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   Monday, June 30, 2003
Block test Day 1

bleah. wat a bad start to the block test. had gp and econs today. let me start by talking abt gp. essay for gp was QUITE ok. did a topic that was on something i was familiar with : technology. honestly, if they didnt give me a topic on technology i wouldnt know wat other question i could do. luckily managed to get away with the essay. compre was not easy. needed a lot of rephrasing. but generally was ok. think can pass? hopefully so. felt hungry throughout most of the paper. couldnt concentrate properly cos i keep thinking abt food. used to eating something at that time liao...

econs paper was held at the hall. tot it would be all hot and stuffy. but luckily the fans in the hall were powerful. i was lucky as i got a seat near the side of the hall. wind from fans could reach me. but then the wind keep blowing fromt he side of me, then the papers keep flipping through. question papers and tissue paper keep flying my way. too bad answer sheets didnt fly my way. got fans in the middle of the hall too, but very few. angel was lucky to be seated right in front of a fan lor...so shuang, got fan to herself~ wahhaah...

econs paper started brightly. think the MCQ was rather easy. DRQ was not. the 2 mark questions need to write a lot one. then the 4 mark questions seemingly got nothing to write. think i did badly for the DRQ. essay was like~~how to say...disastrous? wrote quite a lot for the whole paper. but i think a lot of fei hua. a lot of fei hua doesnt equal to marks lor...drew a lot of graphs. cos got nothing to write...

usually a written paper will boost my morale for the rest of the exams, bcos u can crap throughout the paper and hope to get good marks. u wun know how badly u have done until u got back the paper, so u can just assure urself (in other words, bluff urself ) that u did pretty well. but then even for this written paper also feel demoralised liao. nxt few days the papers will be even worse lor. know means know, dunno means dunno. kenot bluff urself one. haiz...

feel tired now. grueling day. lasted till 4.30 pm. dunno where i am goin to find the energy to study chemical energetics. maybe juz revise a little at night. not very confident abt tml's paper. cos chem is last minute study one. a lot of info nv go into my head.

Link of the week : IVLE



   Sunday, June 29, 2003
Countdown to block test : 0.5 Days

today is chem day...hahaa...woke up very early today, at 9am...whoops~that isnt really early. but its my earliest in many days already. studied chem. still got a lot to go. but hope i can finish by today. still got till tonight. but tonight kenot stay up late liao. else tml sure die. tml is a horrendous day, econs and GP. both are papers which u have to write and write AND write. sure write till hands gone case one. very torturing also, cos the papers are very long. end late. very tired after that. maybe juz come home and sleep.

left my com on the whole day. juz stayed online in Away status. maybe got ppl online? but the online ppl are all those who are perpetually online one. and most are in either Busy or Away mode. all studying i guess. rearranged my stuff in the com today. renamed and sorted out the mp3 files properly and created new playlists. deleted unwanted files. used Norton WinDoctor and gave my com a checkup. used Norton Scandisk and defragmented my com. my com did all this while i went to pia chem. still got 3 chapters of chem to go. that doesnt include organic chem. dunno got test till organic chem? dun care liao lar...i think i study organic chem oso wun get into my head. might as well study the other topics again.

juz realised wat i have to do after BT. got pw~~~noooo.......gotta pia pw and finish it asap, cos we many weeks behind schedule already. haiz...tot could have fun and relax. haiz...juz want to get this BT thingy over and done with. juz checked out da jie's blog. da jie has oso been online for the whole day, but in Busy mode. pia-ing lar...same as me. she added a countdown timer to her site, its the countdown to BT. its accurate down to the sec. u techno savvy lar...use so high tech methods. wahaha...i sense sarcasm. the timer is a nice and fun addition to your site, but dun u think u added it a bit the late? not much use now...maybe u can add one that countdown towards end of BT or christmas or something. countdown to BT isnt very encouraging right...demoralise ppl only.

anyway, its the final night b4 my first major hurdle of the yr, the infamous BT. gotta get enough rest. need lotsa luck. maybe can borrow some luck from some ppl. like those who dun need their luck now, like the teachers, pri and sec sch kids, blah blah blah. wish all of my frenz out there best of luck. even if u may not have studied everything, nvm. hope that u have luck in the MCQs, guess oso can guess correct. hahaha...

May The Force Be With You



Countdown to block test : 1.5 Days

its now Sunday already...TOMORROW is the start of the block test alreadi...

Life after dinner:

went to play piano again. spent 2 hrs this time. really dun feel like studying. but then went to finish econs (yay), then started on chem. still got a long way to go for chem. shall spend the whole of sunday studying chem. jia you. dunno how she will cope wif all the stuff to study. but at least she is trying hard...must work hard. wish her lots and lots and lots of luck! hope that we can all do well( do well = pass) in all the subjects. then at least wun feel so bad.

basically spent the nite studying and piano-ing. nothing much. da jie was also studying. shes goin to niao me soon. can juz feel it. dunno in wat way, but shes goin to do it. nvm, i can always counter. i always win wat. at least 99% of the time. muhahaah...

Link of the wee-hours-of-the-day : Harry Potter website.

juz had a challenge wif da jie. da jie will gimme jap phrases then i would haf to go find the meanings. i always find it so fast, then da jie is always so puzzled. ahhaa...da jie not smart enough...i go use technology to help me. then da jie got a 10-year old jap dict. but then the translation very bu zhun one. always give some funny translation. "watashi kakkoii" means u r fenced up? wahahah...still got many other funny ones i forget liao.

very long nv stay up so late already. cos dun feel like sleeping. 2 am and still goin strong...but then im getting lame...cracking silly jokes. maybe should go sleep soon. tml (today) is chem day. juz added a new pic to msn. yesh...better than the Jolin one. sianz sianz. sch reopens tml. argh...muz think of something to do after BT. else my life will be very kong1 xu1. maybe learn a new skill. or pia game. or go out have fun. or juz rot at home.



   Saturday, June 28, 2003
Countdown to block test : 2 Days

had a late night yest. so only woke up at 11.30am today. super slack...i know da jie will say i piggish, but i dun care lar. she herself didnt do much better anyway. had breakfast at 12pm..wert...went to play the piano. ahhaa...a bit gao xiao but i suddenly had the urge to exercise my fingers. ended up learning a new song, now halfway thru. i think i spent like THREE hours at the piano...wa lao...time flies lor...

studied 2 chapters of econs. then succumbed to the powers of the God of Tiredness. slept till 6pm...wa lao...again 1 day gone already. didnt do much. i think other ppl also rather stressed out? "u can never study enuff," i head someone say before. those who have finished studying (who? who?) will read thru everything again. while those like me who have not finished studying, will have to bear with it and get down to business. jia lat...not say i want to grumble, but TIME NOT ENOUGH! I NOT STUPID, but im not a genius like John Nash (A Beautiful Mind, anyone?), i still need time to study wat...

shall come back later...shall source for food now...



hmm....shall blog a little at night...the night is still young marr...tml(today liao) is saturday, finally its a weekend. although it wun seem any diff from a weekday holiday. cant finish studying for everything. finished studying 1 miserly chapter for econs the whole night. guess im juz not in the studying mood. im in the stoning and relaxing mood. best mood ever. but this is also the sian-ness mood. juz feel like sitting there and watching tv the whole time.

watched the amazing race 4. its the 2nd episode ive watched. now got 7 teams left. or is it 8? nvm....too long nv watch liao. todays episode actually its rather interesting, got carry cheese and dig around in manure and stuff like that. then they got to navigate around a river to get to a place. seems that most of them cant read a map. even i know how to read lor...wahahha....geog rox...OBS courses rocks...at least im map literate. i dun think da jie knows exactly how to use a compass and read a map properly right? ahahah...muz learn from me...

and da jie IS a eating machine. this paragraph is in response to her response to my blog. a bit the confusing, but who cares. da jie eat fries here, there, everywhere. few here few there, it all adds up lor. dun try to deny liao, u did eat quite a lot lor. lucky u didnt have a proper lunch. else u REALLY cannot crawl out from under the table liao. think u will get stuck there. then me and hh will laugh at u. ask all the kids at the party to come and laugh at u. then play the song In The End by the 2 indians, to make u laugh and the whole table vibrate. then me and hh will poke u till u jump up and out from under the table. think thats the only way u can come out if u really get stuck. still dare say u nv eat a lot eh?

laughed at u when u said u couldnt get the remote control. too bad u are verticallly challenged. then ur dad can juz lift the remote control out of your reach. ur dad rox...da jie's dad jia you! wahaha...still wanna "sa jiao" ah...cmi lar...how old already...hahah. u are very "teah" lor...hiak hiak hiak...can2 zui3 da jie...wah seh i niao u niao until very shuang...bu zhi bu jue so long already. shall spare u now.

hmm...its past am already. its officially saturday! yay...dunno y i so happy. maybe bcos i niao-ed da jie? wahahah....



   Friday, June 27, 2003
Countdown to block test : 3 Days

argh..woke up this morning and found that there is only 3 days left to block test. zhe me ban...no time to study everything liao...still got econs and chem lor. physics and maths more or less done liao. but then maths and physics are the last 2 papers. diaonz...seems that i studied the subjects in the wrong order already. think i kenot make it for econs already. very long nv write essays liao. that means my gp also gonner liao. haiz. hopefully chem can still redeem something for me. im depending on physics and maths liao. but physics is the hardest...(or so they say). aiyah...dunno wat to do lar. juz take things as they come. its not the end of the world even if i get 4 Es.

went THERE this morn again to study. this time hh also got go. more lively, but this means that we cant study as effectively. think i studied very little today. only 4 chapters of econs. and some maths. nothing else. had same mac meal for lunch again. sianz. so ex somemore. da jie is the eating machine. let me list down the things she ate today.

1) Sausage McMuffin Meal
2) Ice-Cream in Sprite
3) Kope my fries
4) Kope HH's fries
5) Bought fries herself
6) Lollipop

dunno if i have missed anything out? aahahah....da jie went to a shop to buy lollipop. must type out the conversation.

