We stashed the droids in a rented room before seeking out one of Mos Eisley's innumberable used speeder lots. I let Luke do the bargaining dispite his lack of experience. The only way to learn is to do and it was his speeder. "Look at this." He complained displaying a handful a coins and credit chips. "Ever since the XP-thirty-eight came out, they just aren't in demand." "It will be enough." I replied, hurrying him through the dusty back alleys. My feelings told me we were being followed, watched. Nothing to do about it but keep moving and hope to stay a step ahead of our pursuers. We collected the droids and headed for docking bay Ninety-four. Found Chewbacca waiting impatiently just outside it. It seemed our crew had their own reasons for being in a hurry. I admit I was more than a little taken aback by my first view of the Millenium Falcon. I reminded myself of the numerous Jedi aphorisms on the deceptive nature of appearances and that I was looking a bit old and battered myself these days. Luke's reaction was forthright. "What a piece of junk!" Han emerged from beneath the ship glaring defensively. "She'll make point five past lightspeed. She may not look like much but she's got it where it counts, kid. I've made a lot of special modifications myself." I sensed his sincerity. Of course self-deception couldn't be entirely ruled out. "But we're a little rushed, so if you'll get on board we'll get out of here." I wondered what Han and Chewbacca were running from. Hutt trouble most likely. We boarded seconds before a detachment of Imperial troops stormed the docking bay. We heard the whistle of blaster fire then Han was hurtling past us on his way to the cockpit shouting, "Chewie, get us out of here!" I have experienced smoother take offs but none faster. We'd cleared the atmosphere by the time Luke and I'd unstrapped and joined our pilots in the cockpit. Unfortunately our troubles weren't over yet. A glance at the scanners showed no less than two Imperial Star Destroyers in hot pursuit. I would have been flattered if I hadn't known it was the droids, or rather the plans in Artoo they were after. Then the situation took a turn for the worse. "Look sharp." Han snapped to his co-pilot, "There are two more coming in; they're going to try to cut us off." "Why don't you outrun them?" Luke demanded. "I thought you said this thing was fast." The boy has a lot to learn about diplomacy. "Watch your mouth, kid, or you're going to find yourself floating home!" Han snarled. I couldn't blame him, Luke should know better than to insult a man's ship. "We'll be safe enough once we make the jump to hyperspace. Besides I know a few maneuvers. We'll lose them." I certainly hoped so. A warning shot whitened the space outside the ports, rattling the cockpit. "Here's where the fun begins." Han grinned sardonically. "How long before you can make the jump to lightspeed?" I asked. I wasn't worried about being blasted into particles, they'd want the droids intact, but if we were boarded...Well, even in my prime I couldn't have stood off an entire destroyer crew. "It'll take a few moments to get the co-ordinates from the nav. computer." Han answered. His words punctuated by another shot, this time a hit at half power. "Are you kidding? At the rate they're gaining...!" Luke shrilled. I gave him a reproving look. Han was more vocal. "Travelling through hyperspace isn't like dusting crops, boy! Without precise calculations we could fly right through a star or bounce to close to a supernova and that'd end your trip real quick, wouldn't it?" The firing was continuous now, rocking the ship. A light winked red on the control board. "What's that flashing?" Luke demanded, near panic. Han knocked his frantically pointing hand out of the way. "We're losing deflector shield. Go strap yourselves in. I'm going to make the jump to lightspeed." Of course we were right back in the cockpit the second the shift was complete. Luke gaped fascinated at the whiteness outside the ports as I slid into the seat at the scanner station and recalibrated for hyperspace. "Two of the Imperials are still with us." I reported. "Don't worry," Han replied, lounging in his pilot's chair. "We'll lose 'em." swivled round to give me a calculating look. "So what'd you guys do anyway? Steal the Imperial Treasury?" I couldn't resist a mischievious grin. "Much worse." "Killed an Imperial Governor?" he guessed. "Not recently." I admitted. "Then what?" I beckoned and as he leaned forward whispered in a conspiratorial undertone. "Would you believe I'm a Jedi Knight carrying vital information to the Rebel leadership?" "No" he