Unexpected
By : Elisa
Disclaimer
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I own nothing related to Buffy The Vampire Slayer. It all belongs to Joss Whedon, The Mutant Enemy, The WB Network, ect. So please don't sue me.
Distribution: The Spike Girls can do anything with it, and for the others, it's fine by me as long as you keep my name attached to it.
Spoilers: Season 2 and 3
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Summary Spike and Buffy are in love. Life is great untill Angel comes back from Hell...(Post Becoming story)
N.B.
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The story takes place after "Becoming" BUT Angel has NOT been cursed. He's still in Hell. Also, Buffy has neither moved to L.A. nor been expelled.
Part 1
In the library:
"Buffy!" said Willow,"How are you?"
"I'm fine, Will" I answered "But, what's up with you?"
"Me ? I'm just glad to see you."
"Well, I'm glad to see you too"
"What about the rest of us ?" asked Xander.
"I'm glad to see you all, but I mean, I've only been gone for what ? Twenty-four hours ?"
"I know but we weren't sure that you would come back."
"When I left," Xander said, "You were still fighting a vampire."
"Well as you can see, I'm allright"
"So" Cordelia continued "What *did* happen ?"
"I really don't wanna talk about it."
"Then we won't."
"Thanks, Oz. So, Willow, you're out of your wheelchair I see."
"Yes, they let me go home last night. They said that I wouldn't be able to go to school for a couple of days, but I couldn't stand not knowing if you were OK."
"That's so sweet. Now that you know, go home and rest."
"I can rest right here in the library."
"You know what, I'm pretty tired so I'm gonna go home. And you should too, Willow."
"I told you. I wanna stay here !"
"Do whatever you want. Bye!"
As I was headed home, I began to think. How is Hell ? Is Angel really suffering ? I mean,
He *is* in Hell! I also wonder how it went for Spike. Last time I saw him, Drusilla was
jumping on him. Also, it was day, so the whole escaping issue must have been pretty
difficult to deal with. Spike. He's a cutie. I really thought he was a jerk untill...
Well, untill he kinda saved the world in an odd kinda way. He really didn't need to do
that. I mean, it was kind of, I don't know, nice. Also, he's really a cutie. I mean, those
eyes, those icy blue eyes. God, what am I saying?! It's Spike I'm talking about! The
demon who tried to kill me more times than I can count! He's still a cutie.
At the same time at Spike and Drusilla's new place:
"Drusilla ? Sweetheart ?"
Spike was talking to Drusilla but wasn't getting any answer. Ever since she'd woken up, she'd refused to talk to him. "Please pet, I beg you, talk to me."
"I don't want to talk to you. You attacked my Angel and you let the mean Slayer kill him."
"OK, I admit that I bloody attacked him but you can't be sure that he's dead. Last time I saw him, he was gonna kill the bitch !"
"I can hear him. Im my head. He's crying for help."
"You know what, Dru ? I bloody give up ! If you're so worried about him, then get the bloody hell out of here and find him ! 'Cuz from now on, you're on your own ! I'm going back there and I'm not taking you with me !"
End of Part 1
Part 2
The next evening, on the phone :
"So, Willow, are you feeling better?"
"I guess I do, Buffy, but what about you ? I was worried the other day when you went home. I was even more worried when you didn't come to school the next day."
"As I told you, I was tired. Also, I had some thinking to do."
"About what ?"
"About things. Things like Angel, Acathla and Hell. Things like school, college and my future. Also things like 'how do I feel about Spike'"
"What?!?!"
"I'm gonna tell you what happened the other night and then you will understand."
"All right. Go ahead."
"It started like this: I was outside when a police car stopped. The cop got out and told me to put my hands on my head. He had probably recognized me from the description they had of me. Anyway, I was going to do it, when suddenly, Spike arrives and starts kicking the cop."
"Spike ? You mean our Spike ? William The Bloody ?"
"Yes. I was as suprised as you are. Anyway, he starts to tell me that he wants to stop Angel, wants to save the world. Of course I ask him why he came to me and he tells me that it's because he wants Dru back. The cop started to wake up so I didn't have a choice."
"What did you do ?"
"I invited him to my place."
"You what ?!?!"
"I know, I know, but he seemed friendly and as I already told you, I didn't have the choice."
"So, what happened ?"
"Then, the worst thing that could happen happened."
"You fell in love with him !"
"Of course I didn't ! Not yet, anyway."
"Not yet ? This is getting interesting. So what did happen ?"
"My mother showed up. I had to make up some stupid lie about me and Spike being in a rockband. That's when a vampire jumped out of the bushes. I had to stake him in front of my mother who demanded an explenation."
"What did you say ?"
"I had to tell her the truth. I couldn't lie to her anymore. We had a talk and she totally freaked out."
"What about Spike ? What did he do ?"
"Pretty much nothing. So, my mother and I had the talk and then I made a deal with Spike. Nobody knew that he was out of the wheelchair so he was gonna make sure Giles wouldn't get killed and was gonna attack Angel when I was gonna make my move."
"So he really helped you. But what about Drusilla ?"
"Well, the attacking-Angel thing was Spike's part of the deal. Mine was that I had to let him and Dru get out without being killed."
"So, how did it go ?"
"Well, I got to the mansion and started to fight, then Spike attacked Angel. The real problem was that Dru attacked Spike."
"Huh ?"
"Well she jumped on him to stop him from killing Angel. That's how Angel got up and woke up Acathla. Unfortunatly, Spike had to knock Drusilla out to get out. So, Angel and I began a sword-fight."