Da jie : I want lollipop! (walks over and picks up a lollipop)
HH : Aunty! Dun sell the lollipop to her, so fat already!
Aunty : Aiyah, i see money not see person one... i need to do business mah...
HH : If later she got heart attack i come and find u...haha

wahahaha....comical scene lor...da jie looked indignant all the time...i was laughing all the time...muhahaaha....da jie kenna niao-ed.

went to hh house. on the way there we three keep poking each other. cos we all ticklish wat...poke here poke there...haha...seeing da jie jumping around is so funny...anyway, went to hh house to see his outfit before he go KAP. he got to go there for some council stuff. da jie also go. da jie toured his house, then hh's sis ask me and da jie whether we got watch Holland Village or not, cos she want to interview us! wert...basically anyhow tok...think we didnt help her much.

home.

Cameroon international Marc-Vivien Foe died following Thursday evening's Confederations Cup semi-final against Colombia in Lyon.
Foe, 28, who spent last season on loan at Manchester City from Lyon, collapsed in the second half of the 1-0 win which took his country into the final.

sad sad story....more abt the footballer here.





   Thursday, June 26, 2003
Song title : Chicken Dance
Singer/Writer : Chickens?


juz realised that blogger.com has changed my blog format to the new blog format. quite surprised, but then it looks rather cool. found that it changed my template archive code. now can access archives all the way to Jan...yeah...but still bu xi guan. juz like my pair of new specs. still kenot use it without getting dizzy. hope its not the specs prob. else later my eyes no prob also become got prob.

well. went THERE this morning to study. yup...its there..good place...not noisy...good environment. go pei da jie. else da jie always so lonely. wonder how she would cope without me? ahhaa...didnt have much of a breakfast. studied physics. physics i only got thermodynamics left. finally i understand thermodynamics! yeah...went on to the next event : lunch. had a good lunch, da jie keep eating lor. dunno wat food to start wif, cos she eat so many things. add oil ke bah bah? ahaha...add oil...

happened to wear the same ORANGE colour tshirt as da jie. that colour is so OBVIOUSLY orange lor...its ORANGE....ask 10 ppl 9 will say its orange, that 1 person who say its yellow is da jie. bleah...i tot u were slow only...mei xiang dao u also colour blind...wahahaha...da jie ke bah bah...maybe i should stop being so mean to da jie...but i simply cant help it. hiak hiak hiak...

studied very long...study until the sun shine in liao (hint)...started to get hot so i changed seats. today did very little, only did physics thermo and chem 1st topic. dun think i can finish everything liao. some ppl gd lor...can go zoo...haha...so fun. if only i could go. haiz...have to be stuck THERE studying. so jealous, envious at ppl who are having fun. haiz.

actually wanted to call hh one. but he lazy and stinky...haha. nv come. he REALLY want to go arcade...ahaha..only i understand wat he really means...da jie dunno. da jie looked so foolish. ahhaha...

hey...now can go d/l msn 6.0 already. super cool interface, can put own pic there, can set wallpaper, can play games with other ppl...blah blah...very cool. definitely worth the d/l. go get it now! get it HERE.



   Wednesday, June 25, 2003
Singer : Everclear
Song title : Wonderful


yeah...today rox. had a good feeling about the day since i woke up. went to sch at 11 to study in the sch library. i have decided to stop using the word mug. MUG seems to be too strong a word, like its a bit on the bad side of studying. anyway, i wonder where the word mug originated from? haha...

met angel and xingyee outside the sch library. happened to reach the sch library at about the same time. see da jie so hard at work, intensive studying, so didnt wantt o disturb her. sat far away wif xy and angel. da jie seems to haf gotten a lot of her friends to pei her already. then she wont be so lonely, everyday haf to study by herself.

angel and xy went to photocopy some physics questions to do, i went around the library and happened to find some of my class ppl. got jason, terrence, jiahui, kenneth. dunno if there was anyone else. started studying maths. did quite a lot of maths qns. sort of completed my maths liao. still got a little trigo stuff thats not ready yet. angel and xy started to do the physics. could see that they were having quite a few probs trying to solve the qns. end up they only completed half of the mcq qns by lunch time. wert...

wanted to go out for lunch, but then it was raining very heavily. dun think that even an umbrella would have helped much. stayed in sch and went to the canteen and munched on snacks. diaongz...so sianz...kenot go out to eat. then went back to library to continue studying after a while. study and tok tok wif angel and xy...until abt 5 when we decided we were hungry and couldnt continue studying. left for home. dunno why they hungry but dun want to go eat. nvm.

destroyed my handphone cover today. dropped it when i was taking it out of my pocket, tried to catch it but only succeeded in propelling it at high speed across the jungle of chair-legs. wert...broke the plastic screen on the cover. lucky only cover got damage. else sure jia lat one. but now got 1 huge crack. new original cover costs $30 lor. so ex. using a pirated cover now. sway sway ah.

went to collect my new specs. not used to the higher degree in my left eye. wear liao a bit disorientating. not wearing specs now. haiz. try to go without specs for today see see. tml angel is goin out wif her family. so nv go sch study. maybe tml i study at home. or go find da jie. still got quite a lot to study. da jie study until sick liao...alamak...study too much already. relac lar...

update: just came back from the optician after checking my eyes again. found that there was no prob. the optician say i feel dizzy bcos i not used to the new specs. looks like i juz have to bear wif it and try to get used to it. hmmpff. da jie is rather sick. hope she is not so sick that she cant move around. rest rest rest. eat eat eat. dun always study only. health is more important.

This is a good link.




   Tuesday, June 24, 2003
Mugging Day

went to sch at 11am. settled at some place thats rather empty. started studying maths and doin maths. had hardly started when angel msged me and said shes not coming...:(. so disappointed. now i haf to study alone lor. nobody to pei me. y u dun want to come...

did a lot of maths and physics today. felt really tired at the end of the day. but then felt accomplished cos i did so much...yesh. dunno whether angel got study at home? she say she too tired to come sch. haiz. basically nothing much happened today lor.

went home and wanted to switch on comp. but then com kenot startup. finish loading the windows splash screen and then auto restart. wert...tried many times still kenot. got an error screen that flashed for like 0.2 sec. kept restarting in orer to read wat it says. i think it say that my hd got prob. huh...y suddenly liddat one. tot i could nv use this comp again. but then went to get win xp cd and on the cd got a program that can be used to solve com probs. somehow stumbled upon the solution and yesh...the com is back functional...but dunno for how long. dun dare to restart com now, fearing that later kenot startup again. so just leave it on for tonight lar. three cheers for the pirated win xp cd!

Windows XP : Professional





   Monday, June 23, 2003
Leadership Course

yay....today was a really fun day. had a long day but had lots of fun. learnt many things today, and today was one of the more interesting days of this holidays. initially went to the course feeling sianz. dunno wats goin to happen. the classroom was at E401. its one of the more remote and inaccessible places in the sch. a lot of ppl went to the 4th floor of E block, and ended up at the library. wert...had to go to the classroom by the external staircase at the end of the long corridor. found that xingyee was at the course also. she was there cos she was one of the CIP fac reps. had 2 trainers called Sudave and another called Rajesh. quite fun guys, but i think Rajesh is too quiet. its always Sudave doin all the talking.

Activity 1

played squirrel and tree game. im sure most ppl know how to play. anyway, its was pretty routine lar. but then paul has being singled out as the funny guy in the group. haha...for the rest of the day he has to bear with funny remarks from the trainers. hehee. then proceeded to the pass-the-4-balls-to-everyone-in-the-shortest-possible-time game. went through many possible combinations before settled on a final one that enabled us to complete the whole thing in a mere 1.05 secs! yay...so qiang...haha...

Activity 2

went to the hall.
Task Aims: Gather everyone in your group and get a rope. Proceed to construct a square using the rope.
Task Rules: All these must be done blindfolded. No talking is allowed.

wert...all this a bit the hard lor...cant see, cant talk, can only grope around and hope for the best. i was assigned the group leader for group 3. had to organise the group and discuss strategies before hand. shall not go into the details, as i will become too luo suo if i do that. managed to gather everyone swiftly. constructed the square after much blind measurements and using my sense of touch. yeah...managed to be the first group to do it. then the next task was to merge all the groups' squares. this time some ppl can see, some ppl can talk, and some can talk and see. was much easier as i could see and talk. was rather easy. some ppl cheated a bit of course, like peep a bit and talk a bit.

Activity 3

had a game called Step Ahead/Minefield. had to move from one mine to another while making sure that each mine was stepped on by at least a leg. restarted many time cos some ppl too unfocused liao, nv notice and dunno how to go abt it. the most hated words were "Mousepad left empty! Restart!" sort of got sick of restarting after a few times. its usually the other group's fault lor, they always make mistake then my group had to restart also. jian...finally managed to get across after quite some time. got 1 part is 3 pads besides each other, very tricky, had to think a lot b4 stepping. had to perform stunts such as crossing legs, 'zan ma bu' and twisting the ankles to unconventional angles to stay up. finally got by after a lot of tries. almost became the first batch in 5 years to fail this. ahhaah...

Activity 4

last activity. but the most tiring and fun one. at that time is like 4+ already...rather late liao. too lazy to talk abt the activity...haha...lazy to type lar. can read abt it in other ppl's blogs lar. yupz. finally ended at 5+. tired but had a sense of accomplishment. think everyone worked together as a team and succeeded. yesh...oosh~

went to find angel at her class bench but she had left wif xingyee already. just missed them by a little...alamak. then waited for xuan you. hh went to play bball. then waited for da jie. she very slow...snail...slow snail = super slow. hahaha....ok dun suan her already. went to west mall to haf dinner. then went shopping for earphones. cos da jie's earphones pok liao. diaongz...met hh and wanling on the way back. then went home and rest. damn tired today. mugged a little. yah...goin to pia tml and weds. yupz.

eh....shall link to a very nice blog. wif a very cool theme. yeah...its here and here and there.






   Sunday, June 22, 2003
boring day. the least-happening and sianz and least-busy day ive had in a long time. woke up at 12pm today. thats a record lor, ive never, ever woken up so late, as far as i can remember. wow....woke up and had lunch. i think i very pig lor, sleep so much and then eat liao. but at least i only pig out very rarely. unlike da jie who pig-ged out a lot last time. at start of hols, she keep sleeping till rather late and eat mac breakfast lor. but then now she more hardworking than me(wow), and is super-over-pia-ing already. kenot believe the drastic change. to me its too unlike her.

erm...so wif half the day gone from the moment i woke up, there isnt much to say actually. basically mugged from 4 to 8pm. whoa...thats unbelievable for me. time seemed to fly when i was mugging. listen finished 3 sunyanzi and 1 stella cds. that adds up to like 200+mins lor. almost 4 hrs. wow. time really seemed to fly. the cds would seem to end so quickly. but then i managed to understand quite a lot of stuff. if only i have the stamina and motivation to do mug this way everyday. i would be able to finish studying everything in no time.

