Inhaling Deep Pushing towards my heart So empty So heavy Locking me to the ground While others float People unlife like Cartoon characters play their acts I'm not part of the show So alive I can breathe Only backwards through twisted lungs Inhaling intoxication's Morbid air crisp Standing still World spins Faster, faster, faster... Shaken in my own dreams Reality awaits and emptiness is there Dreams of seduction The bullets to my gun Shoot me with your bittersweetness I can't feel a damn thing