"What happened ?"
"Well I won. I sent him and Acathla back to Hell."
"Wow. So that's why you didn't to talk about it."
"Yeah. It was also because of the Spike-issue. I was kinda sad about him leaving Sunnydale. I mean he *is* gorgeous. And funny. And he has the most beautyful eyes I've ever seen."
"He's also a vampire. Without a soul. And he has Drusilla."
"Has he ? I mean, she didn't seem that happy when Spike knocked Angel down."
"You do have a point. Still, he did leave with her, didn't he ?"
"I guess he did. Wait a second. I think I heard something outside."
End of Part 2.
Part 3
At Buffy's place :
I went to the door. I opened it. It's when I had the suprise of my life :
"Hello Slayer" he said.
"Spike ! My God !"
My first reaction was to pull the stake out of my blouse. When I realised that I didn't have a stake anywhere close to me, I started to hit him. Against my wishes, really.
"Wait a second ! I'm not here to kill ! If I had, you would have been bloody dead for a long time. Don't you remember that I have a free pass to your house ?"
"I guess you're right but what the hell are you doing here ? And where's Drusilla ?"
"Long story. I left her. I had no idea where to go so I came back to the bloody Hellmouth."
"And I thought you were smart."
"Hey, I'm not the one living here, am I ? Anyway, I wanted to know how it went between you and Angel."
"As you can see, I'm alive, the world hasn't been sucked into Hell, so that pretty much means I won."
"I guess it does. So,..."
"Do you wanna, uh, come in?"
"Yeah, thanks."
"Just wait a second, I'm on the phone with Willow."
I couldn't believe my own eyes ! Spike. In my house. Volunteerly ! I told Willow what just happened and hung up.
"So, Slayer, how are things going ?"
"Well, uh, I should be the one asking this. I mean, you're the one who left the love of your life."
"Well, you sent the love of your life to Hell !"
"Well I had a good reason !"
"So did I !"
"Hold on a second. Why are we yelling at each other?"
"I don't know! You're the one who bloody started it !"
"..."
"Sorry. Do you wanna know why I left Dru ?"
"Yeah, I guess I do."
"Well, it's simple. Ever since she woke up, she wouldn't talk to me. After a while, she started to talk. Actually, she started to bloody accuse me of killing Angel, of helping you to kill him... I decided that I was tired of her. So I left. That's it. What about you ? I mean, how did it feel to send Angel to Hell ?"
"It was difficult. Very difficult. But I had to face it. Angel was gone and I was never gonna get him back. Even if Willow could have cursed him again, I was afraid I couldn't stand being with him without making the same mistake I did the first time."
I couldn't control myself. Even if I fought against it with all my heart, I started to cry. It was pretty embarrassing. A Slayer crying in front of a vampire. Worse, me crying in front of Spike. Then he did the strangest thing : he came closer and held around me. It felt good. When I stopped crying I said:
"Thank you. I'm OK now."
"Are you sure ?"
"Yes."
"Then I should be going."
"No! Wait!"
"What is it ?"
"My Mother's in L.A. for the next two days and I really don't feel like being alone right now."
"You mean, you want me to stay here. With you ?"
"Well, yes. You can sleep im my bedroom 'cuz there isn't a lot of sunlight in it and I can take my Mum's bedroom."
"It's OK with me but I still have to feed."
"Do you really really have to ?"
"I guess I don't."
"Thank you for staying with me. And thank you for not leaving me to feed. And thank you for not killing me."
That's when he kissed me. Spike kissed me. I told myself that I was crazy, that he was a vampire, that couldn't get involved with another vampire. Also, this one didn't have a soul !
End of Part 3
Part 4
The next morning ( just before sunrise ) at Buffy's house :
"Spike ?"
"Yes pet, what is it ?"
"Here's my room. Angel stayed here once and didn't have any problems with the sunlight. I'm gonna shut every window, door or anything that could let the sun in. Hope you'll be allright. I have to go to school to check on the others. I don't want them to be worried for me."
"Wait a second. You're not gonna tell them about what happened, are you ?"
"Of course not ! But I did tell Willow that you came last night. I just hope that she didn't tell anybody."
"Well, so do I."
"See you later, Spike."
"See you. "
In the library :
"Willow"
"Yes Giles ?"
"Did Buffy tell you if she was planing on coming to school today ?"
"No, but she said that she was feeling better."
"I guess that means that she will be coming after all."
"Who ?"
"Buffy !" Xander said "So, you're feeling better I can see."
"Yes, I'm feeling better. Willow can I talk to you in private ?"
"Sure. Could you, uh, excuse us ?"
"Yeah, well, we have to get to class anyway. Bye."
"Thank you Xander."
"So, Buffy, what is it you wanted to talk to me about ?"
"Well, you know last night when Spike came ?"
"Yeah, what happened ?"
"Well, that's the part I can't tell you. Could you please keep it to your self ?"
"Of course ! But did anything happen ? I mean anything good ?"
"Well, all I can tell you is that, well, he's still at my place."
"That's a good for you but be careful. He's not like Angel, he doesn't have a soul."
"Don't worry, I know."
"Yeah, well, be careful. Are you gonna stay at school today ?"
"I guess I am. What else can I do ?"
"Shouldn't we get to class ?"
"We should."
Later the same day at Buffy's :
"Spike ? Where are you ?"
"I'm right here, luv."
"So, how did it go ?"
"Fine. I got a little bored after a couple hours but it was OK."