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the song rox. its dedicated to all my frens, especially angel and da jie and xiao mei and hh and xy. hope u ppl like the song too? too bad i cant put the song as my page midi.

wat else u expect me to say...already told u its a sianz day for me. anyway...here is a link to the NE Line. still haven gone on a joyride on the mrt on the NE Line. must find time one of these days to go for a ride...



wOooHoOOo!!!

wat a fun day. look at the time im blogging. just reached home and had a bath. now i feel shuang, but tired. long long day. really long.

went to sch in morn. duh...have been goin to sch every day since dunno when...had paava stocktaking. PA room is like a museum, but the diff from a real museum is that it keeps EVERYTHING and ANYTHING. the reason why its a museum is because some of the stuff that is kept is REALLY old.

List of strange and unbelievable things that were spotted:
=>3 mic stands that are rusted beyond recognition. the mic stands are bundled together by a tape that has the word SPOILT on it.
i wonder why they are still kept there.
=>A pH meter. wert..tot these things belong to the science lab.
=>A canister of Baygon pestcide. This proved to be VERY useful later on.
=>Clumps of dust. the cleanest thing in the PA room is the feather duster. cos it had nv been used?
From these it can be concluded that there has been NO stocktaking in recent years. maybe as long as 10 yrs?

moved the cables and the mixers out to clean them and test them. pulled the drums of cables and ran around the central plaza to lay them out. cleaned them and rolled the cables back. tested a lot of cable. a lot. got 50+ mic cables. so many...i think its more that wat chinese high has. wanling dutifully counted and sorted the cables back into their respective boxes. jingsong and paul cleaned the floor of the PA room. splashed water and let it flow out of the room and into a drain beside.

but then, underneath the drain is an ant nest lor. the water went in, something had to come out. the ants did. thousands of ants flooded out of the sewers, most carrying food(!!!!). wert...swamped an colonised the nearest object near to the sewers. which were the extensions. swamp, and i mean SWAMP over the stuff. starting camping underneath the objects. more ants were coming out lor. we were all staring in amazement. at that time we didnt know PA room had Baygon. went to council room, tot they would have everything. nope, dun haf. then the ppl cleaning the floor found Baygon!!! Amazing....

went on a killing spree. sprayed the pesticide like nobody's business. think i drowned the ants rather than kill them using pesticde. anyway, it was 5000 ants VS ME. ahaha...i prevailed. oosh...Baygon Rox.

went to huang chen rehearsal after this. had no time for lunch. went to rehearse the item and the passing-down ceremony. got hui hui to get me some food. wahahaha...then i wont starve. the whole rehearsal lasted till like 6. then we were let off to go change or watever. dun haf time to bath, anyway the toilet's locked. diao...the whole hall had a power shutdown at 6pm cos the guard switched everything off. wert...GL lor...still got ppl inside off wat...luckily everything was restored swiftly. hh was the sars man at the sars counter preventing ppl that could potentially haf sars to enter the premises. he was the guy goin around sticking it in ppl's ears. the thermometer lar.

Finally its the event! think it started rather late, started at almost 8pm. cos a lot of delays. finally the great thing has began. think everything went without any probs. yeah...the food wasnt too bad. paid quite a lot of $$$ lor...wah piang. the girls were scary, the moment the food touched the table, they lurched forward to grab the food. like Afganistan refugees. we guys were left gapmouthed...wert. so dun have image. so bu yao lian. we even used the fish as one of our props for our item. it came at the right time. haha...so interesting.

ended at 11+. sang the hua hui song, danced a bit, sang the sch song blah blah. dedicated the song Kan Wo 72 Bian by Jolin...actually its i want to listen one. haha...

hui hui had to leave early cos shes goin overseas tml...??? for wat lor...block test coming liao leh. nv study how to even pass. rayson gave a moon to hui hui and a star to me. quite nice, supposed to put the lights behind the holey star shape. then got pattern one. but then the whole set doesnt come with a light bulb...diaongz...so GL. nvm...bai mei also can. also koped the light saber from rayson. he used it to knight us. actually its made up of 4 light sticks put together. looks quite zai.

didnt tok to da jie today. think she very tired liao. she mugged too much these few days. da jie, u need to recharge first b4 u can continue mugging at ur rate lor. u cant mug like u do everyday one, sure will fall sick one. rest lar...dun need pia TOO MUCH. take care hor...angel sent me some personality test thingy. rather interesting, but i doubt its accuracy. anyway, it was interesting. thanx for replying to me when i was sianz. haf someone to tok to.

left sch at an unearthly hour. almost 12 i think. think we got on the last 157 bus. wahaha...rox....157 rox. last bus siaz...so lucky. if no bus then we haf to get a cab liao...need $$$.

feel rather tired liao. goin to rest tml. maybe do a little mugging tml. if i haf the time. if i haf the energy. if i feel like it. if i get the motivation.

btw, Baygon rox. really.



   Friday, June 20, 2003
Football Top 10. just got the vcd from Buzz and finished watching it. it wasnt as good as i expected...quality a bit the lousy. then all the shots quite old one...dun have recent seasons one. but then, its FREE...so maybe i shouldnt expect too much.

boring day. went to sch for huang chen. again. had to rehearse the item for tml. tml is da day. gotta perform and got investiture. haiz. finally got everything going. but had leave early cos got to go exchange the vcd before it was gone.

went to find da jie and hh at the library and to go for lunch. actually its they ask me one...but anyway, i sneaked into the library in tshirt and shorts. to call them. i could see that the teacher librarian (dunno wats the name) was a bit bu shuang, but he didnt say anything.

went to KAP for lunch. no more cute chicken. no no no and a hundred times no. hh, why u like cute chicken...u not sick of it meh? i very scared of it already...buay tahan liao. u still so enthu. why pay for something thats barely edible? might as well pay a little more and go further away for some decent food.

saw xingyee and a fren at KAP studying. didnt see angel. lalalalalala...finished lunch. on the way to the bus stop when i met angel. hehe...she came just as i left. tot she would have been there earlier to study. anyway...mei nu da jie and hh went back to sch to continue mugging. i went to get da vcd.

i feel like a stone. Here's a link to the Charlie's Angels : Full Throttle movie website. interesting downloads to be found there.



   Thursday, June 19, 2003
went to westmall to get some stuff for huang chen investiture. decided to make the gift myself, then got more chen yi. wont say wat i made, cos i think its rather good, then if i say liao next time kenot make again. ahahah...so selfish. its a trade secret. anyway, i bought the stuff at the Home DIY shop. got everything and was on the way home when da jie msged me and said she and hh was at westmall bk. wert...

went to bk and DIDNT find them there. i guessed they just left...so walked outside and she said they were at the ATM. went over and DIDNT find them there again. called and found that they went back to bk to find me...diaongz....we have been walking around in circles. finally settled down and talked. da jie sinned again...but this time me and hh helped to cleanse da jie of some of her sins by helping her eat the fattening food. ahhaa...we...are...the saviours! found that we talked for quite a long time.

on da way home met jingsong and wanling. they were coming back from oac stuff. both were red from sunburn lor...haha...rudolph the reindeer wif a red nose.

got home and started making the gift. i think its rather nice...got nice colours...and wasnt difficult to make. yesh...best idea i had in a long time. think i goin to give the gift to qiumei instead of rayson. cos it seems better suited for gals...hehe. goin to have to bring it on sat.

when am i goin to really really pia for block test? cant find the motivation...playing wif the cute monkey on my bag now...so cute...she saw it on my bag today...hehe...she also say it cute.



just reached home. went to sch today to study. also asked angel along to mug. initially xingyee was also goin, but then for some reason she didnt turn up. angel was a bit late today, guessed she slept in and woke up late....haha....nvm lar. found da jie already in the library when i went there at 11+am. she has been mugging since 9am lor...chao pia...wa lao. she looks really serious when shes mugging. like shes in a do-not-disturb-me-or-you-die mode. anyway, we couldnt talk much in the library, else it will be very noisy.

went for lunch wif da jie. angel didnt want to go for lunch, cos she said she wasnt hungry...hmm. anyway, we were both sick of coro's cute chicken. went to btm to have lunch. weather was hot, sweated a bit, but at least i didnt have to eat cute chicken again. both da jie and i were quiet, cos i think we were both tired. i offered to buy angel something for her lunch but she say no need. came back to find her still studying. she has been studying for 2+ hrs straight...not bad leh. got stamina...hee hee =P.

left at 2+pm cos angel was leaving. she was goin to catch a movie wif xingyee. haha...yuan2 lai2 xingyee was unwilling to come so far to sch...thats y she didnt turn up. i also left wif her, cos i also wanted to get home. goin to get the rv yearbooks from angel. hehe...can see everyone's sec sch pics, surely very interesting one.

hope u enjoyed urself at the movie. More interesting stuff on the movie Here.



Just found a very nice quote from a certain person's blog. its very meaningful, and i find it rather inspiring.

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Parable of the Pencil
By Author Unknown

The Pencil Maker took the pencil aside, just before putting him into the box. There are 5 things you need to know, he told the pencil, before I send you out into the world. Always remember them and never forget, and you will become the best pencil you can be.


One: You will be able to do many great things, but only if you allow yourself to be held in someone's hand.


Two: You will experience a painful sharpening from time to time, but you'll need it to become a better pencil.


Three: You will be able to correct any mistakes you might make.


Four: The most important part of you will always be what's inside.


And Five: On every surface you are used on, you must leave your mark. No matter what the condition, you must continue to write.


The pencil understood and promised to remember, and went into the box with purpose in its heart.



Now change places with the pencil.
Always remember them and never forget, and you will become the best person you can be.







