August 18, 1999
Last night after I posted my entry I checked out the Gowan page. The letter that I
had written earlier was there. That was way cool.
Today was professionally a good day as one of my students decided to keep studying,
but personally it was bad. I actually wrote out a letter of resignation thinking
that if I gave in my notice today I could be home by Christmas. Of course, I don't
have a home anymore, Japan is
my home for all intents and purposes.
Sometimes living here I feel like I'm not really living my life. My friends and family
are deep in the midst of raising their own families, buying houses, putting down
roots and I, well, I can't even get a date. Mentally I'm not sure I'll ever be in
a place where I can settle down, get married and have children. I don't believe that
every woman is supposed to have children, nor do I think every man is cut out to
be a good father.
I'm not really complaining, although it probably does sound like I am. I would like
a date though!!
On the morrow, maybe. I hope to regain my crown as Queen of Karaoke tomorrow night!
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