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One Night's Reflection
(A dedication to someone I love) By Wildwolf

It's happening again...
My mind is stirring with thoughts.
I lie back on my bed,
Room silent and dark.
I know I won't be able to sleep,
Cause I'm thinking about you.
The throbbing of my heart,
The thoughts in my head.
I want to tell you,
But when I get the chance,
You're never there...

I stare at you picture,
Touching it gingerly.
I remember you,
Dark blond hair and hazel eyes.
I want to call you,
As a recite your number from memory.
But I can't.
Bravery is gone from one night's reflection...

So I lie awake in the dark,
Wondering how you feel.
This monster of emotion preventing rest,
Until I can admit to you my thoughts.
Until I can tell you,
My love...
The Hour it Rained by Jennifer M.

I remember that night you called
And we talked about the rain
Comparing lightning through our windows

I remember how dark my room felt
With only the light of the storm
And the warm texture of your voice

Now, it's day and the rain seems wrong
Maybe it creates love in another place
For me, it falls gray, not the silver of that night

Numb, fat droplets crash to the ground
How bitterly they yell out your name!
Echoing the hour I thought you were mine
Faith by Dizziedumb

Am I the only one
to see this creation here before me
and thank the gates of heaven for it
How could I be the only one
to see all the beauty in you

Psychadelic wildfire hair
makes me forget I saw the sun
and the thought of holding you against me
brings tears of smiles to my eyes
and fear into my heart
I could so lose myself in you

Can't I bury you in candlewax
Can't I keep you in a jar
Can't I hold you inside of me
So you'd never have to go

I can't believe I never noticed
how bright your eyes can be
even shadowed by heavy hefty drunken brows
I want to be the one
to put my faith in you
(c)KALEVA00
Two Poems, To Be Read by a Boy and Girl By Jennifer M.

This storm in my eyes
Rain Rain Rain
For a strike, a match, a spark
To dissolve the nothing
Opening my mouth
Please come near me
Refrain from your silence
Taste the drops
To eat up this nothing rain
Come to me flame, I crave lightning

II

This flame in my mouth
Burn Burn Burn
Melting my reality
Into fantasy singes
This heart is ash
Or soon will it be
My ears are a desert
And my hands have killed the moon
My voice dares not to speak
The breeze now sparking you
Praying for a river,
I set the sea aflame
Watching by Angel Of Death

Watching
All the couples dance
In their romantic way
They dance to a waltz
As I take pictures
The middle school romance
Needs to be recorded
I am happy for the couples
Don't get me wrong
In fact I am green with envy
But I wish
That I could have just a little bit of
That sweet romance
Dream by WildWolf

From when I close my eyes
To their opening,
I dream.
Dream of other realities,
So real,
Yet so perfect.
I fantasize of twilight.
Thoughts long forgotten.
I dream of love and romance,
Which I desire.
When I awake,
I feel a new beginning,
But wait for a new dream.
Untitled By Amber C.

How can you want someone so bad
when he's not yours to have?
I see him there, next to me,
so close, but we will never be.
It's like the end of my whole world
all because he's got a girl.
Does he see her for what's inside?
Is there anything besides
that perfect smile, perfect face,
flaws disguised without a trace?
Does he even see me there?
See my tears, or even care?
A hundred thousand tears of pain,
down my cheeks like summer rain,
silent to him, over there,
even as I sob and stare.
I miss You By Maggie

The rain fell softly
On our skin
While neighbors watched us
From within

We danced and laughed
And felt so alive
And since you left
I've slowly died

The joy I felt
At having you near
Has long since gone
And disappeared

I miss your hands,
Your face, your touch,
The way your eyes
Welled up with love

You're everything
I'll never be
You're sweet and kind
And made me see

Without you
I shall never know
How to smile, laugh,
Live, and grow

I miss you
Red By Hannah A.