   Wednesday, June 18, 2003
after chalet.

yup...im at sch. shall continue. waited till 9+...most ppl came. we found the 'xi' word and managed to connect the 2 pieces together....yay....but not very strong liddat. like gonna break. have to make do. pasted red paper over the words. got our hands all red. the wind was rather strong..blew our paper around. very hard to paste.

alicia and huiqing got jiahui down to sch to help them tune the water-filled-glasses. they say jiahui is gd at listening to tones. can tune the glasses. but was slacking most of the time. msged da jie and said how lazy she was...how slack i was...how beckham was sold to real madrid...haiz. didnt rehearse our storm item. had to carry the 'xi' word to the hall. lucky the word nv break into half. its big...like 2m x 1.5m. very fragile.

had cute chicken AGAIN for lunch. sianz. speechless.

rehearsed our item for hui4 qing4. and the handover stuff. nothing much to say liao. my fingers are tired. rest liao. gou liao. very luo suo already.

met da jie at JP after my huang chen to buy stuff. for my deng guang zu zang. bought some rather nice stuff. b4 i reached JP hh called me to ask if i wanted to watch charlie's angels : full throttle preview. but then i already at JP wif da jie liao, then he only got 1 spare ticket. i leave da jie there meh? go watch muz all go together wat...

shopped for like 1hr+. walked up and down looking for suitable stuff. pai ka liao still haf to keep walking...sianz. da jie ate mos burger *sin number (3)*. fat stuff again. went to toys r us to look for cute stuff. ended up looking at all the toys and 'xiang dang nian...' haha...very fun. da jie bought choc. *sin number (4)*. fattening stuff again. AGAIN. a leopard never changes its spots. haha...my english not bad eh?

as u can see...in this 2 entries, da jie has sinned 4 times. 4 times in 3 days...aiyoh...and this is abt food only. nv even talk abt poking me...blah blah blah. da jie must go think abt it k? hor?

hey...a nice link of the day. this link was hot 1 or 2 years back...cos it was popular. suddenly found the link again. go play if u got a lot of free time and knowledge eh? challenge urself...The Link Of The Day








Chalets Ke Bah Bah~ Ole Ole Ah Ah
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Shake It Up~
Yeah Yeah Yeah Yeah Yeah ~~~

Yahoo~....in a very gd mood now. ahahha...just came back from 3 days of chalet at Downtown East NTUC Chalets. rox. pa/ava chalet rox. much betta than my class chalet.

Monday

oh...today wasnt a gd day. gotta go for treatment on my foot in the morning. sianz...initially had to go sch...but couldnt go cos gotta go treat my foot b4 goin for chalet. actually i also dun want to go one lor. went to the Ma Kuang clinic at jurong west...waited for 1 hr lor, cos the doctor was rather slow, then got quite a few ppl in front of me. decided to meet da jie after treatment, then can go pasir ris together.

by and by, da jie found that she could get a lift from her mum, then i ended up having a lift on da jie's mum's car. went to IMM giant to buy food, like satay. but then no satay, so bought otah instead. didnt buy the other stuff cos IMM too far from pasir ris, by the time reach pasir ris the food also spoil liao. we also didnt have enuff hands to carry all the food wat. met hh at jurong east mrt. i learnt to fold cranes on the way to the chalet. yesh...learnt something new today.

reached there rather early, i think it was 1 hr earlier then scheduled. went to da food court for lunch. da jie wanted ba zang...hahaa....cos i tempted her. and it looks gd lor. but then quite ex. she made me treat her to ba zang. *sin number (1)*went back to tampines mrt and found hwa huey already there. left the bags wif him and left...haiz...i think we bully him lor. went to walk walk around a bit, found where the pool was. da jie wanted ice-cream again...i mean AGAIN. went swensens' for icecream.*sin number (2)* haiz...da jie...tot u wanted to jian fei. liddat eat and ddr no use...want me to say how many times? haha...got back and found everyone there already, so went to the ntuc at tampines mall to shop for food. not bad, for once ppl are not late...

bought quite a lot of stuff lor...cost $110+. everyone had to pay $10. got snacks, chicken wings and blah blah blah. bought quite a lot of drinks. sure enuff one. more than wat 03S67 bought for the chalet. got 2 trolleys, one to put the food, another to put the bags. haha...must make use of resources wat. pushing a trolley filled wif bags looks weird...

went to pasir ris mrt wif many bags of food, and met michelle and mingwei there. they both left on michelle's parents car to the chalet first to check in. yay. finally we are there. at downtown east. downtown east got XBOX exhibition, can play the games one. but then all the games like not nice to play one.

went to our chalet. its actually very near to the entrance/exit, and very near to cheers, so very fang bian. yesh. can buy stuff easily. no need to walk very far. but then its on the 2nd storey. then i hav to climb the stairs despite my injured toe. sheesh...sianz. the chalet was exactly wat i expected, so no surprises, no disappointments.

the first thing they did when they entered the chalet was to connect the ps to the tv. but then the graphics all no colour. i think its cos of the ps output got prob, so everything is black and white. wert....so bu xi guan. black and white is dumb. play game of life also not so interesting, cos no colourful colourful stuff. other games also not quite playable. imagine playing puzzle booble using a black and white tv...wert....only got black balls and white balls.

the gals (except da jie, slacker~)went to marinate the food for bbq. thanx a lot man....cos we were all playing ps and cards. no mahjong table, so kenot play yet. bbq was fun, ate quite a lot. got all types of food. eat and eat. my xiao mei (michelle) was so enthu, kept bbq-ing, forget to eat liao. if i nv ask her eat i think she will not eat lor. hey xiao mei...no need keep serving us...u are not our maid...u must also enjoy urself wat. serve us no tip one...hee hee. wrapped the 2 ba zangs in aluminium foil and threw it into the coals. haha....so weird. but then need to heat it, cos some farni person put the ba zangs into the fridge. hur....cmi lah. told the gals wats blowing. ahhaa..we were thinking of how to say it...but then mingwei settled it in 2 words. hahaa...he rox man. hes gd lor.

rented the mahjong table set (mahjong tiles, table, 4 chairs). quite expensive, but then they operate a monopoly, how to do? kenot help it.

played mahjong through most of da night. ate 'tong yi' mian. drank soya bean milk. wa...sibeh song ah. got music from ps somemore. slept at 4am. right under the aircon. just a bit the cold lor...wa lao...then i had to protect my toe from clumsy ppl. the pillows were lousy, some inflatable pillows. uncomfortable.

michelle and mingwei left the chalet and went home. 8 ppl were left.

Tuesday

woke up feeling really unwell. must have been drinking a bit too much alcohol last night. actually i drink a tinny little bit only...but thats the only reason i could think of. felt really shitty all day. didnt talk much. felt sick whole morn and afternoon. went to toilet to camp until i vomited out. bleah...felt a little betta. went back to chalet wif xy while the rest went to play pool. i needed to rest. xy dun want to play pool. vomited till super shuang at chalet. finally everything is out. da jie bought bk for my lunch. but i ate too much. in the end vomited bk out again. aiyah...so wasted. sheesh. felt betta. went to sleep on da big bed. da jie kept poking me. she knoe im ticklish lor...keep poking me. then i poke back. poke lai poke qu, until we both sianz liao. slept.

woke up. found that 03S61 was also at downtown east. 03S71 also. went over to 61 to visit them. kepkee and yean lih also went...wert...so gl. even mr xia (yesh, mr xia) went to the chalet. so sporting. played a round of mahjong and left. 61 had to bbq till v late cos they started late. they forgot to rent a bbq pit. had to wait till 71 finished. wert.

went to play arcade. played some of the bish bish bish champ. da jie likes it lor...cos she always bish me. must haf learnt from da game. didnt play pool, cos too ex. felt betta already. but nv eat food that taste too strong. i scared i vomit again. we all went back t chalet rather early cos da jie wanted to watch tv....wert...

played mahjong again. i kept winning lor. too qiang kenot help it liao...ahaha...so bu yao lian. didnt do anything else besides ps-ing and play mahjong. quite sianz. but fun...wif da jie and qifei and xu jie around. ahaha...jokers siaz...life's not boring wif them around. da jie and me kept teasing each other...ahha...i always win one. always.

slept early. cos i gotta go to sch early tml. set the alarm clock at 7am. dun want to get up so early. but kenot help it. shared a single bed wif da jie. eh...very squeezy lor...da jie is not exactly very slim lor...then we were jostling for space. she kope my pillow. i got some of da blanket and no pillow...wert...da jie...tsk tsk tsk.

gave the bottle of cranes and chocs and streamers to hh. ahaha...he keep thinking who it was for...nv nv guessed it was for him. we even asked him to help us fold cranes lor. hahaa...
xy and yuhui left. but michelle came back...yay.

Wednesday

woke up at 5.30am cos hh set the alarm clock at 5.30. wert...went back to sleep immediately. tot i talked a lot wif da jie subconsciously. like got tok...but dun really remember. wert...telepathy ah. she kept pushing me. say i take so much space. (its u push me...not the other way round hor) continued poking me after the alarm went off and i kept laying there. had no motivation to get up. but had to get up in the end.

left the paava chalet wif hh. hh met his council fren at the bus stop. his fren was also goin to sch from downtown east. so qiao. she got parents come fetch her. in the end we all lompang the car and got to sch in record time. reached there at 8am. too early liao...aiyo. stoned and slept. helen called me at 9+ and asked if i was goin to sch...wert...i was already in sch. she was still at the 61 chalet...hahaa...

this concludes the end of the chalet stuff...very luo suo, i knoe. but kenot help it. got too much to say. bear wif it a little lar...its not everyday u get such a fun chalet...



   Sunday, June 15, 2003
pain. extreme pain. physical pain. damn. injured one of my toes. argh....pain pain pain. kenot even walk properly now. duh...so sadz. dunno the extent of the injury cos the doctors all go home early and slack liao. gotta wait till tml then can see doctor. haiz. this affects me a lot lor.

how i injured my toe: was playing soccer on an uneven field. sheesh. uneven. then somehow tried to clear a ball and ended up stubbing my toe. fell over and lay there in pain. argh...tried to continue playing but really kenot carry on. if only some first aid was given i might not be in so much pain now? where's angel when i need u? hee hee...

