Looking For What's Not There

So how do you really feel?
Sometimes they make me wonder
They believe you are hiding
They believe you like me more
Than we see out on the floor
Well how do you really feel?
I so wish that I knew it
I wish I could make it fit.

I don’t know how I should feel
Sometimes I feel so good here
But I don’t know what you think
Can you please help me out here?
Or are you locked by fear?
I do know one thing I feel
And I know you know it
But how do I make it fit.

So what is the deal?
He asks what your deal is too
He thinks it would work
But getting there will take work
So what’s the big deal?
Could you really not want it?
What thing holds you back?
I need to get this on track

So how do you really feel?
Your statement does not waver
But still... are you hiding?
I believe you like me more
But you throw me on the floor
So how do I really feel?
I feel I wish I knew...
Why am I not in your view?

So what is the deal?
He asks what your deal is too
He thinks it would work
But getting there will take work
So what’s the big deal?
Could you really not want it?
What thing holds you back?
I need to get this on track

I don’t know what I should do
I guess I just want to think
That you are hiding something
But maybe you’re just afraid
Hopefully your fears will fade
But what fears? I need a clue
Wait, you are not hiding it
There is nothing, so be it.

So goes my life...