Long Awaited Apology

And once again
The finally was not
Once again it
Was not the finally

Another apology
Or was it the first?
Did I ever
Get one from you?

I should tell you
Not to come near me
That you’re poison
But you’re still in me
And that is why
That can never be

So finally it came
And was it the first?
Was there ever
Apology before?

I can tell you
You do things to me
Like you’re a drug
And you’re still in me
And that is why
I can’t shake you, see?

But should I tell
You even that much?
What would you do
Thinking I missed your touch?

I should tell you
I claimed to take my
Life back from you
But if you will talk
You’d have me still
And could throw the stack

Long awaited
Apology from you
Did I ever
Get over you?

I shouldn’t tell you
But I don’t think so
Still somehow you
Probably know this
And my hiding
Is prob’ly useless