
Jenyah
The warm Sun of middle-Spring warmed her as she walked down Broad
Street in the county town of Ludlow to the entrance of the Feathers
Hotel with its early seventeenth
century timber façade. The oldness - the dark oak beams, the
never-quite-straight walls, the sense of enclosing dimness - still
pleased her, although the changes made during the decades of the last
century did not, and she resisted the transformation that would have
made the young man at Reception, in his shiny ill-fitting inexpensive
suit, follow her unbidden to her room.
Instead, she kept her appearance, and the accent, of an attractive -
but not too
attractive - mature lady of the County set who probably owned a horse,
or three, stabled somewhere in the grounds of her large country house,
and the registration procedure lasted no more than a dull five minutes.
He was too young, anyway, unable to provide the diversion, the passion,
and the acausal-energy, she needed, for already the faint trembling in
her hands
had begun: the first reminder of her enduring timeless need. And even
as she walked up the stairs alone, carrying her small travel bag, she
began to feel the centuries weighing down upon her, ageing her ever so
slowly.
But she had planned well, as she always did, for there would be
men, tonight, some eager - as they almost always were - for that thrill
of a tryst in the long evenings following their meetings or conference
or whatever it was that drew them away from their homes and their
wives. A few lies; one betrayal - first, or one among many - it did not
matter to them; for there was their pride, their lust, their still
living animal nature. No evolution, upwards: except for those few whose
wordless perceiving bade them walk away, or those few who though
enticed still had strength enough to resist. No, no evolution, upwards
- she knew, except for such few. And she smiled, remembering the
delightful dreams she gave to those few.
So she prepared herself as she always prepared herself while she sat in
her room alone, knowing that her long-serving servant would tidy her
room and see to all formalities after her chosen task was complete.
Thus did she prepare: her dress suited to the young woman she
was, as were the shoes, and the make-up which she, with expert ease,
applied to her face and which reflected the times which had changed
this particular chosen and familiar Hotel. And when she was ready she
descended the stairs to enter the recently refurbished Bar where
gathered some of the already alcohol-soaked conference-attendees.
The room - with its low ceiling, its carved oaken-bar, its discreet
lighting - did not particularly displease her, and she sat alone, in a
plush wooden
armchair, at a table in one corner, already noticed by several of the
Bar-thronging men. Perhaps it was her esoteric perfume. Perhaps it was
her short purple dress, which seemed to scintillate in the light and
which clung to the voluptuous contours of her youthful body. Perhaps it
was the way she walked in her stiletto shoes. Or the red lipstick
upon her lips. Or her long red hair that fell around her shoulders.
Whatever it was, it was not long before a man came to greet her.
His suit was not inexpensive, as his blond hair had only just begun to
recede and - to any ordinary woman, perhaps - he would have appeared as
not unattractive; a fairly prosperous youngish family man, making his
way in the Corporate world.
"Hi, I'm James," he said, self-assuredly and by way of introduction as
he stood by her table holding a flûte of champagne. "Can I get
you something to drink?"
It was not the worst gambit she had heard, and she smiled at him. "Yes.
A Tom Collins."
"Certainly!"
So he left to place her order to return to ask,"May I join you?"
"Why yes! Are you here for the conference?"
"Hmm," he muttered.
"You do not seem particularly enthusiastic."
"I'm not. Bloody boring."
"But necessary and required."
"Unfortunately, yes." He drained his glass, and signalled to the barman
to bring him more. "May I ask your name?" he enquired as he sat looking
at her nipples, which - erect - prominently impinged upon the thin
material of her dress.
"Jenyah," she breathed, softly, letting the scented warmth of her
breath touch his face as she leaned toward him.
He smiled then, sure of his success, but began fumbling with his
wedding ring.
"Perhaps," she said, now knowing and having sensed enough, and as loud
laughter from the
three men standing at the Bar reached them, "it would be agreeable to
you if we went back to my house?"
"Why, yes. Of course. Certainly!"
"My car is outside."
"Splendid!"
