Missing

by vincenZo

If I'd say I didn't miss you

 I'd never let you believe me-
 And it's very true, very real
 I enjoy being alone

 especially when someone else needs to be alone,
 but I enjoy how much my heart has grown
 to love you.

And when we're far apart
 I know it's not for too long,
 just like I know when something is wrong.
 But it's okay-
 cast my emotion out of your sea,
 banish respect out of your world,
 fit trust with a big-belled courtjester hat
 'cos I'd still stay
 if you did all that.
 Am I still your support-
 am I still your coffee-
 am I still your sunrise in the afternoon-
 am I still the man you met five months ago-
 Do you love me any more?
 Do you love me any less?
 

-just like I know-

Infatuation threw a brat attack and is gone
 but I am here to stay
 thanks for making my life
 my perfect kind of day
 We can dream about anything or anyone,
 but my reality is you-
 and for once in my life,
 I enjoy reality being a part of what I do.

So darling
 when I start to think too much
 distract me.
 When I start to get too curious
 remind me I have but two lives left.

To the one I wish to have
 until I can wish no more...