"I guess that you'll have to feed tonight, huh ?"
"Yeah, I will."
"Do you mind if I stay here while you go out and kill people ? Oh, and don't kill any of my friends !"
"I won't, ducks."
Spike started talking to himself :
"I can't believe it, me Spike, fooling around with the bloody Slayer ! I still wonder how Dru is doing, I mean, she hasn't been on her own in what, two centuries ? Actually, I don't think that she's ever been on her own. Anyway, it's her fault, she left me fot that creep, Angelus."
"Who is it you're calling a creep ?"
"My God, Angelus !"
End of Part 4
Part 5
"My God ! Angelus !"
"Yes Spikey, I got out."
"But I mean... How ?!"
"Well, you know me. I always get what I want. So, I heard you say that you're messing around with the Slayer. Do you have a explenation ?"
"What the bloody hell do you mean ? I can do whatever I want to do and I sure as hell don't need to give you any bloody explanation !"
"It's because I was kinda wondering. Is it 'cuz Drusilla picked me instead of you ? Is it a sort of revange ?"
"Revange ? I'm gonna kill you !"
Then they started to fight. Angelus had just spend time in Hell and was no match to Spike. He was down to ground.
"I could just kill you right here, right now."
"Then why don't you, Spike. What is it ? Could it be guilt ? I'm still your sire ! I'm the one who made you the man you are today."
"No, not guilt. I just want to make you suffer just like you made Buffy suffer. And I know just the way to do it."
"What do you mean ?"
"You'll see. And, Angel, in the mean time, watch your back."
"..."
At Buffy's :
"Buffy ! Where are you ?"
"I'm right here, Spike. So, uh, how did your, uh, hunting go ?"
"I have some really bad news."
"You didn't eat any of my friends, did you ?"
"Of course not, but I met someone."
"Who ?"
"Angelus."
"Oh my God. Oh my God. Oh my God."
"Wait, this isn't the bad part. He kinda ..."
"Kind of what ? Tell me !"
"He heard me say that we're together."
"Oh my God !"
"Don't worry pet, I won't let him hurt you."
"God, the others ! I gotta tell them ! If Angel ..."
"Don't worry. He won't do anything right now. He's still a little weak. I mean, he was in *Hell*, you know."
"Still, it doesn't take that much to kill someone. I mean what if he kills my mother, my friends or you..."
"Not while I breathe. Well, actually, I don't breathe."
"But what if..."
"Just relax, luv. He's not gonna do anything. By the way, when is your mother coming back ?"
"Tomorrow. You can stay here tonight but we'll have to think of something for tomorrow."
"Shouldn't you go to bed ? I mean, aren't you gonna go to school ?"
"I guess I should. I have to tell the others about Angel. Oh my God !"
"What is it, ducks ?"
"Angel. I invited him into the house. He can come in and out as he pleases !"
"OK, that's a problem. Let's see. Can't you sleep over at your friend's ?"
"I could ask Willow but what about you ? You don't have anywhere to go."
"I'll manage."
"No, I don't want you to get hit by sunlight. You know what, you'll stay here. And so will I."
"What if the bloody bastard comes in your room while I'm downstairs or something ?"
"Well, you can stay with me."
"..."
"I mean one of us will have to sleep on the floor but, at least it's safe."
"I'll sleep on the floor."
"Then you should go to bed with me. I mean ... Well, you know what I mean."
I couldn't sleep. I tried but with everything going on ... I mean, I'm seeing a vampire
(one that doesn't have a soul) who tried to kill me more times than I can count; while my
ex-boyfriend, the vampire who had a soul, is back from Hell and wants to kill me. Again.
What is it with me and undead men ? Is it the fact that they've been dead for a couple
hundred years ? That they drink human blood ? Or is it just because I'm the Slayer and it
is *one* thing I can't do ? I don't know what I should do. I'm not sure about this thing
with Spike. I don't know if I'm in love with him or if it's just something to get back at
Angel. Maybe I should talk with Spike. Maybe he feels the same way as I do. I wonder if he
still thinks about Drusilla. He was pretty in love with her. And he didn't have a soul.
He kept up with her through her insanety, the mob in Prague, that thing with Angel. That's
why I wonder why he left her. I guess he got tired of her after 200 years. What if I asked
him ? I think he'd answer me. Yeah, I'm gonna ask him.
"Spike ?" I said, "Are you sleeping ?"
"No. Why ?"
"If I ask you something really personal, will you answer me ?"
"I guess so, pet. What is it ?"
"How come you left Drusilla ? I mean, you kept up with her so long and then you just left her."
"As you just said, I kept up with her for so long, I was hoping that her 'problem' would go away after a while. I think I lost all hope when Angelus came back. I still don't get it, actually. After everything he did to her ... You were in love with him, you should know. Is there something special about him ?"
"Not really. Sure, he's mystic and dark and gorgeous ..."
"That cheered me up."
"I didn't mean to make you feel bad."
"I know. Can you believe this ? We're alone in a room and the only thing we can think of is our ex-pets ? Kinda ironic, isn't it, ducks ?"
"I guess it is. Goodnight, Spike."
"Goodnight, luv."
"Wait ! What did you say ?"
"I said 'goodnight'."
"No, after that."
"What ? 'Luv' ?"
"Yeah. Do you really mean it ? Do you really love me ?"
"Uh, yeah. I guess I do. Why ?"
"I, uh, love you too."
"You didn't sound quite sure, pet."
"I know but..."
He didn't even let me finish. He just kissed me. After that, I shut up and fell asleep.
