i'm not sure what's going on now...i hear things from people telling me warning me or something of the sort...but i never know what to believe about who..so i'm just ignoring this for now..i've gotten over the initial shock and if it is true, i'm not sure if it will bother me anymore..i guess things were never defined, so there is always an excuse and i'll probably take any of them except one..

it started to snow again..right when it was getting nice, it had to go and get like this..
i want to move some place warm..i never noticed how much i hate cold...i can tolerate the heat..but cold just makes everything seem so dirty for some reason..i'm just tired of being frozen i guess

i don't think i'm doing too well in a few classes..creative writing isn't what i expected tho..i'm giving 2 weeks to write something that i can do in 10 minutes...and then i'm criticized because it doesn't "tell a clear story"..fuck you..it's not suppose to..
i can't wait to get out of school...out of the view of the anorexic