So she led him out from the side entrance of that Hotel to where her
car was parked among some others - elegant in its refined blackness and
whose tall muscular chauffeur - her servant, his eyes hidden behind
designer sunglasses - held open the rear door for her and her chosen
companion of the evening. Thus were they conveyed in comfort on that
long journey through
the dark of the country night until they reached that steep hill of the
narrow lane and her house above a valley.
He did not see much of its old-fashioned but clean and fastidiously
tidy interior, and neither did he desire to, for his already intense
sexual desire had been heightened by the luxury of her car and the
wealth so obvious from her dwelling, and he willingly let himself be
led along a narrow skein of corridors to a panelled room whose only
light can from a burning, large, coal-fire. Even the oppressive heat
nor her strength did not concern him as she roughly pushed him toward
the large Oak bed to salaciously rip away his clothes and remove her
own.
Her beauty of body - her voluptuousness, her sexuality - was everything
he imagined,
everything he desired, and her intoxicating scent seemed to increase
until he was wrapped, cocooned, within it. She was upon him, then,
holding him
down, his arms outstretched and pinned to the silken covering of the
bed by her hands wrapped around his wrists while she manoeuvred her
body to place his erection inside her where he felt the warmth of her
warm sensuous
wetness. For what seemed a long long moment he experienced an intensity
of joy, of physical pleasure, such as he had never known before, making
him close his eyes in exultation as she moved upon him. But then - then
as he arched his back again in sheer physical exultation and delight -
intense pain followed by agony engulfed him and blood from his severed
penis flowed out of her.
But she was laughing, laughing, still holding him down, overpowering
him as he writhed in pain, until she moved to lick his bloody wound -
cauterizing it with her strange oral fluid
- to kiss him, and it was in that briefest of brief moments before he
fainted -
weak, and overcome with the shock of this, and of his seeing - that he
saw
not a young sensuous woman but something else, not quite human,
draining away the acausal-energy of his life through her blood-soaked
kiss.
She, satiated, left him then to the ministrations of her servant who
effortlessly carried the limp and bloodied but just-living body down
stone steps and along a short brick-lined dimly lit tunnel to an unlit
cell whose thick and still sturdy iron door bars were pitted with the
seeping rust of age. There was a bed, a bucket, a stained blanket - but
nothing else - and it was here, amid the cold dank stifling blackness,
that he would hours later awake, shivering, lying on the slimy cobbles
of the floor, while she - freshly bathed and dressed - walked outside,
smiling, happy, renewed, among the wind-speaking moonlit trees of her
dark ancestral hill.
There, in that unlit cell, he would live, for a while, while his
usefulness lasted. And it was there in the first of his many many days
that he
would cry out into the darkness for hours, until exhaustion overcame
him. There did he languish, lamenting his stupid choices, his lies, his
betrayal of his wife and family. There he would briefly vainly plead to
God,
to any god, deity, for release, and there he would eat and drink the
little
that was provided him, pushed through the bars of his door by her
servant, as it was there - in that unlit blackness - he would hear, or
thought he heard, the weak sighs, the cries, of another, until, one day
or one night, the soft sighs, the soft distant muffled cries, came no
more to torment him.
There he would he close his eyes, sometimes, in sleep when what little
strength remained failed him. And there: there were the nightmares, the
pitiless nightmares of how she still enticing and scented would come
upon him in the blackness to kiss him to suck from him the remaining
drops of the life within. He would sleep then, peacefully - but only
for a while, only for a while: longing after that short moment of rest
never to awake, again.
The hot Sun of late Summer warmed her while she sat outside the trendy
Café, waiting. Her chosen and familiar Hotel was nearby, and she
would retire to it soon, as darkness descended upon the city.
But, for now, she was content enough to let the warm Sun please her, as
if almost always did as its healthy rays reached her youthful face,
arms, hands and legs while she sat, fashionably if skimpily dressed, as
were the other young women who passed, there on that evening in that
city by the river whose water flowed, as her life, from one beginning
to another: a precious gift, finding its own level, its own way, while
bringing death, to some.
Algar Merridge
March 119, Year of Fayen