Quiet Mysticism
by Oliver A. Ryder
Mysticism is fundamental
to us as Friends. The implicit contract for experience of the divine that
is represented by our form of worship, eschewing clergy, and our conviction
for direct revelation; all these things were once our heresies as a society
of mystics and, really, it is better to focus on our outward actions, better
to be called the Society of Friends. No longer heretical, these tenets
are still central to our practice, a practice that leads us, as a religious
society, to our quiet mysticism and experience of the divine spirit.
Mystical experience sometimes reaches me now
along paths that seem familiar; but wait, I am still struck, powerfully
altered, by insights that I cannot anticipate and which upset my equanimity.
Long ago I relinquished consideration of these experiences as weird or
strange. Rather, I think of them as Grace, as part of what humans may experience,
the presence in our lives of the spirit. 1 try to discern this spirit from
my knowledge, but, with patience and experience that egocentricity is subsumed
by the stillness, the calm that orders, even if briefly, my resolve and
action. When we come together for meeting for worship it is available without
fanfare. The spirit that transcends our understanding but manifests itself
all the same is undeniably present. "Walking in the Light," like George
Fox, we find our strength and conviction come from a divine center. It
is our personal experience of and relationship with the spirit that enables
us, more than any worldly creed or contract, to fathom and follow our leading.
This continuing revelation
is a source, a force that points the compass and plumbs the line that Friends
seek to utilize in the navigation and construction of their endeavors.
Our experience is that such revelation is available, especially through
corporate worship.
When water comes in
contact with a hot surface it becomes vapor. If the surface is so hot and
large in comparison to the measure of water, a gaseous cushion forms and
propels the water so that dancing droplets scoot over the heated surface.
We may similarly be propelled by the power of the spirit, so startling
its contact may be. But, as with the evaporation of water, the event need
not be turbulent. In fact, the most dramatic transformation is the quietest.
Solid water, ice, may become immediately gaseous; vapor emanates from the
surfaces of the crystalline solid. One may quake, literally, but one may
also sublime, disperse and quietly permeate into the universe. I believe
Friends do something like this in meeting for worship all the time. Coming
back together, they find themselves healed, reoriented, rededicated and
resolved.
Mystical experience
is fundamental to my understanding of life and is most regularly revealed
to me in reflecting upon the natural world. The human penchant for reflection
begins the journey, I think. We soon encounter the unknown and its vastness.
We may show avoidance, be afraid or filled with wonderment and awe. But
look wonder in the face, ponder beyond where reason reaches and the world
of the spirit prevails. Yet, it is not distant, it is close at hand, no
farther than meeting on First Day.
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