whispered back. I laughed. The answer I'd expected. Sometimes the truth is much more unbelievable than any lie. "Come along, Luke, let's get started." My new apprentice blinked, jarred out of his day dreams. "Started?" "You said you wanted to learn the ways of the Force." I reminded him. Han Solo: So I asked the old man what he and the kid had done to make themselves so interesting to the Imps. He got this twinkle in his eye, beckoned me closer and asked if I'd believe he was a Jedi Knight carrying secret information for the Rebels. That's when I started to like the old guy. He might be a crazy old desert rat but he had a sense of humor. And one a lot like mine. That was just the kind of smart aleck answer I'd give if somebody got snoopy. Of course the real joke was the old man'd just told me the exact truth. Confident I wouldn't believe a word of it. He was right. I steered Luke back to the main cabin trying to decide where to start. Since we were plunging right into the middle of a war combat skills had best come first. Besides the sabre discipline is a good basic exercise. I set my student in the middle of the floor, stepped back a pace or so facing him. "Watch me." I demonstrated a simple draw and the basic grip. "Hold it *so* so the blade will be at ready position when ignited." "Is that how you did that quick draw in the cantina?" Luke wanted to know. "Basics first, Luke," I chided mildly. "You must be patient." I swear I heard Qui-Gon chuckle. Remembeing a certain young padawan who'd gotten very tired of those words I had trouble keeping my own face straight. "Yes, sir" my student said reluctantly. Awkwardly imitated my movements. "Now stance." I demonstrated. Right foot foreward, left back and at an angle, both well apart. Luke rearranged his feet, frowning in concentration. "Like this?" "That's fine. Now watch *carefully*." I activated my lightsabre. "from this stance you can attack - defend - advance - or withdraw." I moved through strike, block, thrust and disingage. Deactivated and watched Luke imitate the movements with fair accuracy. I had him repeat the exercise until he was comfortable with draw, grip and stance. "Now let me show you the basic drill." I reignited my sabre and ran through the first four figures at about half speed. Finishing with a full turn strike. "You see?" Luke stared at me round eyed. He swallowed. "Uh - could you do that again, a little slower?" "I thought that was slow." I repeated the routine at what felt like a crawl. "Got it?" "I think so." he said doubtfully. "Now you try." "Uh -" I reminded myself Luke didn't have the years of training and conditioning behind him that a normal padawan had, and whose fault was that? "Here, mirror me." We went through the drill in unison several times until Luke's movements smoothed out. Then I started adding further figures and working on his speed. "Time for a rest." I said at last. "I'm not tired." Luke protested, eyes shining. "But I am," I laughed, "have mercy on your elders, son!" He was instantly apologetic. "I'm sorry, Ben, I wasn't thinking." taking my arm he guided me to a seat, all solicitude for his aged instructor. "Can I get you something? A glass of water?" "That won't be necessary." I assured him, amused but a little annoyed as well. I may be old but I'm not quite decrepit! Still it was a pity to waste all that youthful energy.... "Chewbacca," the Wookiee looked up from the holo chess game he was playing against Artoo. "Do you have any seeker remotes on board?" He growled a response. Which I interpreted for my student. "That upper left compartment, Luke. Yes, one of those globes. Bring it here." I adjusted the settings then tossed the remote into the air. It hovered waiting. "I want you to block the stinger beams with your lightsabre blade." I instructed. Luke stared at me in disbelief. "That's impossible!" I shook my head. Anakin's son had much to unlearn. Got up and moved back onto the floor activating my sabre. The remote oriented itself on me, fired a quick triple burst. My blade flickered through the air blocking all three bolts. I deactivated and turned back to my astounded pupil. "All things are possible with the Force, Luke." He closed his mouth and blinked his eyes back into their sockets but still looked uncertain. "If I tired old man can do it," I continued teasingly, "so can you." "I'll try." he said doubtfully. "Do or do not!" I snapped, quoting Yoda, "There is no 'try'." He took a deep breath. "Okay then, I'll do it." "That's the spirit." I approved, moved off the floor. Luke ignited his lightsabre, settled rather self consciously