1) i cant wear a shoe. this might be gd news to some ppl, but then now i cant play soccer liao.
2)cant walk properly. now i walk at a snail's pace. downtown east is not exactly small. gotta walk around. dunno if i can even accompany the ppl to buy food for bbq tml.
3)gotta see a doctor tml morn. this means i cant go sch for chou wei performance rehearsal. then how...i play such a pivotal role in the performance :P ....hopefully they can get by without me.
Most Importantly...
4)i cant qie da jie in ddr liao. now i cant even walk properly without feeling pain and squirming, how to dance? then how...without me there then da jie will keep boasting that shes gd. haiz. cant qie her in ddr.

haiz. when i was at east coast i felt sianz, cos everyone was like just lazing around, waiting for someone to suggest something to do. i was somehow thinking that i would regret goin out today. how right i was. firstly, i got injured. secondly, didnt get to ride on a bike. thirdly, missed out on the chance to mug at home. fourthly, cant qie da jie in ddr!!!...arrgh...

had a seafood dinner at Long Beach restaurant at east coast park. today i learnt that there was such a sea creature called geoduck. it looks like an elephant's trunk, and it is said to be able to squirt water when lifted out of the water. wert...wat a weird creature. nv see before.

basically that sums up my day. i think da jie spent today fruitfully, mugging whole day rite? at least better that goin out in da scorching and merciless sun and getting urself injured 1 day before chalet. haiz. wat bad luck.

pain pain pain. f-ing pain.

Jung's Pain Scale
0- no pain
1- getting punched by bernice
2- an itch
3- many itches
4- pinch
5- more pinches
6- a small cut
7- a big cut
8- very very very pain
9- bullet wound
10- pain until die


i think i would rate my pain somewhere around grade 8 on Jung's Pain Scale. argh...pain pain pain. sianz.

Physioroom.com. maybe this site has some info i can use? ahha...

da jie just told me that i can just wrap the toe wif bandage TIGHTLY and STRAIGHTEN the toe...then leave it for a few mins not so painful liao. but must take it off. else toe will fall off. not bluffing. i nv heard of this method b4...but it seems to be working ???. ahaha...anyway...thanx for ur advice.



gd afternoon ppl...just decided to blog a bit b4 i leave for east coast park. had wanted to go to the gym this morn. but then felt lazy...lethargic...juz sianz. lar. so nv go. hmm. da jie woke up rather early this morn leh... *applause*...amazing. she woke up b4 10am. wow. haha. niao u again. found that there are quite a lot of problems wif the chalet stuff. no money for food, booked bbq pit on the wrong day...organiser also f up. hey mr. organiser...if u cant handle all the stuff like da money and the booking and blah blah blah...u shld have told us earlier. then we can help wat...im sure some ppl would haf volunteered to help if u had even voiced out the problems. but now its like 2 days b4 chalet u tell us got prob. wert...couldnt u have told us abt these things b4 hand?!?!!?! gl...now got to do last min adjustments and arrangements. duh...just bcos someone was not responsible enuff. now da jie feels so pissed off. haiz. looks like we xiao-dis have to ting3 shen1 er2 chu1 and help out liao. must show the others the power of 1 dajie and 3 xiao-dis. wahahaha...cant wait for tml.

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   Saturday, June 14, 2003
Deng by Stella


yoz...check it out man...hhahaa....im in a funky mood now. just came back from soccer. i always play soccer wif my cousins every sat. had not gone for quite a few weeks liao, cos busy wif sch work and huang chen and paava and pw and all the da bian. haha...just remembered my pw group had not submitted the proposal. i sort of expect choe to call me to ask abt it. the proposal was supposed to be handed in by today. haiz. out group got no time to meet up to finish it up. zhe mo ban?

went to sch for huang chen today. finally sort of settled the beat and rhythm for the kitchen. yesh...im gonna beat the dustbin and pail. hahaha....very fun leh. but i think the customer group has a better rhythm. they got javin...who has a rather high aptitude at music eh? but then we also got our way...we asked the xinli and her fren to come...they from band percussion wat. they like think of rhythms so easily lor. bu kui shi band de.

went to cute chicken for lunch. duh...gou sianz. same bad food. same rude auntie. but then got no other choice liao. its a monopoly...arghh....sux. forgot got paava meeting this morn to make investituture gifts. oops...but i got legitimate reason...i was at huang chen. found the big 'xi' word. really v big. couldnt find the rite bulbs to fit in the holes. i think the idea most probably will be scrapped. not feasible, both economically and technically.

performed the 'storm' thingy to the seniors to let them see. they say its ok, better than the zhi wei, whos doin the umbrella dance. the umbrella dance quite hard, cos got the umbrella. but they are using the 'she bangs' dance. so at least no need to learn a new dance. learned the huang chen 'she bangs' dance. actually its quite fun to dance, rather easy also, compared to other sch dances. hahaa...very fun. had fun today. went to da jie's locker to get xu jie's clothes. gotta bring them to chalet...duh...

da jie SUPER slack today...sleep and sleep...then eat mac for dinner somemore...tsk tsk tsk. liddat ddr yi bai nian also no use...kenot jian fei one. da jie ah...dun say u want to jian fei liao lah...u cmi lor...always contradict or own actions. haha....niao her again.

goin to east coast park with all my farr--r-r milies and cousins. its gonna be fun. yesh...but goin to go gym in the morn b4 goin to east coast. want to pia a bit liao. studies mah...hmm...gotta wait till after chalet. after that will haf to pia all the way. gotta find someone to mug wif? ehhhee...i need some motivation...cant do it by myself. gd buddies all busy...alamak.

aiyah...da jie not online. sianz. gotta sign off now. nothing to say liao.

and the last but not least...the Daily Mtv. this mtv rox.

revised: just as i published this post...da jie came online. wert...so qiao...then she say i tok bad abt her. where got...i only say she cmi wat...haahhaa...must jia you...if she nv come online then i go sleep liao.



   Friday, June 13, 2003
fries-day. suddenly happened to remember the kfc advert of fries on friday. wahahaa...so lamez. went to sch this morn to do pw. in the end didnt accomplish anything. the moment mj came, zw had to leave. alamak...then my brain not working this morn, in the end ended up wif nothing. waste time leh. but need to submit proposal by sat. how? nv write anything, zhe mo ban? dun care lah. pw is useless. hor? anyone whos under choe for pw will knoe.

tried to pia physics today. managed to read a few pages of the serway textbook. but then not easy to understand. it certainly doesnt help to have a bad lecturer like Chen GL. shes really gl lor. speed thru everything like shes on a bullet train liddat. while we msm are left on the ground. duh...

got physics tutorial today. at least it helped me understand just a little bit more. yesh. but then still not clear abt the recent physics topics. how? no time...i need time...

just as i write this para, da jie is online. yay. she got 5th for the Wings competition. she competed in the javelin event. not bad leh...da jie jia you lar...not everyone can manage to get into the comp lor. xiao di ke bah bah cheer is the best. rox.

played bball after sch. played till 6+. gotta get home liao. met yixin on the bus back. he still looks the same. haha...

this has been a rather uninteresting day leh. found my directions today. have decided to to wat i think is right. thanx da jie for the support. let us all ganbatte~~!

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mood : sort of depressed. i feel confused. i dunno wat to do or wat to think. after toking to da jie last night, i feel like a have gained a lot of knowledge. how to go abt doin certain things. thinking ahead. responsibility. are u sure u are ready for it? i dunno. i really dunno. i dunno wats my next step. should i stop? or should i go on. i have nv even gone to think abt our future. is thinking that far really neccessary? is it really that important now? be responsible? but how. how how how. why why why. maybe im thinking too much. but da jie makes a lot of sense. she has been through this before. im sure shes correct. but is this really wat i want? i dun want to think so far ahead. no. so wat if i can plan so far ahead. plans can be easily foiled. theres no guarantee wat will happen tml. i knoe this is not a game. but is there really a need to think of so many strategies and plans? im tired. i dunno wat to do. i feel helpless. should i? should i not? thats the qn. i dun want to hurt anyone. really. but...is all this far away thoughts really neccessary? im in a spot as to wat to do. somebody indicate to me. maybe u can lead me to my next step. if i dont do anything, will everything fall into place? probably. but is the ending really wat i want? i want to end it my way. no regrets. happiness both ways. live happily ever after. but...i have so many doubts. can u lead me onto the path? gimme directions. point the way to me. be truthful to me. so will i. believe me.



   Thursday, June 12, 2003
hehe...for once i can wake up LATER than da jie. poor da jie has to go sch for lessons early today...while i have to stay snuggled comfortably in my bed. sigh...but da jie managed to get mac today. surprisingly she didnt get big breakfast. ahaha...she a bit the strange. wait so long for big breakfast then got chance nv buy. smsed until bao liao. bouncy bernice...anyone?

went west mall find da jie, and to buy some gifts for someone. for teachers. shopped around but i had to leave cos gotta go to sch for paava exco meeting. sent da jie off home. finally passed the ps1 games to da jie. now shes niao-ing me abt how shes having fun. grr...so jian. da jie nv share her joy wif her fellow xiao-dis.

paava meeting went on smoothly. but most ppl looked stressed out and tired. but then...we saw the hamper. the one given to paava during council investiture. bu chi bai bu chi. so we started wif gren tea. then all the snacks. then 1 by 1 finished everything. yeah...we even put back the empty covers and containers. nobody would notice a thing! hahah...too bad for those who nv come for paava exco meeting. yeah. but only 1 can of green tea to share around. lamez.

by and by we became sianz. stomach filled. found that paava is SUPER poor. grand total of $40 in club fund. WoOhoO! found that all the gifts we want to buy all need $$$. and we all v poor liao. diao...no money no gifts. decided to get a 'retirement fund' from the seniors.

sianz in the resource room. ended up playing rubber band shooting. my aim is gd ok...projectile motion. but wanling's aim is...how to say...accuracy deficient. point blank also can miss...wert. then i so zhun. we were like small kids lor. ahaha...wanling ah...want to shoot me must practice more. ahhaa...da jie u proud of me or not. ur xiao di so qiang. shuai ge mei nu ke bah bah!

xy, js, wanling and me went to west mall to buy stuff gor investiture. sianz. shopped around popular and found a lot of ancient stuff. recorder anyone? found a "sars wars" game. country erasers. hand sanitizer in popular. wert....went to kfc to try the green tea ice cream. eeee...it sux lor. wanling say it tastes like pesticide. but how she knoe...unless she has tasted pesticide b4? ahhaha...wun buy it nxt time. went home and stoned. nothing to do.

da jie got to go serangoon stadium to compete in shotput. whoa...so far and ulu place. in the end she nv get into last 8. nvm, at least u tried lor. at least u didnt have to train super hard and become a dis-figured (as in, bad body figure) gal and juggernaught. Ganbatte~...try nxt time lor.





