| February 18th.. My day was fine but poor michael :(. He was complaining today about not having a good life, that he barely has enough to live on, and he was just.. mad and upset. I hate seeing my friends like that!! I told him that if he worked hard enough and long enough he'd get what he wanted. In this case.. a cafe. It sounds like something he would say totally! and he laughed at me! lol! Okay.. jeez.. grown ups are soo positive. I swear kids are more determinded then they are. When we want something.. we strive for it and usually get it. But with grown ups its all, "Oh thats not possible" n sh*t. I wish I had some sort of shot I could give some of my older friends.. something that would make them more positive. If so I'd have a suringe in my hand all the time giving people shots in the ass then this would be a world of positive thinkers.. woooooh.. *says in a hippie voice* far out dude, hahaha. |
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*sweet smile* I did something nice today and I feel good because of it. Today I totally messed up the kitchen.. it looked like a tornado came through! And poor my mom comes home and cleans up after me. Well my mom is a busy woman. She works 9 hours a day.. She owns a business.. and she works her ass off! Her business is totally booming and I'm soo proud of her. As I was saying ontop of her business she's involved with a couple clubs.. she is raising a 13 year old and a 17 year old. Well it doesnt sound like much ( or does it? ) But it is. She comes home after a long day at work and cleans the house and the messes my brother and I have made. She looked extra tired today and she looked at the kitchen and about passed out. She went to her room to call her boyfriend. So I cleaned the kitchen. Man I didnt know just puting the dishes away and scrubing some pans could make someone so happy! I think in the future I will for sure not be so messy. I mean the women has to be losing hair she has to be so stressed out! I dont see how she does it.. however she does.. she's doing a wonderful job *big smile*. :) |
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I'm working so hard with my grades. I swear if I make a 4.00 I will cry. I will.. tears of joy ;) I want it so bad I can taste it. I know I can do anything I set my mind to *smile* Just hope this is one of them lol. |
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February 20th.. Yesterday I took the test I've been studying for for a week. I got a 100 % :)) I'm so proud of myself and this should really bring up my grades. *Woohhoo*. Ugg I keep forgetting to email back this guy who asked me for an interview, for his book. Seemed interesting enough. I'm sooo glad it's the weekend. Gonna sleep in and have fun. |
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February 21st.. I went to beths today. We attempted to go to the movies to see god will hunting, but they wouldnt let us in. They asked for our ID, we were to young enough. It sucked so bad.. we've gone to R rated movies there before and they didnt ask for ID. I guess they usually asume we're 17, or something. Hehe yeah we give off that efect *smile*. So we went back to her house, and rented some movies, then later took them to my house. She stayed the night, which I havent had someone do in like forever. She explored the world of Mirc, and I think she liked it. We talked, endously, and watched some movies. We got in bed around 12 but didnt get to sleep till 2. Whenever we're in the same bed, we just talk and talk and laugh at stupid jokes together. It's fun.. We both think alike so much.. have the same view on religion as well, and joke about it all the time. beth its definatly my best friend. |
| February 23rd..Today I went to track.. I hurt like a bitch after it! my legs were sooo soar. |
