August 8, 2001
"Why did I ever come out of the womb
to see trouble and sorrow
and to end my days in shame?"
Jeremiah 20:18
No, I'm not discouraged today! I have learned a lot from Jeremiah and from his relationship with God. If you read the few verses preceding this the man is once again in the depths of despair. I appreciate that he is so honest with God about how he feels, what he doesn't understand. He doesn't disrespect God or make light of his calling and his role as a prophet but he is 'gut level' honest with God which is a lesson for me. There is no lightening bolt that takes him out after he expresses himself... God honors a heart that struggles honestly and openly. What gets us is the when we leave all those feeling and doubts tucked away in the corners of our heart and never speak them - then satan gets a foothold but not when we bring them into the light.. that's the place God can work. I have had my share of down, discouraging and depressing times; Jeremiah's honesty has helped me to be that honest with God about how I feel.. that is always the first step to getting a real glimpse of God!