   Wednesday, June 11, 2003
its a beautiful day....its a beautiful day.....wahahahaa. woke up at 10 am this morn. sho shuang. finally could wake up so late. decided to go to the gym. had not gone there for a long time, cos no time. haiz.

much did happen after i came out of the gym. YOU msged me saying u needed a tie. i tried to contact hh to borrow a tie from him. couldnt contact him. found out later that he was at some leadership camp in sch. called boxing and peng kiat too. but all were unreachable. couldnt contact them at all. as if they had disappeared from the surface of the world. jus when i needed him. hmmpff. went to hh's house to look for a tie. both his mother and i were ransacking his room for the tie. still kenot find. wert...his mother said most probably with hh in his sch bag. so i went to sch. took bus all the way there. cos YOU needed a tie. went to find hh and FINALLY managed to get a tie. glad i managed to get a tie for YOU. it was the least i could do to help u. sorry for making u wait so long in sch. too bad u had to rush off. haiz. well. not goin to watch ju-on after all. nvm there's always next time.

all this just for a tie. but it was worth it. for u.

keep ur word, hh. zip up.

thanx da jie for ur concern. but i was busy zipping around. hope u dun mind ya? i shall tell everyone how lazy da jie is. she actually woke up at **pm. ahaha...i nv say wat time wat. no wonder u cant get big breakfast. muhahaha...just joking lar.

saw quite a lot of ppl mugging in sch. i see liao also scared. i see my academic progress a bit the slow lor...dunno if i can even manage to finish everything. maths sux. decided to fa1 fen 4 tu2 qiang2 and mug all afternoon. but couldnt tahan it after 3 hrs. went to sleep. duh...

btw, i managed to kope some ps games from my cousin-next-door. he has quite a lot of games leh. but i haven ask for his permission, so i cant lend da jie or bring it away. think most prob he will lend me lar. hes not playing his ps anyway. i could see da jie is a bit (no, very) despo to get ps games to play. she willing to cycle all the way here to collect the games. whoe...human determination.

paava chalet is coming soon. cant wait for the day to come. yesh...i forsee fun. definitely more fun than my class chalet. cos i closer to my cca ppl. haiz. sad case. but the class chalet was rather disappointing. ppl didnt do stuff together. broke into diff groups. segregration sux.

I'm Flying Without Wings...



Flying Without Wings

Everybody's looking for a something
One thing that makes it all complete
You'll find it in the strangest places
Places you never knew it could be

Some find it in the face of their children
Some find it in their lover's eyes
Who can deny the joy it brings
When you've found that special thing
You're flying without wings

Some find it sharing every morning
Some in their solitary lives
You'll find it in the words of others
A simple line can make you laugh or cry

You'll find it in the deepest friendship
The kind you cherish all your life
And when you know how much that means
You've found that special thing
You're flying without wings

So, impossible as it may seem
You've got to fight for every dream
Cos who's to know which one you let go
Would have made you complete

Well, for me it's waking up beside you
To watch the sunrise on your face
To know that I can say I love you
In any given time or place

It's little things that only I know
Those are the things that make you mine
And it's like flying without wings
Cos you're my special thing
I'm flying without wings

And you're the place my life begins
And you'll be where it ends
I'm flying without wings
And that's the joy you bring
I'm flying without wings







A little info abt singapore

Singapore : This country say small not small, say big not big
Transportation : Every bus leads u to an interchange. diff is the time it takes
Weather : relentless heat
Time of travel : bukit timah to hougang => 1 hr
Existence of A & W : no
Persistence of some ppl : unbelievable

im depressed. state of dysphoria. tot i would end this day on a happy note. unfortunately it wasnt to be so. just talked to hh on the phone for quite some time. he is troubled. very. shall not share his woes wif everyone here. hope i managed to help u. if i didnt, so sorrie. cant do anything even though im ur best friend. i feel so shi bai. dont u think that we have drifted apart? not that u or me wanted to, im sure. but circumstances dictate otherwise. got a piece of advice for u. if u cant get wat or who want. dun fret. let nature take its course. its not the end of the world. there are many more other things out there that is worth ur attention. dun just believe u can do it, u must KNOW u can do it. i will be supporting u all the way. here's something for u. i feel very emotional now. my tears are actually falling for u. really. i just cant help it. i dunno how u feel now. maybe the same as me. where has the gd times gone to? how come things are ending up like that? why?

well. shall put the sad things behind.

had to go sch early this morn. cos got pw meeting with choe. sianz...need sleep, but cant get enuff of it. this is just like a normal sch day lor. gotta wake up at 6+. and royston isnt late! amazing...really truly baffling. pw proposal kenna rejected again. wtf. cant stand pw liao. its giving us so much stress. besides pw got routine sch work and tests and ccas. and personal life.

got the resource room key from choe. went in to sleep. tired. need sleep. da jie came in soon. she looked half-asleep. went directly to the table to mug. wert. so despo ah. for once she nv niao me. was in a semi-awake state. found that the huang chen meeting was rather under-populated. decided that enuff was enuff. pon meeting. i go there also grouch only. continued to sleep. had snacks curtesy of da jie. she so gd...buy snacks for herself and me. but i tot somebody said she wanted to...ahem...*jian fei*....ahem. wonder how its goin to be accomplished. got some J1 notes from her to study. managed to study some. but still not enuff. really insufficient. dunno how im goin to find time this hols to study. packed wif stuff almost everyday. knn.

actually wanted to play the ps in the resource room. cos got tv and everything. but then no games. got ps no games. wats the point. left for lunch at 1+, goin on to 2. da jie suddenly had a very interesting idea. y not go a & w to have lunch? the prob is, there are (were) only 2 a & w in s'pore. 1 is at hougang. other at tampines mall. decided to go hougang. took 852 to macritchie, then took 132 to hougang. its the first time im taking bus 132. most prob it will be the last time. the route is SIBEH long....slow...then the outside scenery looks so unfamiliar. a bit like treading on unknown territory. in the end went to get the bus 132 guide. found that we are pasing through so many places. ang mo kio, yio chu kang, near punggol (i think), serangoon, and goodness knoes where else. was on a sightseeing tour. the bus took super long. ended up at hougang some 1hr later. dazed and confused and lost. didnt know that s'pore extended so far to the east. so far from home. i feel homesick. like in a foreign land.

went to Heartland mall to find a&w. there was a & w. WAS. closed down liao. wert ....blur diao liao. went all the way there, got nothing. hougang is v far from home lor. in any case, its far from anywhere. not really accesible. but then it should be after the north-east line is in service. think the stop at hougang is called "Kovan". ????da jie bu gan yuan, insisted on eating something that is not normal. meaning not kfc, mac, bk these kind. da jie and i felt cheated. hougang is v far. really v far. de jie called her frenz for help of how to get home. i had this advice from someone : when u go to a new place, there are 2 things u need to knoe. 1st => find the toilet. 2nd => find the escape route/exit. the exit from hougang was nowhere to be seen. no buses pass near to any mrt station. cant imagine going all the way back on a bus. in the end we took a cab to Jubilee for lunch. Mos burger. quite unique. not something u can find at the west of singapore. treated da jie to lunch cos she bought me so many bday stuff. its just a small act of appreciation from me. :D

walked around the ang mo kio neighbourhood. da jie bought ear rings. i just walked around doin nothing. the neighbourhood quite old, nothing much to see or buy. left for cck mrt at 4+. managed to reach there early. i think today i really toked a lot wif da jie. very thirsty.

met qifei at the cck mrt station, then we went to take a bus to bukit panjang to the pasar malam. the pasar malam actually quite small. the diff stalls all sell same stuff one. clothes and more clothes. i bought a pair of pants, qifei bought a jersey. da jie bought shorts already...she a frequent customer. she has been goin there for a few days straight. just to buy clothes. wert. couldnt find and pirated ps1 games. think ps1 too outdated liao. nobody want to buy so nv sell. da jie got ps but no games. how ironic.

took the LRT back to cck mrt station. reminicised abt the day, abt wat happened. i think we really went on an adventure today lor. ( actually its yest, cos now past midnight liao) went all around singapore. had fun and food. got tricked and got tired. swim mountain play water. i think i rather enjoyed it. but i would prefer if nxt time i had prior warning abt these around-the-s'pore-tour.

came home and studied maths. found that i am lagging. got no time to study. somemore i a bit the slow. very unproductive. then hh called me and asked abt the Fac Com stuff. and slowly it went on to personal life and reflections. loops back to para 1. sorry da jie if im being cold to u tonight. cos i not in a v happy mood. feel like having some peace and quiet. dun blame me k. so many things haf happened to me and others around me. i need time to grasp everything properly.

Daily MTV. you complete my life.






   Monday, June 09, 2003
yo ppl...im back. finally. these few days felt pretty long, cos the chalet meant that we stayed up late everynight to play mahjong and cards and ps and more. quite a lot of ppl came for this chalet. even kai yuan and jing wen came back. yay...welcome! 67 rox!

