THUNDER'S STORY
Now, we, as a group, are feeling something...Perhaps we are all experiencing the waning of a great, long cycle (Maybe 2,000 years) that is falling away now to reveal a mass focusing of all our energies into something mysteriously "New" coming into view. We have achieved allowing our Radiant Souls to run the show which has been my main focus for many years (& who knows how many eons of rehearsal) & as a consequence, we have gradually learned how to love more abundantly by being more fully present in our physical bodies here on Earth. Now, we are finding it hurts...& I am well aware that I have sent myself frantically out to gather all the fragments of myself back to clear & enlighten the dross & recreate a new vessel capable of containing a "New All that I Am" vessel. So it was, I found my Spiritual Adventure "Road Show" which had previously sailed me out to explore Celestial Cosmic Seas or found me diving for Pearls of Wisdom in torrid stews of collective emotion, now has turned me "mundanely" inward to examine the domain of my own physical body...Yuck. (I worked a long time on that one--pretty neat, huh?)
My anticipated Rites of Passage to birth myself as Grandmother Wisdom has taken me deeper into the Crystal Cave than I ever wished to go. I am finding that a whole new relationship with myself is emerging as I begin to make Peace with a body which I had naively thought was immune to aging because I was too busy to age or prayed so well I couldn't age, or had chosen ascension. I am now working to meet my physical obstacles & hidden thought forms around death & dying, straight on with growing compassion. Needless to say, I am finding that the ways I learned to transmute all the energies that I ran for healing others have to be relearned. I have been told that it will become much easier once my body's system is clearer & begins to operate more efficiently. I am busy joyfully looking at myself & rediscovering some of the requirements I had previously swept under denial's rosy rug about food/health/exercise, etc.
Grandmother Twylah has said that this year 1998 is about WHOLENESS...hum, does that mean we have to give up. Separation\rquote s familiar dramas or issues that still mire us in dead-end ruts we had already thought explored...I believe we still need & want Much soul healing. \par We have yet to know what we are birthing in our continued commitment to realize Union. It's going to be a surprise. We do know for sure we would not be where we are in the process were it not for all the pressing of each other's egos we have facilitated over these past 9 1/2 years.
Like warriors striving to protect, feed, secure the "tribes" boundaries, love, heal, unite...we have given our all, with passion...we have torched the veils of pain, glamour, addictions, illusions & then the Spirit World. We have realized new levels of love, compassion, self-mastery, detachment, initiations, & taken major steps towards Community/ Tribalism/Union. We worked hard towards taking full responsibility for our lives & our destiny. We have honoured our souls cry for freedom & self- empowerment. We have embraced with un-wavering inner knowing that our forever union beyond ego barriers is the truth setting us free & are always comforted by the truth held within our hearts, even though our minds still question! We, the Blue Star, are choosing to be comforting angels to each other & a world, at the present moment. We have raised our life forces/transmuted fear-based emotions/ & are journeying to return to Oneness Consciousness. We laughed with each other during the darkest of times...reminding each other of the Beauty & Divinity we are.