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April 12, 1999

I apologize for the gawdy Spring decorations. The excuses are many, some of which are: I was tired when I attempted it, I saved the wrong copy and I just didn't have time to make corrections. But anyway, hopefully the new look is as pleasing to you as it is to me. A little too green, I think, but oh well.

1999 hasn't seen much creativity from me. Comparatively, it's been easier to think about presentation than about content---but I (and my mother) know that I'm not an artist. Ironically, in the last two weeks, and quite a number of people will attest to this, I was running around with absolutely no time (or sanity) on my hands. As I cram my little head with equations and case studies, and the various specifications for EIA-232, and principles and objectives... somehow, miraculously, there was space in my head for deep, profound thoughts and topics. My gawd, the torture!

Now, while I do have a very brief moment of rest, my brain has just broken down. Those very thoughts and topics have become ghosts with whispers I am unable to hear clearly. I'm not extremely surprised; I'm rarely kind to my brain.

Wanting everything from life isn't a very tall order for life. But it could very well be a tall order for yourself. It could tear you apart, or wear you down.

I can't even keep a single thread of thought before it snaps. Ah well. I think I need to lock myself in my room... and just veggie-tate. And even that is sometimes too much to ask for. I'm just stressed out. Writing while you're stressed out, I've noticed, produces crap. Okay, no, that's not fair... I had extremely good ideas last week, and I was stressed out then, too. [Maybe there's something with the adrenaline and all that...] I'm just exhausted... and a little crabby, and thus, a crabby writer writes... crabbily. Uh, yeah.

Someone put this Scribble out of its misery!

Bang!

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