Saturday

went to city hall mrt station to meet hui hui and qiumei and rayson. gathered at BK to talk abt dang guang stuff. they brought along so many papers and documents and stuff lor...3 bags of stuff. somemore i goin chalet, and i have to bring 1 bag cos hui hui is already bringing 2 bags of stuff already. sorry u have to carry so much stuff, but then i cant carry too much. thanx ah. bringing deng guang stuff to chalet. wow. cool.

kallang. dragonboat competition. hwachong's team doesnt look particularly strong. in the end lost the races by a little only. narrowly lost the 24-man dragonboat race. just lost by that little bit lor. wasted. in the end didnt win anything. but they tried their bestest already, so u cant blame them. ganbatte~! only ended at 7+pm. went to pasir ris directly. by the time reach there 9+ liao. so late already. went to white sands shopping centre to buy food and drinks. bought cup noodles in bulk, paid for by the NKF (National Kenrick Foundation). kenrick rox. rich ppl must share wealth wif the poor wat. supposed to take bus 354 to costa sands. but then someone *kong* said 403, she say she take b4, can go costa sands also. so we 'qin cai' took bus 403. ended up having a scenic tour of the beautiful and hospitable pasir ris neighbourhood. toured the HDB flats and landed property. passed by the pasir ris park. wrong bus lor. sho dumb. the bus looped back to the interchange again. this time we took the correct bus. in the end the canoeists, who left later then us, reached the chalet earlier than us. duh...

the chalet actually quite small, similar to those at east coast. not enough place to sleep at night. played ps2, cards and mahjong. didnt do much else. not much games to play on the ps2 as well. sianz. called da jie to tok to her. cos she msged me at 1 am the the morn. wert. seemed like she needed company. talked and talked. then went to sleep at 3+am. so early...earliest time i have slept at a chalet. but then got nothing to do. some of them go beach to sit and talk. see stars. got to see a shooting star! so lucky...only a few of us saw it. managed to make a wish b4 it disappeared. hope my wish comes true. yesh.~

Sunday

woke up to find bodies strewn all over the place. from staircase to porch to under-the-staircase. cos chalet too crowded already. no place to sleep. went to white sands for mac breakfast. suan-ed da jie again. ahhaa....mac rox. went upstairs to find the movie theatre. but then...found that there was NO movie theatre!!! guaow....wat a big blunder. someone tot there was. others dunno got or not. ended up playing in the arcade. arcade was fun, seeing them play ddr and crazy taxi. i also played lor. ppl wanted to watch a movie desperately. so we went to tampines mall to watch movie. debated over which movie to watch.
Bruce Almighty: some ppl watch liao. ppl say not nice.
Ju-on : the gals sho scared. they say waste money.
How To Lose A Guy In 10 Days : guys think that its a bimbo show. not for guys.
Finding Nemo : nice cartoon. gals want it. so we, being so gentlemanly, agreed to that movie lor.

some of them fell asleep during movie, cos they too tired liao. liddat waste money lor. might as well dun watch. kenrick, royston and me went to the tampines neighbourhood to source for pirated ps2 games. cos we want to play Winning Eleven. but then forget to bring. found that there are quite a few pirated cd shops there. bought the game. quite easy to find somemore. had lunch outside b4 goin back to the chalet.

played basketball. sweat and sweat. stinks lor. showered then played games. then mr choe came at 4+. hes coming to join us for the bbq. he quite nice, bought us snacks and bbq-ed for us during the bbq. i think the caterer of the bbq a bit jian lor. give us quite little food. not quite enuff. luckily got snacks. some ppl came just for the bbq, while others had to leave early. celebrated the class bday (!) after the bbq. 7th of june. it kenot be 6th of july cos got sch. so changed it to 7th of june. nice big choc cake. took a lot of fotos wif the cake and the class. in fact, we took a lot of fotos these few days. played the number game. forfeit was to drink a nasty concoction made by us. got grape juice, soft drinks, choc sauce, satay sauce, chilli, blah blah blah. so er xin lor. smelt like vomit. bleah. kenna tio once. so unlucky. drank and spat it out again. too er liao. the satay oil sux. kepkee kept adding all sorts of stuff in. in the end he tio. had to drink it. ahahahaha....retribution. he got a sore throat during chalet, so his voice was hoarse and sounded funny lor. as if he was not funny enuff. natural comedian.

da jie said she v sad. called her but she dun feel like talking, so i left her alone. hope it was the right thing to do.

the keys to the chalet was lost! searched high and low and everywhere. but kenot find. called the ppl who had left, but nobody saw it. damn. gotta report the loss. had to bring all the valuables wif us wherever we went. the 2nd night its the gals turn to sleep in the aircon room. not that we agree lor, but then the gals chased us out. so evil. make us sleep outside. can u bear to make us do that?

Monday

woke up rather early. got many many mosquitoe bites. so itchy lor..wah lao. got combo bites one, 4 in a row. ta ma de. went back to sleep again, cos other ppl haven wake up. saw edwin play bball in the morn, and chian lin and jingwen went to see sunrise. didnt manage to see it. pasir ris kenot see one. the 2nd intakers gotta leave early in the morn cos they gotta go back to sch for makeup lects. haiz.

got my bday pres from the class. its a soccer ball. cool..i could use a new soccer ball. shall bring during paava chalet? ahahaha....received many bday msges. thanx everyone who remembered my bday....hip hip hooray! thanx da jie for the flash bday song. no, my room doesnt stink. but my comp stinks. its all ur fault. u hor...

chian lin found the keys. it was in her bag lor. wert...make us hunt for nothing. tidied up the place and left. went to mac for brunch. (breakfast + lunch). we 4 chou wei exco had to leave for chou wei meeting in sch. diao...reached there late lor. expected. but then better late than never. stoned there. tired leh. seems to have slept quite a lot, but still not enough.

went home. read ppl's blogs. xy's blog v meaningful. now it got me a bit sad. i feel a bit depressed leh. da jie's blog also sad sad one. haiz. sigh. y everyone so emotional one. is life really that sucky? after reading xy's blog, im uncertain. hesitant. unsure of myself. am i doin the right thing? congrats to xy...i wonder how amelia looks like. wahahahahaa...muhahahaaha...

oh yah. suddenly remembered this so i added this in. da jie asked me to be her xiao di during the paava qing gong yan. refer to 3rd may entry. i was asking wat benefits there are. now i knoe. its great to be bernice's xiao di. she is sibeh gd. now she has been upgraded from da jie to mei nu da jie. ahhaaha...da jie is v sociable. i like da jie. dun get the wrong idea. she's a great friend and da jie. not in the bf and gf sense. yah...

A free flash movie comes wif every entry in the blog. Get urs now! Today's offer : Fen Shou Kuai Le specially for da jie.

sadness is a passing feeling. not worth holding on to. happiness is more everlasting and valuable.

super duper long blog. wert...



   Saturday, June 07, 2003
yoz! its still sat...i haven go for the chalet yet. woke up too early, cos kenot get to sleep. too excited. i cant wait to go chalet lor. yesh...oosh~...wahahaaa. goin to get some stuff from qiumei and rayson later. think i goin to pass all the stuff to hui hui to bring home cos i dun want to lug all the stuff for chalet. sorrie ah, hui hui...

goin to cheer and support the dragon-boaters later at kallang. hope that it will be a fun and exciting competition. (fun and exciting : how come i always use the same phrases) goin straight to the chalet later. hope that someone brought a portable cd player, cos i will bring some cds. mahjong anyone? hiak hiak hiak. at this time da jie is still sleeping. haiz...she can sleep lor, i haf to wake up liao. haven had breakfast yet.

nothing much to say actually lar. cos still in morn nothing much has happened. but will blog a lot a lot when i come back from chalet. confirm + chop. see ya ppl 3 days later! U can call me if U need me.

listening to Huo Che (is the title correct?) by Jay Chou now. life is like a huo che, sometimes it stops, sometimes it breaks down, sometimes it derails. but it will always go on. it will not stop moving. a huo che nv looks back or moves backwards.



funky funky friday! today rox. everyday is sunday. got a lot of things happening today. today is the last day of sch, so must conclude a lot of stuff. got a dumb physics lect test today. only got 5 min to do. where got time? i only did first qn. sianz. dumb. today is our last lesson wif mrs pong. got a prac, then after that is break, so our class keep taking fotos wif mrs pong. all the diff poses, blah blah blah. the girls even sang a song for her! so touching. but the singing is....ahem....not that gd lar. lent the size 1 ball to da jie today. let her play for today lar. she so gd to me. she also went to develop the photos taken on sports day. i got guest star appearance in some of the fotos leh. ahhaha...

im supposed to be dismissed at 2.15 pm to go for the musical soiree rehearsal. but then i tell miss fok i gotta leave at 1.35, so i left early. went to borrow blazer from sc room wif hui hui. peng kiat was there...ahaha...then we all bully him. make him run abt and confused him. so evil. then i go slack slack ard. toked to my angel on the way. even my angel think i slack. haha...must be more hardworking liao. then went to audi control room to slack till 3+pm. played around wif the lights. now i knoe how to program the chaser lights liao. cool effects lor. reahearse till 6+...then let system rest. we had yoshinoya for dinner, da jie ask her fren to help ask buy one. thanx a lot!. it beats having 'cute chicken'...da jie went to play da piano. actually da jie quite gd at the piano lor...she plays the piano while i play WIF the piano. it makes a great diff.

actual performance. i was doin the lights. da jie was doin the sound. yeah...i think the show went on without too many probs yah? we make a gd team...yay we rox. it was successful. nothing nuch to say lar. the ppl performed better during the actual event than the rehearsals lor. which is a gd thing. mr choe also v gd. bought us sushi from coro. he rox. the backstage crew rox the most. i think they did a fabulous job. no hitches. smmooooothhhh.....

highlight of the day: u haf replied. responded. reacted. requited. to me.

well. went home wif da jie on a cab. da jie's sling bag so gl one. no backbone...soft like a chunk of fat lor. difficult to carry. da jie treated me to a taxi ride again. haiz...she dun want to accept my money lor. xian wo qian chou shi ma? hmmpfff. dropped some of my gp notes in the cab. luckily da jie saw it and picked up for me. da jie saves the day once again! packed my stuff for chalet tml. i think i pack quite fast lor...abt 45 mins done liao. isit fast? i dunno. but i think its quite fast rite. fun-filled days ahead of me. too bad ***** cant enjoy it also.

i shall dedicate this song to da jie and her. This Song. nite nite. shall stop blogging now. tired ah...long long day tml.

wun be able to write for the nxt 2~3 days. cos i goin for class chalet and BBQ. roxy fun days ahead. u ppl!!...are u jealous!!!hiak hiak hiak. xiao di rox. dua tao xiao di rox. oh yah...thank u for the nice and cute and sweet-smelling bday pressie. terima kasih!



