Will There Be A Way?

After this much time
You should have left my mind
But you are still there
I wonder if I should still try
Or give up and leave you there

There was a thought suggested
That if you’re still there
Perhaps I should stop trying
Perhaps you are meant to stay

After this much time
Don’t know if you think of me
But you are still here
I wonder if you also try
Or give up and leave me there

It was suggested that maybe
If I want something enough
Perhaps I should stop trying
And that there will be a way

I used to be sure
That it was wrong to leave it
That I should try to push
My feelings for you down
And give up any last hope

But he says that just maybe
If I want this badly enough
Perhaps it is meant to be
And that there will be a way

And I wonder what you think
And if there will be a way...

(*this ending actually made me feel slightly sick.)