The red swirls and dances in my mind.
It is teasing me.
My anger
My passion
My need for someone to love, who will
Take away
Some of this
Red.
It's in my dreams.
A Vivid Red.
I cannot look away
From red pickup trucks on the street.
My affliction
Is red.
I cannot leave a topic alone
I must beat it
And pick it
To death.
My fights
Are red
Red.
Is me.
Long, Anonymous

Why are my hands so cold
Why is my heart pulsing
Why do I feel this way
When I see you
Why do I want to touch you
Spend eternity in the ocean
Of your eyes
Why does your smile make me melt
Why do I want to come
To your side, a magnet traveling so
Long...
Could She Love Another By Natasha

"Why was life so confusing," she wondered to herself
How can I be in love with one guy,
but still find another so attractive?
She gave him long looks
and flirted with him all that she could,
but the thought of leaving the other was completely unbearable
She could not picture herself with another guy
that wasn't him.
She would not picture herself with another guy
that wasn't him.
Her friends told her that she liked him,
but she didn't want to believe it.
How could she like someone,
but be so in love with another?
This Unseen Jennifer M.

My heart is breathless in your presence
Delicate, abstract wind
Who has seen you? Everyone but me
Who struggles with the mask of instinct
Even without this vision, I feel the words and emotion
You jar me awake with worry
And graze my ears with your storms
This breath, this unseen, torments me
As I grope in the darkness for the wind
That charms me, caresses me, captivates me
It spirals my body, and I feel the half existence
Dancing on my lips

If I were to betray this mask and reach
To touch the unseen, to caress
This wind that haunts my eyes
I fear my fingers would touch emptiness
A chasm would surround my longing
For the wind, the one chance that slipped
Flying into the night, for fear of me
No longer would I feel that iron vice
Of blindness, But the horrid cold of sight
Of an abstract, who's presence fled
For fear of me without the mask
Cravings By K. Overland

The void that fills my very being
Is growing, expanding, unfed
Emptiness hollows me
I need you to complete me
With your touch
I settle for your sight
Yearning for your kiss
Your love
Loneliness is swallowing me
Leaving me in a tide of
Pain and desire
You own me with my love
You do not seem to know it
My passion for you burns unfulfilled
And growing
My unnoticed love remains
"Acknowledge me!"
I silently scream
Caught in the throws of
My own desire
You simply gaze ahead
Feeling yet unfeeling
Soullessly cruel in an unintentional way
I crave your touch
But teasing fingers make the burning worse
The cravings do not go away.
Can't You Understand? Jennifer M.

Can you see the drumbeats inside my chest
Or hear my eyes in ecstasy
Or feel my voice waiting for you to speak?

For one so perceptive, you seem not to understand
I'm confused as well, can we at least
Be confused and frightened together?

I can confide in my ink and paper
In my best friends…but it isn't the same
As confiding in you, and making you realize

For one so perceptive, why can't you see
There is emotion gushing out of me
My eyes, lips, hands, face, beg for you to react

Maybe you can tell…and I pretend you don't
Perhaps you can't feel the way I feel
And I make you uneasy as I continue to dream

Or maybe you do feel the same, but scared
Maybe this isn't unrequited…I hope
I'll hope until something happens

How long will you make me wait?
Untitled By K. Overland

I have a secret dream
A warm hope
Of a soft whisper
In your perfect shadowy voice
That sends chills up my spine.
I have a private thought
A secluded day-dream
Of your strong arms
Wrapping me in their safe embrace.
I have a question.
A repeating question.
That runs through my head
Why you?
Unrequited Love C. Johnson

With a sudden lurch my world stands still
Your presence here like sirensong
I cannot think nor concentrate
With you just across the room
My heart is beating wildly now
Thundering in my ear
Butterflies streak through my stomach
And my legs have turned to rubber
My thoughts drift ever back to thee
Transfixed by your brilliant beauty
It feels as though I lived in darkness
Discovered you, and all turned light
A longing fills my soul
As though an emptiness within me
'Tis but a touch I crave, a meager kiss
A desire that shall never be fulfilled
You go about as normal
As if unaware of me
My love seems obvious as sunshine
Perhaps visible to the blind
Yet still you disregard me
With no feeling or intent
Every biting word you say to me
You thrust a million swords into my soul
You wound me evermore with your flirting and guiles
With open heart do I receive you, in return comes only hurt
The agony of love
Seems immense and mounting
I almost fear I'll lose my mind
Or never feel again
I cannot wish to not have known you
I feel for you too greatly
But every hour of every day I curse
The bitter sweetness of unrequited love
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