   Thursday, June 05, 2003
At corner of your lips
As the orbit of your hips
Eclipse
You elevate my soul
...
...
...
...
You and I in the sky
You make me feel like I can fly
So high
Elevation !!!!!

woOhoO~....tubthumping thurs~~~!
today rox. after sch went to watch movie...bruce almighty. v gd show...laugh till very shuang...all worries gone...temporarily at least..yesh...sweet popcorn rox. salty popcorn...eeee...went to the VIP shop at west mall, cos xy want to buy shirt. (guess the colour). then i also go try some shirts and pants...change so many times. till in the end got one nice set of clothes. but then hor...da jie and xy schemed against me...erm..not schemed lar...its surprised me. i go change to a nice and final set...then when i come out the shop lady snipped the price tag off and say i can leave liao...wert...i so speechless. dunno wat to do. just stand there. stoned. wert...later after i recovered i found that actually da jie and xy and hh planned all this...buy the set for me for my bday pressie. its GOOD=>...

wah i so gan dong...*want to cry in joy liao*. even though da jie already bought me that sling bag already...they treat me too gd liao lor...haiz. i feel so loved. even though they have nv given me any bday pressie b4, i nv did expect anything from them lor...thanx man...thanx and thanx and thanx...kam xia...terima kasih...xie xie...dunno got wat else. nv got such a humongous surprise ever...wat a great bunch of frenz...dunno wat else to say...hmm... thanx again lor. in the end i wear that whole suit home...ahahaa...so special. i reach home everyone at home seh diao. hahaa...so i told everthing from start to end. ahaha...i want to thank my da jie, hh, xy, papa mama and other ppl who actually tot of me. of course still got angel. oosh~. everyone ke bah bah! yeah^5 ! it has been a most memorable and B-E-A-utiful day...thanx god. Da Jie Almighty.

now i want to use an mtv to thank all of u ppl out there...who made me wat i am. sounds cliche. but still haf to say it. i shall reward u ppl wif an flash mtv. An Jing by Jay Chou



erm. now for the more sianz part of my day. gotta do compre today. anyhow do one. everyone so tired lor. anyhow write...do for the sake of doin. then during mr xia's lesson we all take fotos. cos mr xia is leaving the sch for further studies, we want to wish him all the best! took fotos everywhere, so fun. our class is one of his first batch of classes and also his last batch...so its very special. i hope we didnt treat him too badly...if its anyone's fault, its our fault. we too slack liao.

during mrs pong's lesson we also surprise her wif the well wishes from our class. that scene was so gan ren lor. many of the gals cried. i almost cried myself. so sad that shes leaving. we could all see that shes sad also lor. she spoke wif a quiver in her voice. seems that she also gan dong liao. haiz...y must all the gd ppl go. we cant bear to see her nor mr xia go. haiz. y life liddat one. somemore the new teachers are really new lor...new to teaching~~~alamak. cmi liao.

after sch went to play soccer at class bench. then changed to basketball later. play in sch u again. sho dumb. hot like mad. sweat like a tap. stink like the bin. wah cow. even i think i myself stink lor. i go lib to cool down and find da jie. in the end da jie chased me away cos i stink. peeeewwwwhew...no clothes to change. waited for xy's classes to end. then we all went to west mall to haf dinner then go watch Bruce Almighty. the following adventures can be read above.



   Wednesday, June 04, 2003
whammy wed. today a lot of things happened. today classes was super slack. did nothing for maths. whole class wrote thank you letters to mrs pong. mr xia also dun want to teach liao. so we all write. so sad shes leaving. i think our chem will surely get worse one.

today during break our class split up liao. some go chs some go hwachong. after lunch at hwachong, we few ppl play soccer wif the size 1 ball. dunno how da jie got the ball in the morn one. still threaten me wif it. so bad. bully me. anyway, we played soccer, and the teenie weenie ball keep rolling out to the field. sho irritating. but was very fun lor. cos small ball then place not so cramped. kenrick always zham the ball one. so life threatening. after sch continued playing. small ball rox. can bring everyday in bag. super convenient.

SPORTS DAY! whole sch let off at 1250pm. got so much time to slack around. spent most of the time soccer-ing. (<=new word leh). helped da jie and her class take fotos. da jie keep tip-toeing. play cheat. AT/TSZ rox.

got many ppl compete in all the events. except 16x200. almost couldnt find enuff ppl. S6 came in first in almost every event. of cos we best fac lar. got jensen, batara, eugene these few qiang zer. how can not win. seeing how the guys chiong so fast is a delight to watch. the teachers race quite fun to watch. mr ho actually quite gd leh. came in 2nd for 100m race. did quite well for the throw-a-boot contest. he is a physics teacher lor...projectile motion anyone? S62 got best ct. they got quite a few gd runners. so many trophys lor. then S6 got a sunshine bear mascot. so cute. so many diff councillors tried the costume. but then trident won the most enthu fac. haiz. free milo rox. drank a lot. haaha...kenot let it go to waste mah...

still got huang chen meeting after sports day. talk abt some ge1 yao2 contest or something. seems to haf nothing to do wif chou wei. dunno y they call everyone there. went to class dinner at prince(coro) after meeting. a bit late liao. but they wait for us so long liao so we go lor. in the end only got abt 12 ppl there. haiz. sho tired. goin to write letter to my mortal later. of course i wun forget abt my angel. react. respond. requit. to me. plese.

always look on the bright side of life. go play the arcade hamburger game.





   Tuesday, June 03, 2003
tired. even though today tues only i feel so tired liao. like long time nv get enuff sleep liao. maybe its becos ive been sleeping late. always go online at night. got pw today. duuhhhh....sho bored wif life. like got nothing to look forward to. ok, maybe got something (someone? someones?) to look forward to. other then that not much already. sch sux. still got sch in june. looks like im complaining to this blog again. but i cant help it. if i grumble in sch then everyone will siamz from me. ahaha. who will listen and talk to me? u? u? or u? gimme an indication. gimme some positive reaction. dun just keep quiet. heard that? k.

i luv chalets. can get away from sch and normal life. can go enjoy myself and forget abt all other things. late nights, cards, bolas, midnight cup noodles, playstation etc. so fun. i still remember last yr when we guys went out to some open space outside our room to PLAY SOCCER AT 5AM IN THE MORNING. so shiok. hope we didnt wake anyone up. played Jay Chou's songs throughout the night. listen until goin mad already. but everything was fun. mahjong throught the night. played until everyone had bloodshot eyes. but nobody complained and wanted to stop. hmm. seems that i keep thinking abt last yr. hope that this yr's class chalet will be just as gd, if not better. music is a must. its a neccessity.

today i shall not mention da jie. nope, no da jie today. she will say everything that needs to be known in her blog. no need me to say. could sense that da jie had a rather bad day. i could just sense it. i cant explain y, but i can feel it. really.

went to Gelare at choa chu kang after sch wif a few claz ppl. waffles were great. ice cream too. although a bit the ex. but nvm. yean lih's sis also went. she super talkative. just like yean lih. like brother, like sister. buay tahan liao. kepkee looked extremely irritated and annoyed. ahahaa...just a bit the talkative only. just a bit...

found that deng guang only got 1 person goin for the huang chen hui4 qing4. so pathetic. dun even want to go support support a bit. maybe bcos its too expensive. $35 lor. dunno y so ex. cant understand. maybe can use that chance and demand a stj. yesh. not goin to do ANY hw tonight. no way. must go sleep early. i will try. really try.

reply. respond. react. rebuke. reiterate. requit. to me. please. that special u.




   Monday, June 02, 2003
moshi moshi! mon. haah. i always try to make the words rhyme wif the day of the week. its getting harder, as my vocab is some wat limited. ok. now where should i start. today a bit the sianz. monday blues. yupz. brought the size 1 soccer ball to sch today. take up so much space. lucky got the big bag, courtesy of da jie. played ard and passed ard the class. kicked it ard the class bench space. sho small. and now so dirty liao. usually i put at home so clean one. supposed to give hh to bring home to help me pump. budden he got investiture at NJC. me had to bring the ball ard whole day. so AA.

pe sux. play badminton wif no net. cos nets were nowhere to be found. so lamez. played for only half hr. first 20 mins used to walk to hall and assemble. nxt 20 min for finding net. in the end kenot find, waste sho much time.

today during chem tut. huiqing ask mrs pong one qn. are u pregnant? ahahaha. wat a qn. maybe thats y she is leaving, not teaching liao. her face bcome so red. but then she keep denying. dunno true or not. but got one method sure can knoe one. Wait And See. hiak hiak hiak. slept during econs lect again. (i stress the word AGAIN). sho sianz. nv listen read notes can make it liao. da jie ask me to send her msg sho that she can use it to cheer rabbit up. in the end she send another one.

i shall dedicate the following para to da jie. (feel honoured or not...). today she somehow obtained a copy of the wonderful and sacred copy of the 2001 TCHS yr book! oh no! fellow TCHs-ers beware! the secret manuscript has fallen into the hands of the enemy! now shes laughing at anyone and everyone wif a foto inside. she malicious. shes even laughing at ME. how can laff at her fav xiao di? even smsed me to niao me abt laffing at me. gou liao. Da jie the zombie.

today rushed thru the 2nd project work proposal in 20 mins. thats a record. it shows that if we want to be efficient, we can. sianz. now i go home no size 1 ball to play liao. think i going to mug. (THINK is da word). me hoping to get the reaction kinetics wk from a special someone. (im not saying ur name to protect ur identity. later everyone want to get from u how?). nv do. dunno how to start. looking forward to chalets. yesh. 1 more wk to go. 9th of june is the day to look out for. ahah. a bit the egoistic. but too bad. im liddat. hhaha. goin to get the rv yr book. then can laugh at da jie. and other ppl. nobod shall escape my clutches. hohoho.

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   Sunday, June 01, 2003
sian1 nang1 sun. today so free. got nothing much to do. (tutorials not counted). went out to meet chou wei committee in the morn. discussed abt wat to do for the item for hui4 qing4. i think i stoned a lot during the meeting. but then, how u concentrate when the meeting is at KFC, wif the aroma and everything? anyway, i think we haf a general idea liao. met the seniors at 12pm, then went to fish & co. at the glasshouse. but then some of the seafood dun haf. cos out of stock. sheesh. so lame. in the end the bill came up to $172++ for our table. i think the total was something like $550++. a bit the ex lor. pay until pok liao. $40 each for deng guang. my wallet feels empty. ok, it IS empty. gotta live frugally for the last wk of the term.

by rite without the SARS thingy this wk holidays liao. now gotta wait for 1 more wk. 3 wks of hols somemore. we chou wei 23 initially wanted to go somewhere after jts. but then everyone pay until blur blur liao. no $$$ anything also kenot do. in the end go home. so lamez.

da jie helping me wif my blog site html. da jie ke bah bah.