into ready stance eyeing the remote warily as it maneuvered around him. I stood off to the side watching. Then it hit me. A disturbance of the Force more powerful than any I'd ever felt before. Darkness swam before my eyes. I groped shakily back to my seat. "Are you all right?" Luke's voice, concerned even alarmed, reached me from a great distance. "What's wrong?" He hadn't felt it then. Just as well, the boy'd had enough shocks for one day. "I felt a great disturbance in the Force..." I answered. Struggling to put what I'd experienced into words. "..as if millions of voices suddenly cried out in terror and were suddenly silenced." I'd sensed death before, too many times. But never on this scale. "I fear something terrible has happened." Luke touched my shoulder tentatively, wanting to help but not knowing how. I made an effort to pull myself together for the boy's sake. "You'd better get on with your exercises." Reluctantly he moved back to the floor, shooting me a worried look over his shoulder. I leaned my head on my hand, pushed away my fears. I would know what had happened soon enough. Forget the past and future, I told myself quoting Qui-Gon, focus on the moment. Be mindful of the Living Force. Han entered smugly pleased with himself for finally losing the last of our pursuers, and more than a little disgruntled by our lack of appreciation. "Don't everybody thank me at once." he grumbled. "Anyway we should be at Alderaan at about oh-two hundred hours." Luke successfully deflected two stinger bolts and shot me a triumphant look. Then Chewbacca let out a roar drawing all eyes to the gaming table. Apparently he'd just lost a piece to Artoo and wasn't at all happy about it. Wookiees as a rule are not good losers. As Han was quick to point out. "Let him have it. It's not wise to upset a Wookiee." "But sir," Threepio protested. "Nobody worries about upsetting a droid." "That's because a droid don't pull people's arms out of their sockets when they lose. Wookiees are known to do that." Threepio flinched. "I see your point, sir." turned to his counterpart. "I suggest a new strategy, Artoo. Let the Wookiee win." The astrodroid vented a loud protest while Chewbacca preened himself in satisfaction. I pulled my attention back to my pupil where it belonged. Luke caught another bolt but he ws tense, overcontrolling. "Remember," I told him, "a Jedi can feel the Force flowing through him." He shot me a quick, nervous glance. "You mean it controls your actions?" "Partially." I admitted. "But it also obeys your commands." It's difficult to describe a Jedi's relationship to the Force in a few words, or any words for that matter. In time Luke would learn for himself what it meant to be at one with It. Suddenly the seeker remote feinted then lunged, zapping Luke on the thigh. Han laughed. "Hokey religions and ancient weapons are no match for a good blaster at your side, kid." Luke deactivated his sabre. "You don't believe in the Force do you?" he challenged. "Kid, I've been from one side of this Galaxy to the other," Han drawled. "I've seen a lot of strange stuff, but I've never seen anything to make me believe there's one all-powerful force controlling everything." He glared at me, sensing my amusement through the very Force he was denying. "There's no mystical energy field that controls *my* destiny!" he concluded defiantly. "It's all a lot of simple tricks and nonsense." Poor Han. He was already caught fast in the Force's toils. Struggle as he might there'd be no avoiding his destiny now. I took a helmet down from the bulkhead. "I suggest you try it again, Luke." carried it over to him and popped it on his head. "This time let go your conscious self and act on instinct." His hand went automatically to the lowered visor. "But with the blast shield down I can't even see." he protested. "How am I supposed to fight?" "Your eyes can decieve you." I told him. "Don't trust them." He reactivated his sabre, doubt hanging around him in an almost tangible cloud. The remote maneuvered, fired caught him on the arm. "Owww!" "Stretch out with your feelings!" I counselled. And he did. I felt the Force stir, then Luke's blade flashed up to catch the first stinger bolt a split second before the remote fired, then a second and third. He deactivated and pulled off the helmet to stare at me with a mixture of disbelief and delight. I smiled at him. "You see, you can do it." "I call it luck." Han grumbled, impressed but determined not to show it. "In my experience there's no such thing as luck." I fired back over my shoulder. "Look," he argued, "good against remotes is one