Self-Destruction
I won't let me love you
though I know you're good to me
and you'd be there till the end
you love me unconditionally.
You sit quietly and watch me
tear me apart with other men
you catch me when I fall
you're there when I fly again.
You've been a friend to me
and not expected much
we pass each other every day
and we never really touch.
I like the bad boys
I don't know any other way
I like it on the edge and
you wouldn't lie or betray
I won't let me love you
and it's beyond me as to why
part of me wants to figure it out
part, so guilty I should say goodbye.
I don't deserve you
don't want to hurt you
I should love you
but I won't let me.