Why isn't it me

I was so close so many times
to getting you on my side.
We've been friends always,
for eternity so long now
I want you for me.
Why is it always her the other girl,
instead of me?
Why isn't it me, why isn't it me?
Should've been me!

I love you more than you could ever know
more than mere words could ever say.
I love you each and everyday.
You are on my mind constantly,
don't you see?
I'm loney without you
always thinking of you!

One day you asked me why I helped you
with the other girls if I liked you.
I never did answer you,
cause in my heart I knew
You don't love me you love them.
If both of us can not be happy
one of us should

I figured it might
as well be you because
I will never be happy
without you.

Why don't we share our emotions,
the ones we can't display?
Why isn't me,
never me, always her!

My loving you has already destoryed
our trust and friendship with each other.

If you'll be my friend I can try to handle that:
Just one more thing....

Why isn't it me?

by Glenda Guynn

first poem ever written

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