I really liked having Spike in my room. He was the first thing I saw when I woke up.
I think I'm in love with him. In an odd kinda way, Spike's better than Angel. Angel needed
a soul to love me and Spike loves me even if he hasn't got one. Still, I'm afraid his
real nature will take over some day.'Cuz I don't think he'll like feeding on blood bags.
And what about the railroad spikes-issue ? I wonder if Willow could curse him ? No, bad
idea. I don't think he'd ever forgive me. But I can always ask Willow if there's some sort
of spell I could try. But what if Spike doesn't want to ? I think he likes being a cruel
vampire in love with a Slayer. Or at least being a cruel vampire. But what about me ? I
don't wanna have the same problems again. I mean, with Spike being a vampire, I'll only
able to see him in the cemetary while I'm on patrole. Also, I won't be able to see him
before sundown. Maybe I should break up with Spike ? I'm the Slayer, I shouldn't be in
love with a vampire. Again. No, I can't break up with him. I'm gonna talk with Willow.
Maybe she can give me some advice. Yeah, I'm gonna do that.
End of part 5
Part 6
The next morning :
I was wondering how I was gonna tell everybody about Angel. I mean, I can't just drop something as big as this on their head. I've gotta say in a nice, calming way. What about : 'I have some great news ! Since it's summer holiday, we'll have a lot of time to figure out how to kill Angel !' or 'You know what, I'm bored. Wanna go and check out if Angel's back from Hell ?'. Or I could think of something when I get there.
"Hi everybody ! I've got some really bad news."
"What is it, Buff ? Is it the-world-will-be-sucked-into-Hell news or someone-at-school-died news ?"
"Kinda in between, Xander."
"What do you mean, Buffy ?" said Giles, "Could you more precise ?"
"Yeah, Buffy, could you be more precise ?"
"Shouldn't we wait for Willow and Oz to arrive ? It's some really big news."
Willow and Oz entered. Because of the looks on everybody's faces, Willow asked :
"What happened ? Did someone die ?"
"Buffy's got some bad news." answered Xander.
"What kinda news ?"
"Well, Oz, really bad news."
"Buffy, now that evryone's here, can you please tell us about your news ?"
"Gee, Xander, never heard of patience, did you ? Well, uh, Angel's back from Hell."
"WHAT ?!"
"Just calm down, Xander. And you too, Willow."
"How did you find out ?"
"Yes, Giles' got a point. How did you find out ?"
"Well,.. I,.. uh,.. Spike told me."
"WHAT ?!" screamed Xander, "Spike's back too ?!"
"Well, yes."
"But, what about the wheelchair, Drusilla, everything ? I don't understand a thing !"
"Willow, could you please explain it to them ?"
"You told Willow ? What about the rest of us ?"
"Yeah, Xander's right !" said Cordelia, "Isn't it selfish much ?"
"What did you expect ? I can't tell everything to everyone ! Even if I'm the Slayer, I've still got the right to some imitation of a personal life !"
"Buffy ! You don't tell us anything these days ! We don't even know what happened the other night with Acathla ! We assumed that you had sent both Angel and Acathla to Hell, but we weren't sure ! And what about you, Willow ? Why didn't you tell us ?"
"Because it's none of buisness, Xander !"
"No, I think that Xander's right. You should have told us, Willow. At least about Acathla."
"I can't believe you people ! Even you, Giles !"
"Don't yell at Willow ! I told her not to say anything. Do you really wanna know what happened ?"
"Yes !"
"Allright. I did send Angel and Acathla to Hell but I thought Angel was dead."
"But how ? You couldn't have managed to kill Spike and Drusilla by yourself."
"I see your point, Giles. Spike helped me."
"I missed out on some things" said Cordelia "'cuz this is making a kinda sense that's... Not. Spike, I mean William the Bloody, helped you ?"
"Yes. We made a deal. He would help me kill Angel if I let him and Dru skip town. It seemed OK to me."
"But, didn't you just say that *he* told you about Angel ?"
"I know it's confusing, Xander, but I'm trying to explain here. So could you please..."
"I got it"
So I told them. Everything. Giles almost had a heart attack when I said that Spike spent the last two nights at my house. He got the same reaction when I told him that I was in love with Spike. I wonder what Spike's gonna say when I'll tell him what I did today. I know that he told me not to tell anyone about us but I couldn't keep on lying to everyone. I still haven't figured out what I'm gonna do about my mother. Maybe she won't notice. Yeah, right ! Like that's gonna happen ! Anyways, it's not like I have a choice or something. Oh, I think I have a plan : Spike and I will wait for Mum to come home. Then, Spike could hide in my closet or something untill Mum's asleep. Then we could sneak out for him to feed and for me to slay.
When I got home, I told Spike about the plan and then called The Gang to ask them if they wanted to go to Bronze before slay/feed time. We agreed to meet there around 11.00 . I need to go out a little and it will be my first official date with Spike. I remember how things went on my first official date with Angel. I showed up looking like a trash and the next day, I became a 18th century girl. Spike nearly killed me that night, fortunately, I returned to my old self just in time. I wonder how things are gonna go with Spike. I know at least that what happened with Angel won't happen with Spike. I just noticed that I haven't asked Willow about the spell. I'll do it tonight.
Not everybody was there when Spike and I arrived. Actually, Xander was the only one there. I could see that he really didn't like having Spike with us. He and Spike just stared at each other.
"So," said Xander to Spike, "How long have you been dead ?"
