07/30/98 "feathers fall" i've held back all the things i had to say running nowhere feeling foolish over yesterday and you don't understand me at all why did you turn me in were you waiting for the fall? angels' wings have never felt so heavy and i wonder if the fallen feel some release the sake of the struggle seems lonely sometimes but i carry on the devil at my back i walk towards the fire will others cry as alabaster burns down? © Andrea K