The Convenience Friend



You know who you are...Hope you read this...

How do I describe the way I feel
or what I perceived you meant to me.
I'd stop the world for you--
I thought of you in whatever activity I chose to do
But somehow you've never had time for me
couldn't even spare a second
or two
or three
I'm a friend of convenience
You don't even care but I'm above you
and your melodramatic bull
so there
Forget about having me around anymore
Tragedy struck my life
instead of helping, you walked out the door and left
hoping someone else would pick up the pieces
You're supposed to be a good friend
I stood up when everyone bashed and hated you
but listen while i cope with a loss?
That was somehow too hard to do
DON'T PLAN ON EVER HAVING ME THERE AGAIN.
Last chance...
Now it's gone
When people turn against you again, I'll be nowhere
to be found...
Alone as you look around, 
Absorbed in your own selfish, thoughtless
overly dramatic, mylifeisamovie junk.
That's the end.
I'm through with you...
Convenience friend...



Even if you read this...I'm sure you can't get it...or you'll overreact...simply pathetic...

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