A Suicide's Aftermath

Please let me cry

I can't find the tears
Please give me peace

I can't heal my bleeding wounds
Please, I need one last look

I need to scream
Please give me the strength

The fear is overwhelming
Please give me the day

With no more sleepless nights with nightmares
Please give me the night

I can't handle the pity in their eyes
Please let them hear my last words

In case I didn't listen to theirs
Please allow me to understand

Even if I'll never forget
Please tell me the truth

Was it me
Please give me the forgiveness

To gain control on the anger
Please help me

I need to face tomorrow