thing. Good against the living? That's something else." He was quite right. It's much easier against a living opponent with a Force presence to read. But of course that's not what he'd meant. A warning light flashed. "Looks like we're coming up on Alderaan." Han and Chewbacca headed for the cockpit. Luke came up to me. "You know I did feel something." he confided. "I could almost see the remote." "That's good." I congratulated, clapping him on the shoulder. "You've taken your first step into a larger world." The ship juddered under our feet. "They're shooting at us again!" Luke cried. "No," I corrected, listening carefully. "sounds like asteroids." I'm not sure Luke heard, he was already charging up the passage to the cockpit. I followed at a more measured pace. There weren't any asteroid fields or other navigational hazards in the Alderaan system. I had a very bad feeling about this. "Our position is correct," Han was telling Luke as I arrived. "except...no Alderaan." I closed my eyes. No. Oh, no. "What do you mean?" my student demanded, "Where is it?" "That's what I'm trying to tell you, kid. It isn't there. It's been totally blown away." Death on a scale I'd never experienced before. An entire planet. A beautiful, peaceful world with millions of inhabitants. All gone. "What? How?" Luke couldn't grasp it. "Destroyed, by the Empire." I answered. Anakin...Leia..... Han disagreed. "The entire starfleet couldn't destroy the whole planet." he argued. "It'd take a thousand ships with more firepower than I've -" he was interupted by the proximity alarm. "There's another ship coming in." "Maybe they know what happened." Luke suggested hopefully. But I'd seen enough of the scanner readout to say with certainty. "It's an Imperial fighter." An explosion of laser fire rocked the cockpit as the finned, globular shape of a TIE fighter flashed past. "It followed us!" Luke exclaimed. "No." I said, glancing again at the scanners. "It's a short range fighter." "There aren't any bases around here." Han pointed out. "Where'd it come from?" He was right. I made an effort to pull myself together, to think. "Sure is leaving in a big hurry." Luke observed. "If they identify us we're in big trouble." "Not if I can help it!" Han snapped. "Chewie, jam it's transmissions." "It would be as well to let it go." I told him, "It's too far out of range." "Not for long." he answered, intent on his target. I shook my head. No point in arguing with him. Still...the little ship's presence troubled me. "A fighter that size couldn't get this deep into space on it's own." "It must have gotten lost, been part of a convoy or something." Luke suggested. Well he ain't going to be around long enough to tell anybody about us." said Han. I had to give him full points for focus. I was feeling decidedly blurry myself, from shock and barely controlled grief. Aldera, the grasslands, the university...all gone. It was unbelievable. "He's heading for that small moon." Luke said pointing. Moon? Alderaan had no moons. "I think I can get him before he get's there." Han was saying, "He's almost in range." There is nothing like imminent danger for concentrating the mind. Suddenly I *knew*. "That's no moon! It's a space station." the station that had destroyed Alderaan. Han, of course, had to argue. "It's too big to be a space station." "I have a very bad feeling about this." Luke said suddenly, perhaps picking up the same darkness I sensed eminating from the thing. "Turn the ship around!" I ordered. "Yeah," maybe Han was feeling it too. "I think you're right. Full reverse! Chewie, lock in the auxillary power." Too late. The ship shuddered as a tractor beam took hold. The Wookiee moaned in distress. "Chewie, lock in the auxillary power!" Han shouted, then reached over and did it himself as his partner stared transfixed at the station inexorably growing in our ports. It wasn't going to work. No matter how many 'special modifications' Han had made to her the Falcon couldn't possibly be a match for that colossus. "Why are we still moving towards it?" Luke shrilled. I was going to have to work on that boy's emotional control. Not that he didn't have every right to be concerned. "We're locked in a tractor beam." Han explained impatiently. "They're pulling us in." "There's got to be something you can do!" Fortunately the full implications of Alderaan's destruction hadn't registered on Luke yet. I only hoped I'd be able to cope when it finally did. To lose his father so soon after learning of his existence and without ever seeing him.... "There's nothing I can do about it, kid. I'm at full power. I'm going to have