"Why ?"
"I was just wondering."
"200 years. Approximately."
"Wow. Why did you come back ?"
"What do you mean ?"
"Buffy told us. About the deal. You were supposed to leave the country. Why did you come back ?"
Spike was getting pretty pissed off.
"Why the bloody hell do you need to know ?"
"Was just wondering. Buffy ?"
"What ?"
"What do we do if Angel shows up ?"
"I have no idea, Xander. Where are the others ?"
"I don't know. They should have been here by now."
"Spike, honey, are you sure that Angel's too weak to do anything ?"
"I'm not sure but I guess he won't try anything."
"God ! Why didn't you tell me !? OK. Xander, you to Willow's. Spike and I will check on Oz and Giles. Don't forget to call Cordy."
I was really worried. And really mad at Spike. And really scared. Once again, Angel had managed to ruin my life. I swear, if I find him, I'll kill him. Spike and I drove first to Giles' place. We were lucky to find him there. Actually, *I* was lucky to find him there. Spike couldn't get in.
"Buffy ? What are you doing here?"
"I'm so glad to see you !"
"What is it ?"
"The whole gang was supposed to meet at The Bronze but only Xander showed up. We think that it's Angel."
"Where is he ?"
"Who ?"
"Xander."
"I told him to go to Willow's and to call Cordy."
"Where's Spike ?"
"I'm right here."
"Oh. Hello. Why do you stay outside ?"
"'Cuz I'm not invited."
"Oh. Buffy, shouldn't we be going to check on Oz ?"
"Aren't you gonna invite Spike in ?"
"No. Can we go now ?"
Giles was being rude. Still, I couldn't blame him for not trusting Spike. However, Giles will have to forget about it and work with him. We had to get to Oz quick. Giles' car isn't fast enough, so we'll have to take Spike's.
"We can take Spike's car."
"Sure, don't ask the dead guy ! Just take his car !"
"Honey ? Shut up !"
"Buffy, I know it may sound odd, but do you have any idea of where Oz lives ?"
"Giles, of course I know where he lives. I went there once to tie him up."
"Tie him up ?! Ducks, I don't understand a bloody thing."
"I'll explain later. Right now we have to go."
When we got to Oz' place, we found him and Willow making out on his couch. It turned out to be that they just forgot about the appointment. It also turned out to be that Cordy just fell asleep. I don't think I can take it. I don't wanna think that my friends are dead everytime they forget an appointment. Tomorrow night, I'm gonna find Angel, and I'm gonna kill him. But right now, Spike and I gotta get in my room without awaking my mother. That's gonna be difficult. We have to climb up the wall, then get in by the window without making any noise. It won't be trouble for me but I don't know about Spike.
I was already in the room, while Spike was still working on the climbing part.
"Spike ? Are you allright ?"
"Sure, luv. Don't you worry about me."
"Are you sure you don't need help ?"
"Yeah. I'm almost there."
"Try not to fall this time, OK ?"
Unfortunately, just like I knew he would, he fell. I had to help him. He really doesn't like when I have to help him. I guess it reminds him of the time he was in the wheelchair. I was the one who did that to him. I should feel bad about this, but I don't. I mean, he tryed to kill Angel just to cure Drusilla. Selfish much ? Anyway, I wanna put the past behind me. I know that Spike and I were mortal ennemies but now we're in love with each other. Maybe I should tell my mother about him. Not the vampire part but the rest. That way, he won't have to sneak in everytime he wants to see me at home.
I could tell her tomorrow or the day after. Right now, I wanna go to sleep. Oh, I just thought of something.
What if Mom wants me to spend my summer holiday in L.A. like I did last summer ? I can't take Spike with me to L.A. .
Anyway, I wanna spend my summer here, fighting evil. On the other hand, with Angel being back, leaving town for a little while isn't such a bad idea. No, I won't have him controlling my life. Maybe I could take Spike with me to L.A ? But that would leave the rest of the Gang all alone with Angel. But it would also give me and Spike some kind of a private life. What if the whole Gang comes to L.A. with me ? But what about the vampires, demons and forces of darkness ? I can't leave *them* alone in Sunnydale. I'll talk about it with the rest of Gang tomorrow. But I'll talk with Spike now.
"Honey ? Have you ever been to L.A. ?"
"Yes, just before coming here. Why ?"
"Well, my Dad lives in L.A. and last summer, after killing the Master, I went there for the summer
holiday and I think that my Mum's going to send me over there this summer too."
"And ?"
"And I thought that maybe you could go with me."
"What about your Mum ? She doesn't know about us."
"Well, maybe I should tell her."
"You're not serious are you ? I mean... She knows you're the Slayer, right ?"
"We haven't discussed it since she threw me out."
"Huh ?"
"She didn't want me to go out and save the world. So when I was about to go she said :
'If you walk out this door, don't ever think about coming back.' and I went out."
"How did you two work it out ?"
"She was so glad to see me when I went home that she forgot about the whole thing.
Or maybe she's in denial ?"
"Whatever. Do you really wanna tell her ? What if she asks you why she never sees me during the
day?"
"I know it's risky but I think we should go for it. It's not like she can keep me from seeing
you."
"Yeah, why not ? But for now, try to get some sleep, ducks. I think I'm gonna go out to get
someone to eat."
"Are you sure you'll manage to come up again ?"
"You've got a point. Well, if I really can't climb up, I'll wake you up to help me."
"OK. See you later."
