We all have them at some point in life those deep, dirty and forbidden thoughts. Some intertwined with honest pleasures like tantalizing delicate spots. We all crave furtive hopes in our lives erupting in wild, flirtatious dreams. The hot and sexy, but married wife engaged in passionate flings, it seems. We have such thoughts, even in public triggered by the most trivial things. A mundane word, a piece of music reminds us of those forbidden sins. How would it feel to actually be engulfed by those deep and dark desires would it start to seep through, permeate the oily surface, ignite a fire? Maybe it's best those feelings stay sealed in a place tested by mental shock for even though they appear unveiled our dreams endlessly tempt to unlock. © Anita Sjouwerman, March 10 + September 22, 1998 |