Angiebabe
On Loneliness



Broken Promises

Promises that were broken
Throughout the passing years
Have swelled up in my memory
And dried up in my tears
Memories of happiness
You've taken away from me
Disappear one by one
With every sighing plea
You're not the Jason I fell in love with
You're someone totally new
Each day some more just falls away
Until there's nothing left of you
Always true you swore to be
By my side forever
Just another broken promise
When we were still together




That's What I Get

"...Just when everything was making sense
You took away all my self-confidence
Now all that I'm hearing must be true
I guess I'm not the only one for you
How could you turn us into this?
After you just taught me how to kiss you
I told you I'd never say goodbye
Now I'm slipping on the tears you made me cry
Why should this come as a surprise
To think that I was so naive
Maybe it didn't mean so much
But it meant everything to me..."

-- Taken from a song by NIN





Nothing Left To Say

I gave you anything you wanted
A love that would never end
The gifts you always dreamed of
The joy of a loving friend

I was there for you to catch you
When the world would make you fall
I'd pick you up back on your feet
And love you through it all

I helped you through some hard times
And you've helped me through some, too
No matter who left me behind
I knew I'd always have you

We appeared to be two loners
Lost in a world of hate
Wrapped up in each other
Bound together by fate

So where could I go wrong?
Just give that much to me
I know you're starting a new life now
But still, I just don't see...

How a love like ours, so strong
Could just fade away
So here we are, left miles apart
And nothing more to say...

-- Cassandra Rudrow





Dreamer

As I lay me down to sleep
I pray someday that he'll love me
But for now, I'll only cry
And await his love,
Until I die.
How can he throw my love away,
Why does he hurt me so?
But still again I'll pray my love
Will be worthy of his throne
How I long to be his love,
Why doesn't he feel for me too??
This mystery unsolved,
Will not evolve,
Into a dream come true.

-- Sheri Jennings





All That You Mean To Me

We always knew it was there
But I Love You was so hard to say
Some people show it easily
And some never find the way

We had innocent dreams
And a love no one could touch
But now it seems you're miles away
And my word don't mean that much,

Rage and hate and fear and hurt
Is only half of what I feel
I'll cry for you as I die for you
And the pain in my heart is real.

Please don't try to tell me
That time is all I need
Because I know time can't erase
All that you mean to me,

I can't hear the voice of reason
Telling me you're gone
As I search for what I had
I wonder what went wrong.

Sometimes it makes me angry,
But mostly it just hurts,
Distance is suppose to heal the heart
But it's only made it worse......

You think that you don't need me
But deep down you know you do,
Cuz I know you aren't a stranger
To what I'm going through.

Tell me how to let you go,
When you're all I'm thinking of,
And tell me how to walk away,
Now that I've fallen in love






Without You

It's so hard to find my way
Now that I'm on my own
I remember those days that you were here
And I never felt so alone...

But now you're gone to leave me here,
To struggle like never before.
And it seems like every day that goes by
I miss you just a little bit more.

You never let me say good-bye,
And you broke a trusting heart,
So now it's become so hard to live,
Because we've never been apart.

A part of me has died inside,
The part you brought to life,
I've never had to deal with pain,
I've never experienced so much strife.

It takes all I've got to just go on,
To act like everything's okay,
I just keep lying and telling myself
That you'll be back someday...

I feel so torn apart inside,
I don't know what's true anymore.
I trusted you and you lied to me,
I just don't know what I'm living for...

There's always a reminder,
Of what your leaving left for me,
It seems no matter where I go,
Your memory won't set me free.

Your kisses seem to haunt with me,
And the lies that went with them, too,
How could you break my heart like this,
After I put so much trust in you.

I pray every night that you come back,
And thats all I'll ever ask for,
Because the unfinished love you gave me
Left me wanting more...

It takes two to make things work,
And I know that I want it to,
Because I don't' think I can go another day,
Living a life without you.





Box full of Raven Colored Crayons

When we were little life was a box of crayons
Red hearts, orange tulips, yellow lemon drops.
green grass, blue eyes, purple plums
And the people we drew were happy
they had blue, green and brown eyes,
And pretty red smiles stretched ear to ear
Yellow, brown, black and red hair
They lived in a world full of yellow sunlight
And box houses and skies full of big puffy blue clouds.
But life is an experience and experience is our teacher
Black hearts, black roses, black licorice, black skies,
My people now are the girls
With black hair, black eyes, and weepy eyelashes
And she wears a black gown because she's not like other girls
She has black nails and black lips
And if you look into her coal eyes
You'll see her black heart and you'll be scared
She's living in a mental block instead of a block house
The sky is black and the ocean is black
Her life is black
Because her boyfriend left her, cheated on her, promised he'd never leave,
And left her alone to lose the color called happiness
And her tears are red, because she still loves him..

- Amy B.

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