to shut down." Han reached across to snap off a series of controls. Set his jaw. "They're not getting me without a fight!" I approved of his spirit but felt it could be put to more practical use. "You can't win." I told him, "but there are alternatives to fighting." He turned to me, asked grudgingly, "What do you have in mind?" "Luke get the droids." I told my student. As he left I continued to Han. "You are a smuggler aren't you, Captain Solo? I presume you have shielded holds." He nodded slowly. "Yeah, that could work." turned to his co-pilot. "Set the helm on automatic, Chewie." swung back to me and frowned. "What d'you think you're doing?" "Making a few alterations to your log." I replied, tapping away at the auxillary board. "I hope you don't have a full compliment of escape pods, Captain." "The two I got don't work." He snorted. "We lose the Falcon there's not much point in me and Chewie outliving her." "I understand." I finished my modifications and switched them to a monitor on the captain's console. He arched an appreciative eyebrow. "Abandoned ship right after launch eh? They might buy it." "At least until they hear from Tatooine." I agreed. And found myself exchanging a conspiratorial grin with our captain. I like the fellow. He reminds me of Ani, and perhaps a little of myself back when I was young and reckless. We found Luke waiting with the droids in the main corridor. "Please, sir, what's happening?" Threepio all but wailed at me. "A great deal, as usual." I answered. Han and Chewbacca lifted a floorplate revealing a cramped cargo space. "Okay, Goldenrod, in you go." "Sir?" the droid echoed blankly. Han didn't bother to explain. "Chewie!" The Wookiee picked Threepio up off his feet and dropped him unceremoniously into the hold. "Ahhhh! Master Luke, help!" he wailed as he swung up, followed by the crash as he landed and a low moaned, "Oh dear, oh dear!" "Now the little one." Han directed. Artoo bleeped a bit as he was lowered into the cargo space but characteristically made nothing like the fuss his counterpart had. "You next." Han said with a look that added, 'You deal with the neurotic droid!' I climbed in, smiling faintly. It wasn't as if I hadn't had plenty of practice doing exactly that. Threepio moaned again as Han and Chewbacca lowered the floorplate into place, plunging us in darkness. "Threepio." "Sir?" he whimpered. "Quiet." I ordered. "Yes, sir." "In fact," I continued on a sudden inspiration. "It would be best if you both shut down." "Yes, sir." Threepio said, with some relief. His yellow eye-glow went out. Artoo bleeped assent and his sensors dimmed. I closed my own eyes, tried to relax. Either it would work or it wouldn't. Either way worrying about it wouldn't change a thing. The ship jolted as we passed through the retaining field and into the docking bay, settled heavily to the deck. The hatch opened and armoured feet sounded overhead as stormtroopers conducted a cursory search. I reached out with the Force to try and read their reactions and touched the Dark, chill presence of a Sith. I recoiled into myself, went passive trying to fade into the flow of the Living Force. Felt the dark one pass by, groping for but not finding me. Not Palpatine, I would have known him at once, and he me. Another, doubtless his latest apprentice. Yet there was something elusively familiar about him... I heard the last of the troopers tramp overhead to the hatch, waited a moment then stood up. The floorplate lifted easily from below. I looked over to see Luke and Han had also emerged. The latter gave me a harried look. "This is ridiculous. Even if I could take off I'd never get past the tractor beam." I smiled. "Leave that to me." "Damn fool." he said without heat, hoisting himself out of the hold. "I knew you'd say that." "Who's the more foolish," I teased, "the fool, or the fool who follows him?" Chewbacca gave his opinion in an unhappy yowl. Apparently he'd had previous experience of Imperial hospitality. So had I, and more than shared his apprehension. Still, there was a certain excitement, something I hadn't felt for a long time...a long time. Han patted his partner's head reassuringly. "It'll be okay, pal." I climbed out of the hold, with a little help from Luke, moved towards the hatch in time to catch a drift of conversation from below, warned, "A scanner crew's coming aboard." Han grinned ferally. "Leave that to me, old timer." Or rather up to Chewbacca. The Wookiee simply picked the two men up, knocked their heads together and dropped them unconscious to the deck as the scanner box fell from their grasp with a reverberating