Mondo...The Poet?????


During the past few years, during my free time, I have been writing poetry. I don't know why, maybe to keep my sanity or some such, but I did it just the same. Here are some below! And yes some do SUCK, but hey it's my page and my story so I'm sticking to it!:)


What makes a man sell his dreams
and who dares to hear his screams
all is gone now, lost in the past
and in memory, forewver to last
The reason I come in, why I get up
She makes me feel I drink from a gold cup
The heat in my home, the song in my heart
I think of her in the morning, from the start
As relaxing as a summer's breeze
Someone who says "bless you" when I sneeze
The "need" jolt of caffine in the morning's light
She can always make me feel just right
She's the reaon I feel these days
I hope she'll be there for all of my days
Look at your life, just take even a peek
Do you like it, have you found what you seek?
Is it there, is your entire spirit whole?
Will it all be written down on a scroll
Or is there something not there, a blank
That makes one's life seem shrank?
When we can't fill them in and you try
To get any other who won't, we cry
Doomed to be empty, living isolated
We think to be by the world hated
Even the mirror doesn't like us
Killing our image with no fuss
It's sad when there's a void in you
But you can't see it, it's not through
Gazing the soldier of solitude, it's known
they've all turned away, damned him alone
No one comes around, dust has mounded
years just like this, the sadness compounded.
No knocks, no ringing of the doorbell,
being aloneit's the worst kind of hell.
So much is gone, but you still remain
Thought it would be different, but it's still the same
Look in the mirror, you've grown so old
But not inside, it's the world that's now cold
So many hopes about this time, looking ahead
Now it's the past, better put them to bed
Ending uo thinking that you wish you mattered
But all desires only end up being shattered
You can't find the courage to change
Find one reason to rearrange
AMY
Did you want to, was that your plan?
or maybe, just maybe, was it by chance?
That you stopped by my room this evening
Looking even better than you had earlier
But you asked me, out of everyone else
and I had to agree, you had that power
So we went to that place, just us two
You may not remember, but I always will
And what we had wasn't truly spectacluar
But I enjoyed the company, that evening
And I hope you did to
The tears from an eye, they are blood
From a trampled soul, they start to flood
They flow more times than they don't
The hurting, will it stop, I think it won't
It's not easy when someone wants you away
Just one more dead spirit to add to the decay
It has grown to the hieght of a mountain
As alone and cold as a winter's frozen fountain
They've all made me a fool, made me a dud
Every ones pushed my heart in the mud
So the pendulum will always sway
Eternally providing griefy from each way
BEATLES
The long and winding road, That leads to your door, will never disappear I've seen that road before, It always leads me here, lead me to you door The wild and windy night, That the rain, washed away, Has left a pool of tears, crying for the day Why leave me standing here, Let me know the way Many times I've been alone, and many times I've cried Any way you'll never know, the many ways I've tried But still they lead me back, to the long winding road You left me standing here, a long long time ago Don't leave me waiting here, lead me to your door But still they lead me back, to the long winding road You left me standing here, a long long time ago Don't keep me waiting here, lead me to your door Yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah Return home

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