Mags
5.14.82--8.12.99

"O divine Master grant that I may not so much seek
to be consoled as to console;
to be understood as to understand;
to be loved as to love;
for it is in giving that we receive,
it is in pardoning that we are pardoned,
and it is in dying that we are born to eternal life."
--Prayer of St.Francis
To Mags I go through--day to day Remembering Everything All the times we shared: swapping toys, sleepovers, as we got older...talking about boys. Even after I left, it was good to know you still cared. I cannot express in words, what your passing's done to me I'm sort of still in denial we kept in touch, but hadn't had the oppourtunity to visit in a while. I'm crying as I write this, and it seems to juvenile You were such a strong independent person even through the toughest times you made it-- the strong one. You were a paragon a model of perfection-- the ideal high school student I don't know how we'll all go on I'm not sure you knew how much you meant You left at a climax I'm not sure how much more you could've done or how anyone could ask for more you grew up to be so confident and sure I don't know what the purpose was, or what I'm meant to learn I just finished my first day of school and I can't believe I'm not going to get any more letters from you Telling me what's cool or new in your life You'll be happy to know that we can't stop celebrating your life her and I htink you'd be happy to know you brought the old crew together... all of us far and near came together to say goodbye to someone so dear who had to die I had to see you lying in a casket looking so unreal--completely different it was hard to see I'll never forget your charm, class or beauty and I can only hope that I'll become half of what you would be... I miss you magwheels... Love, Alli BACK Have you lost someone? 1