crash that made Luke jump. "Hey down there!" Han called through the hatch. "Could you give us a hand with this?" The stormtroopers guarding the companionway obediently marched in and were briskly downed by two shots of Han's blaster. He was a fine marksman, doubtless had had plenty of practice. "Now what?" A wide-eyed Luke wanted to know. "Now you two boys join the Imperial forces." I answered. "Get into that armor." "Hold on a minute," Han interupted, "That wasn't part of the deal!" I gave him a look. "You'd rather stay here?" He took my point. Bent to strip the armor off the nearest stormtrooper grumbling, "The things I do for money." Standard issue fit Han well enough but was a bit to large for Luke. I helped him adjust the helmet. "There. Can you see now?" "Kinda." He said dubiously. It would have to do. "Chewbacca, lift the droids out please." "Aww, couldn't we leave them here?" Han complained as his partner complied. "No." I answered briefly, bending to rap on Threepio's bronzed skull and Artoo's dome. Best to stay together, with a Sith aboard anything could happen. We might have to abandon the Falcon and steal an Imperial transport. "Are we safe?" Threepio asked upon resuming consciousness. "For the moment." I told him. "We're aboard the Imperial station." "Oh no!" The usually phlegmatic Artoo emitted a stream of agitated bleeps and whistles. I don't understand him as well as Ani does, but I got the gist. "Yes I know, Artoo, I'm working on it." "What do we do now?" Luke asked. "Head for the gantry office." I replied. "We should be able to get the technical information we need there." "Right." Han agreed. "Chewie and me'll handle the Imps. Kid, stay here and play sentry. We don't want them getting suspicious." Luke looked to me and I nodded confirmation. "Let's go." Han headed down the ramp with his partner at his heels. I followed with the droids. An open lift took us up to gantry level. "Threepio, stay close to Artoo." I instructed. "Try and keep him out of trouble." The protocol droid sniffed. "That, sir, is beyond the power of mere gears and circuits! But I will do my best." I supressed a grin as Artoo whistled an indignant retort. The second the gate opened Han and Chewbacca were charging down the passage to the office. By the time the droids and I caught up they'd disposed of both gantry officers. Luke arrived a few seconds later, pressed the door control, pulled off his helmet and snapped, "You know, between his howling and your blasting everything in sight, it's a wonder the whole station doesn't know we're here!" "Bring 'em on!" Han flared back, "I prefer a straight fight to all this sneaking around." I understood his point of view, I'd preferred action to stealth myself at his age, but a 'straight fight' under these circumstances was to say the least inadvisable. "We found the computer outlet, sir,." Threepio piped. "Plug in." I ordered. "He should be able to interpret the entire Imperial network." Artoo is *not* your average astro-droid. He obeyed and in a few moments found the information I needed and put it on monitor. "The tractor beam is coupled to the main reactor in seven locations." Threepio said, interpreting for Artoo, "A power loss at any one of the terminals will allow the ship to leave." I located the nearest terminal, memorized the route to it, and came to a decision. "I don't think you boys can help, I must go alone." "Whatever you say." Han replied, sprawling into a chair. "I've done more than I bargained for on this trip already." So he had. And I was going to have to think of some way to pay his fee. Maybe we could raid the Imperial treasury...If nothing else I would enjoy watching his face when I suggested it. Luke trailed me to the door. "I want to go with you." "Be patient, Luke" I soothed, sounding more than ever like Qui-Gon. "Stay here and watch over the droids." "But he can -" the boy began. I cut him off. "They must be delivered safely or other star systems will suffer Alderaan's fate." Though how we were going to get in touch with the Rebels now our only contact was gone...I dismissed the thought. Focus on the moment. I sensed the possibility this parting might be for good. If that happened I prayed the Force would guide and protect him for he'd have no other ally. I put a hand on his shoulder. "Your destiny lies along a different path from mine." and as I said it, I knew it for truth. Luke must not come with me. The door opened. I glanced aside checking the corridor then turned back to my student. "The Force will be with you," I promised, "always." 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