Sick And Tired

I'm sick of lying.
I'm tired of trying.

I'm sick of my anger.
I'm tired of faking the smile.

I'm sick of getting let down.
I'm tired of hoping for change.

I'm sick of the blindness.
I'm tired of my bitching.

I'm sick of hurting you.
I'm tired of feeling the pain.

I'm sick of my bullshit.
I'm tired of making you hear.

I'm sick of believing the liars.
I'm tired of trusting at all.

I'm sick of running from myself.
I'm tired of hating myself.

I'm sick of crying at night.
I'm tired of waking up all alone.
Bob
7 September, 1999
A.M.D.G.

Thank you Stacey, Laurie, Michele and Cris for trying to help.

Thank you all, you've been better to me than I ever deserved.

I'm sorry for the pain I've caused you all over the years.

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