Spike didn't manage to come up without my help. Poor thing. Tonight, when it's safe for
Spike to get out of my room, I'm gonna tell my mother about him. I'll make sure to leave
out the vampire-part. Right now, I gotta get to school. I'm gonna ask Willow about the spell.
At school:
"Willow!"
"Oh, hi Buffy ! How are you ?"
"I'm just fine. What about you ?"
"I'm fine too."
"I have a favor to ask you. It's about Spike."
"Oh. Go ahead."
"Well, you know how Spike is and I was wondering if you had a spell that would make him a little
less vampire-y."
"I see. Uh, I don't know but I can always check Ms. Calendar's files. Have you talked about it
with Spike ?"
"Well, actually, no. I'm gonna tell him tonight. I'm also gonna tell my mother about him."
"You mean...Oh boy ! That's a big step. Are you sure about it ? 'Cuz I'm sure she call tell that
there's a little age difference."
"Yeah, I know. But I'm almost eighteen, I think I can date anyone I want, alive or undead."
"I'll check out the files later. Have you seen Xander lately ?"
"Not since...You know."
"I know."
"I'll call you when I find something."
"Thanks, Will. See you !"
"See you !"
End of Part 6
Part 7
Later the same day at Buffy's (just after sundown):
So that's it. I have to tell Mum about Spike.
"Luv ?"
"What Spike ?"
"Aren't you gonna open the door ?"
"Oh. I was just thinking."
"About what ?"
"About how I'm gonna introduce you to my Mum."
"You have already introduced my to your mother. Remember, when we teamed up ?"
"That's right ! She didn't like you, did she ?"
"I don't think so. Let's go inside."
I am so hoping Mum's still at work.
"Hi Honey, you're home ! And I see you've brought a friend too."
"Hi Mum. Do you remember Spike ?"
"Of course I do. He's the one that helped you kill Angel, right ?"
"Uh, yeah, sort of. Well, Spike is now my boyfriend."
"..."
"Spike, honey, say something !"
"Uh... Good evening Ms. Summers."
"Buffy, how long have you and Spike been dating ?"
"Well, we got together the day you left."
"I see. Is Spike your real name ?"
"No, my real name's William."
"You know what Mum, Spike and I are going to the Bronze tonight. Spike, I'm just
gonna change my clothes, I'll be right back."
Oh my God. It was almost as hard as teling Mum about me being a slayer. I should bring her to
Giles so that he can tell her about the rest. I wonder how things are going between Spike and
Mum downstairs.
Later at the Bronze :
"You should have seen my Mum's face when I told her that Spike and I were dating !"
The whole Gang was there. I could see that they weren't comfortable with Spike being here
but that was just something they'll have to accept. Spike was bored, so really, really bored. I
told him to go out and eat something or someone but he said that he prefered to stay right here
in case Angel showed up. I had almost forgotten about Angel.
I'm pretty sure he isn't weak anymore. From tomorrow on, no more Bronze-nights for the Gang. With Angel out, it's more like 'go out after sundown and die'.
I've gotta kill him. And soon. I need a plan. A good one. Let's see what the others think about it.
"How are we gonna kill Angel ?"
"I think I speak for everybody" Xander said "when I say : huh ?"
"Xander, that's my line. What I mean is that if we're gonna kill Angel, we need a plan."
"Check this out : why don't you find him and put a stake thru his heart ?"
"Gee, thank you Xander, I never thought about it this way !"
"I'm sure that what Xander means" Willow said, "is that you don't really need a plan."
"Spike, honey, what do you think ?"
"None of you, beside Buffy maybe, knows Angel as well as I bloody do. Of course you need a plan ! And my help."
"Will you help us, honey ?"
"Of course, ducks. Aren't you gonna slay tonight ? "
"Don't know. Does anyone wants to fight the forces of Darkness with me ?"
"I would have to come if I didn't have a social life. But I'm sure Xander or Willow could come."
"Thanks, Cordy. So, what do you say, Will ?"
"I'll go with you and I'm sure Oz will too. What about you Xander ?"
"Yeah, I'm in."
"Spike's gotta grab someone to eat. Meet me at my place when you're done, Spike. If you run into Angel, don't kill him."
"See you later, pet."
After Spike left, things went a little easier. I really hope that the rest of the Gang will learn to trust Spike, like they did with Angel.
I can see that Willow's trying. Oz can't say anything, he's a werewolf. Cordelia doesn't seem to care at all and Xander ... Well, Xander violently dislikes him.
"Willow, can I, uh, talk to you in private ?"
"Sure Buffy. So, what is it ?"
"The spell. Did you find anything ?"
"Well, ... I found this sort of spell that could make him a good vampire. It's a lot like Angel's curse but it's not to make him suffer. And the good thing is that even if you two, uh, share true happiness, he won't become a creep again."
"Good. That's good."
"Buffy, have you talked to him about it?"
"No, I haven't. But I was going to!"
"I suggest you tell him. Soon."
"You're right but I'm afraid he won't agree to do it."
"Do you love him ?"
"Yes."
"Does he love you ?"
"I guess he does."
"If he really loves you, he'll agree to do it."
"Thank you, Will. Ready to slay ?"
We took Oz's van and drove to the cemetary. As we were talking about Angel, a new vampire
started to raise from his grave. Willow wanted to handle him herself. Unfortunately, she
isn't Slayer-material . Since the vamp was having troubles getting out of his grave, she
started to mock him.
"That's right, big boy. Come and get it."
As another vampire attacked her, I screamed :
"Willow ! Watch out !"
