Native Americans instead of being fair and trying
to live together. Why they were different, after the Native Americans
we took it out on the African Americans, after that we took it out on
immigrants, after that we took it out on peace loving people and
people who were considered radical forgetting that the men who
founded this cest pool of hate and greed that it has become were
radicals. We turned on drugs like Marijuana calling it pollution, but
how many of you like a good bear or mixed drink. Marijuana is no
different except I would rather be around somebody who is high. It is
more mellow and less aggressive and alcohol is what causes you to
beat your wife and kids and completely ruin you self worth. Lack of
motivation is learned not a result of. Only the weak minded are
controlled by a plant which was grown by are fore fathers and
smoked too, but that does not matter because it has been deemed a
problem and problems are bad. You complain about what your kids
see on TV and the Internet. Why don’t you fuckin worry about what
is going on in their lives instead maybe then you wouldn’t cry “oh my
God I never saw it coming.” If you did not rely on TV and
computers to baby-sit your kids you would not have that problem.
This entire government magnifies little things that really don’t matter
and make everything a political issue of race, morals, sexual
orientation, and either this way or no way. All you have to do is
work for a middle ground. Have your opinion, but it does not give
you a right to pass judgment in others lives, because they are not like
you and choose to live differently. Yes rules and laws are needed
and I don’t condone anarchy, but this is getting ridiculous. Are you
fat rich anglo Neanderthals all America has to offer to sit and drain
are tax dollars why you bicker and complain about stupid shit like
tobacco. Please price increases and taking away certain ads are not
going to take away young smokers. Don’t you get it, they do it
because you’re so set against them doing it. Rebel its been around a
while and you still overlook it. In the long run the parents buy the
cigarettes any way. Were do you think kids get their money. Dumb
ass politicians and you wonder why nobody votes any more. We have
to choose the lesser of the two evils, because none of you are
qualified in the first place. We really don’t choose the president. The
electoral college does which is usually made up of the rich or ex
politicians. I wish I could get paid a shit load of money to sit on my
ass and argue about a side just so I can get reelected and not have to
do real work. You care only about yourselves and not the people you
represent. As long as you look good to them so they don’t see the
truth. If you really wanted to help us you would show it instead of
doing what your publicist and press agent want you to appear like.
We pay you to decide are lives and you are not even worthy of
working in a field, which is an honest living. You want respect then
show me you respect the people and this country, but what the hell
the citizens here can not even respect themselves. They are just as
petty looking at things one way or no way. Fuck it you all don’t care.
I’ll just sit back and watch you destroy yourselves and the world
around you. Sheltered little cattle grazing on others to supply your
own greed.
MARRIAGE
Marriage the age old tradition of committing yourself
to another person forever. So many people take advantage of this
special ceremony. To marry someone you must completely love the
person. Unconditional love must exist between the two. Love is
something that comes and goes like the wind, but true love only
comes once and that should be the person the rest of your life should
be spent with. Too many people today take marriage as a sport. They
get married out of convenience and divorce for the same reason and
then move on to get married again. Then there are those who get
married out of circumstance and these are the worst. They usually
last, but the inside of the people involved are ugly to look upon.
They end up hating and resenting their significant other. They are too
weak to change their lives so they make as many people around them
miserable as they can. Infidelity runs high in these marriages and it is
usually on the woman’s part. Most of the men married based on
circumstance do not know how to satisfy their wife, because they are
usually nothing but little selfish, jealous, insecure little boys. I have
seen allot of couples and a few actual wedding ceremonies and only
one has been a marriage that should of been. A friend of mine got
married recently and you could tell by the feelings exchanged and by
the look and their eyes that they were truly meant to be. It was a very
mind opening experience for me. I was happy for them but at the
same time depressed, because I lost that love in my life to a
circumstantial relationship with her ex. They will wed and it will fail
or be full of bitterness and regret. These two people are a prime
example of why so many problems arise. The nineties are starting to
make things turn around with more and more people rebelling against
their parents mistakes, but there are still allot of stupid people taking
advantage of marriage and unless the angels are singing and you feel
like you are on cloud nine every time the two of you are near then
don’t make that trip.
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