The emptiness I feel.
I met someone
someone that I care deeply for
some may even say it's more
though I did not show it
instead I pushed her away
I didn't realize it, but I did it none the less
the emptiness I feel
in a very short time, I let Myself get close
yet I kept Myself at a distance
she is very special to Me
though I fear I have lost her
she said to let her get close so she could love Me
but instead I pushed harder
I pushed so hard she felt she had to walk away
the emptiness I feel
in My heart I wanted to pull her close
to feel her touch
hear her words
to feel My hand on her face
caressing
caring for her
for her to be Mine, to cherish with My heart and soul
I wish for her to care for Me again
she is very special to Me
I just hope I will have the chance to show her again
With all My heart and soul
I am Sorry, Please forgive Me.
~the emptiness I feel~
~~ ThunderBolt. ~~ |