At the same time, the new vampire finally got out of his grave. I punched him, Xander held
him and I staked him. Willow was still trying to slay the other vamp. This time, Oz punched, I held and Willow slayed.
"Now" I said, "that's what I call synchronized slaying !"
"I can say without any doubts" Oz added, "that we make a good team !"
"Willow," Xander said, "'Come and get it, big boy' ?"
"Well, well, Buffy always says a pun or, or a witty play on words. And I think it throws
the vampires off and it, and it makes them frightened because I'm wisecracking. Okay, I
didn't really have a chance to work on that one, but you try ! It's not that simple !"
After slay-time, I went home. When I arrived, Spike was waiting for me outside the house.
"So," Spike began, "any joy at the cemetary ?"
"We dusted two of your little friends. Spike, before we go inside, there's something
I have to tell you."
"What is it, ducks ?"
"Oh God. Well, I was thinking the other day and I realized that, even if you love me, you
are what you are."
"What do you mean ?"
"You're a vampire and you will always be a vampire. That's why we can never be sure that,
you know, that you won't bite me or something. That's why I asked Willow to find some sort
of spell to help that."
"You wanna bloody curse me !"
"No, no, not a curse. Some spell that would make you a good vampire. Not like Angel's curse.
That curse was ment to make Angel suffer, your spell is, as I already said, to make you a
good vampire."
"I see, you don't trust me."
"No ! Not at all! It's just that ... Face it, Spike ! I've had some bad experiences with
vampires. Hell, I've had some bad experiences with you !"
"I know but don't you know it's different now ? I love you."
"I love you too but I can't take any chances. Can't you understand that ?"
"Do you really want me to do it ?"
"Yes."
"But I won't be the same anymore. What if I don't feed on humans anymore ? Can't Willow find that sort of spell ?"
"I can ask her tomorrow. Come one, let's get inside."
I think it went pretty well.
End of Part 7
Part 8
The next morning, at the library :
"And Giles, you should have seen me staking the vampire. It was...great. No, not great,
it was.... scary."
"I know, Willow. Did Angel show up last night ?"
"No," Xander said, "But Spike was there."
"Oh. So you're still seeing Spike. Buffy, you must know ..."
"...that he's not Angel, that he hasn't got a soul, that he's evil... I know, Giles.
That's why I asked Willow to find a spell to make him a good vampire."
"You mean that once again, you and Willow went behind our backs and planned some more Spike-stuff ?"
"Xander !" Willow screamed, "How can you say that ? She asked for what? Two days ago to
find a spell to make Spike a good vamp. Now, tell me, in what way is it any of your buisness ?"
"Yeah," Oz said "Willow's right !"
"Shut up, Wolfy !"
"You know what, Xander ? Neither me nor Willow should have to give you any explanation.
If I want to curse my undead boyfriend, it's my buisness. And if Willow wants to help me
it's her buisness. If you don't like Spike, that's too bad for you, but don't you ever come and yell at Willow or anyone else because of that !"
"Willow, did you find the spell ?" Giles said.
"Well, I found this thing that would make him a good vampire. But I don't know if it's such a good idea."
"I talked to Spike about it. If we did the spell on him, he would become a totally different
person so I thought that maybe Willow could find a spell that makes Spike unable to feed on humans."
"Good idea. And you know what, I think I can find it."
"Thanks a lot, Will. I'll tell Spike when I get home."
"Buffy, is he still living at your place ?"
"I'm afraid he is, Giles. I've even told my mother that we were dating."
"What did she say ?" Xander asked.
"Well, she looked totally freaked out. She met him when he and I teamed up against Acathla and
Angel and I think that she's kinda afraid of him. Actually, I think she's afraid of me too.
Giles, could you tell my mom about slayers, watchers, vampires,
Hellmouths, that sort of stuff ?"
"Of course. What about Spike ? Should I tell her about him too ?"
"No ! No. Bad idea. But do tell her about Angel. No wait ... I don't
think she could handle the fact that her daughter, the Vampire Slayer,
slept with a vampire. We'll save that part for later."
"Are you going to look for Angel tonight ?"
"Yes, Spike's gonna help me. But you guys can help me too."
Later the same day at Buffy's place :
I wonder how we're gonna find Angel. Did I forget to tell Spike? Yeah,
I did. Nevermind, I'll tell him when he comes. Finally, Spike can
come into the house using the door. Not that he couldn't before, but
now that Mom knows about him, I don't have to hide him in my closet anymore.
"Buffy ? Your boyfriend's here."
I went downstairs and Spike was standing there looking gorgeous as
usual. Mum was really uncomfortable. She was trying to talk with him.
"Should I call you Spike or William ?"
"Well you can... Buffy! How are you, pet?"
"I'm just fine. Mum, Spike and I are going upstairs. Giles is gonna
call you. You two have some talking to do."
"So,..., where were you today ?"
"I went back to the mansion. What about you ? What did you do ?"
"Pretty much school. I, uh, talked to Willow."
"About the spell?"
"Yeah. She said that she could find it. Are you sure about it? Do you
really wanna do it?"
"I love you, Buffy. And if it means I'll have to stop feeding on
humans to be with you, then it's worth it."
"I love you too. The Gang and I are going Angel-hunting tonight. Want
to come?"
"Sure. Buffy, I've got a question. Why did you go to Oz's house to tie him up ?"
"Well, Oz is Willow's boyfriend. He's also a werewolf. So, when it's
full moon, someone goes to his place or to the library to tie him up."
"I see."
