It's Not The Same

But it’s not the same
You’ve been slowly fading away
But it’s not the same
I feel like I’m wasting my life

You provided me direction
You’ve been slowly falling away
Now I’m lost and I’m scared
I feel like I’m wasting my life

What do I do now?
This emptiness says I don’t want you
But the strange thing is
I felt so full when I was with you

Even chasing her
Leaves me feeling no better
The two I loved blur
A hollow pain all that’s left

Well, what do you think I should do?
I know I’ve shown more interest in her
But the strange thing is
I know you’re so much better than her

There was something there
Some sort of danger in loving her
Something she didn’t wear
And things she would do in loving me

Though you may not have had
The excitement that girl gave me
Still you’re the best I’ve had
Maybe I can’t love at this time

I tried to go visit
You as a surprise just to see
How you would react
And if you’d shut the door on me

That would be exciting
I guess I live for that type thing
Maybe I knew too well
You’d never hurt me or go far

The thing is, you have now
And now we hardly ever talk
You shot back at me
But then I backed away in shock

Maybe you just don’t know me
Well enough for me to stay hooked
She knew me too well
And knew how to keep me hooked...

And hurting (11-14 0:27)
Now I look from behind my mask at her
And don’t like what I see
I look away from her and to you
And you just can’t be seen