14.
HUMAN SENSES AND MIRACLES
     WHEN I WAS YOUNGER, PART OF MY PROBLEM WITH THE WHOLE GOD
THING WAS THAT I WANTED TO FEEL GOD OR SEE GOD WITH MY SENSES.  
WHAT I HAVE COME TO UNDERSTAND NOW IS THAT I CAN'T SEE A MIRACLE
BEFORE OR AS IT HAPPENS, ONLY AFTER IT HAPPENS.  THE ONLY WAY TO SEE
MIRACLES IS TO REFLECT ON MINUTES, DAYS, MONTHS, OR YEARS PAST,
LOOKING FOR GOD'S ACTIONS IN OUR LIVES. OUR HINDSIGHT IS ALWAYS 20/20. 
UNFORTUNATELY, HUMANS HAVE NO SENSORY ORGANS FOR SPIRITUALITY. 
THE ONLY WAY WE CAN PERCEIVE GOD IS TO LOOK FOR THE EFFECTS OF
GOD'S ACTIONS.  THESE EFFECTS CAN BE CALLED MIRACLES OR GOD
INSTANCES.  I BELIEVE GOD USED TO DO BIG MIRACLES WITH A BIG "M."  NOW,
HOWEVER, I BELIEVE GOD ONLY DOES LITTLE MIRACLES WITH A LITTLE "M."  I
THINK THE REASON GOD ONLY DOES LITTLE MIRACLES NOW IS THAT WE
HUMANS HAVE BECOME JADED AND SO WE EACH WANT THE BIG "M"
MIRACLES AND WILL ONLY BELIEVE IN GOD IF EACH ONE OF US GETS A BIG
MIRACLE.  THIS IS WHAT I CALL THE GREATEST POSSIBLE CAUSE WITH THE
LEAST POSSIBLE EFFECT ON ALL HUMANITY'S BELIEF SYSTEM.  I BELIEVE
GOD HAS CHANGED ITS APPROACH TO USING GOD INSTANCES,  WHICH I
THINK OF AS THE LEAST POSSIBLE CAUSE TO GET THE GREATEST POSSIBLE
EFFECT ON A HUMAN'S BELIEF SYSTEM.  THEREFORE, WE NOW HAVE LITTLE
"M" MIRACLES OR GOD INSTANCES, NOT THE BIG "M" MIRACLES OF THE BIBLE.
GOD CAN'T PART THE RED SEA FOR EVERYONE OF US, BUT, IT DOES WORK IN
EACH OF OUR LIVES AND WE CAN SEE THAT IF WE LOOK FOR ITS (GOD
INSTANCES) HANDIWORK AROUND US.