"Tonight, for the first time ever, I'm not gonna sneak out the window to go slay. I'm
gonna tell my Mum the truth."
"Which one ?"
"That we're gonna meet the others at the cemetary to go kill vampires."
"Oh. Do you really think that she'll let you out ?"
"Right now she's probably talking with Giles. He's telling her about my real life."
"Oh. She's gona freak out, isn't she ?"
"Big time."
"Do you expect Angel to show up tonight ?"
"No, I don't but that's usually when he does."
"You do know that if he does show up, you'll have to kill him. Again."
"Yeah, I know."
Spike was just sitting there. I wonder what he's thinking about. Maybe it's Drusilla. Maybe
it's Angel. Maybe it's me.
"Spike, honey, what are you thinking about ?"
"About my life. Well, it's not a life, it's ...You know what I mean."
"So ?"
"Well, I was thinking, here I am, William the Bloody, the cruel vampire who got his name,
Spike, by tortuering his victims with railroad spikes, in love with the Vampire Slayer.
And I don't even have a soul !"
"I know, it's scary. Okay, it's showtime."
"Huh ?"
"I have to go downstairs and tell my mother that I, uh, we're going slaying tonight. C'mon, let's go downstairs."
"Mom, did Giles call ?"
"Yes, he did."
"Are you allright ?"
"No. So, we're living on the Hellmouth. That, that's scary. Well, actually, it explains a lot. When you got expelled in L.A.... vampires ?"
"Yup."
"How long have you known ?" she said to Spike.
"Well, I..., uh...Since I met her."
"And all those times you sneaked out without me ever noticing. Your friends, do they know ?"
"Since the very beginning. Spike, the others and I are going slaying tonight. Don't wait up, mom."
"Buffy, be careful. Goodbye, uh, Spike."
"Goodbye, Mrs. Summers."
Later at the cemetary :
The whole Scooby Gang was there. Giles stayed at the library to do some research.
Xander was doing everything to make Spike uncomfortable. Xander can be so stupid sometimes.
Doesn't he know that Spike hasn't got any patience ? But Willow's smart. She was trying
to talk to Spike. They were getting along.
"So, you really love Buffy, uh ?"
"Yeah, well, what's not to love ? She's just wonderful, you know. I heard you were dating
a werewolf. How d'you do that ?"
"Well, when the fullmoon comes, we tie him up for three nights."
"Neat. I'm glad I'm getting along with at least *one* of Buffy's friends."
"Oh, the others'll get used to you."
"Yeah, but what about *him* ?"
"Oh, you mean Xander ? He did the same thing with Angel when he and Buffy were ... you know.
He has this big crush on Buffy."
"But isn't he with that other girl ?"
"Yeah, well, he loves her too."
"He's a pretty messed up guy."
"Yeah. If I ask you something personal, do you promess not to bite me ?"
"Sure. Go ahead."
"Well, why did you leave Drusilla ? And was it for Buffy that you came back here ?"
"You've probably heard that Drusilla's insane. Well, 'insane' isn't quite the right word.
Drusilla's more like 'totally lost'. And after two centuries, I got pretty tired of it.
Oh, and yes, I came back for Buffy."
"Now I see what Buffy sees in you. If you want, we can do the spell tomorrow night."
"That sounds great. Thanks by the way."
"You're welcome."
"So, are you some kinda witch ?"
"Spike ?"
"What?"
"Isn't that thing over there Angel ?"
"Bloody Hell it is ! Buffy ! Angel's here !"
After that things went a little crazy. We weren't expecting Angel so soon and he wasn't
expecting us either. I went first while the others were hiding. It would be a lot easier for
me if he didn't know that I had the whole Scooby Gang and Spike to back me up. Of course, as
soon as he saw me, he started to mock me.
"Buffy ! How nice to kill you ! So, how are things going between you and Fangboy ?"
"Oh, you mean Spike, the one that beat the crap out of you ? Just fine we're getting married."
"..."
I was so proud of myself. Angel went speechless went I said that Spike and I were getting
married. Good thing, I got to punch him. I was so angry at him ! I don't even know why.
Then the others jumped out of the bushes. We kicked, we punched, until it was stake-time.
When Xander saw that I was having doubts, he went pretty mad.
"Buffy, what are you waiting for ? Finish him !"
"I..I can't. Spike ?"
"Sure, luv."
I had to let Spike kill Angel. I hope that Spike won't think that I still love Angel.
Because I don't, it's just that after everything he and I went thru, killing him was really
hard. I love Spike so much, I can't loose him. I really hope that he'll understand.
Later the same night, in Buffy's room :
Spike and I were sitting on my bed. We had just come home from the cemetary. Mum was
asleep when we arrived so Spike didn't need to sneak in. He could see that I was thinking
about Angel.
"Buffy, are you allright ?"
"I don't think so."
"It's Angel, isn't it ?"
"He's gone. For good. Out of my life forever."
"A part of you will always love him, pet. And that part of you saw him die tonight. There's
nothing wrong with that. Just go ahead, cry. I'll always be there for you. Because I love
you. Willow's gonna do the spell tomorrow night. And I was thinking... You can say no if
you don't want to but I was thinking that maybe we could move in together."
"Honey, you're a vampire. How can we move in together ?"
"Well, if Angel managed to find an apartement, so can I. And then we can move in together.
I can understand if you don't want to yet. I mean you're only seventeen and it's big step..."
"I'd love to, Spike. God, how am I gonna tell my mother ?"
"She's gonna freak out."
"Big time."
The End
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