HURT

I hurt myself today to see if if I still feel
I focus on the pain the only thing thats real
the needle tears a hole the old familiar sting
try to kill it all away but I remember everything

what have I become my sweetest friend
everyone I know goes away in the end
you could have it all my empire of dirt
I will let you down I will make you hurt

I wear this crown of shit upon my liars chair
full of broken thoughts I cannot repair
beneath the stain of time the feeling disappear
you are someone else I am still right here

what have I become my sweetest friend
everyone I know  goes away in the end
you could have it all my empire of dirt
I will let you down I will make you hurt

If I could start again a million miles from away
I would keep myself I would find a way