Your abuse
cursed me; a part has died,
Now I
will never be whole inside.
And now
my true love is damned for him,
I ask
you why you had to hurt him
Why did
you choose my trust to destroy?
Did you
think my heart was just a toy?
Do you
not care what harm you have done?
You've
caused this pain to more than just one.
You hurt
us all you heartless addict
Asked
us to support your damned habit
See, now
my trust is always wary
Reasons
for this do not vary.
You broke
not just my heart, you must see
You damaged
the deepest parts of me.
My soul
is broken, deep and jagged
Fractured,
hurt and much too haggard
If not
for you, I would never doubt
Want his
"I love you" is all about
I could
love and trust and cry no more
I would
not feel like a used up whore
You broke
the once strong spirit in me
You left
for him a shadow of me
With no
remorse you used me and left
Yet you
claim that you once welcomed death?
But the
end you caused was not your own
The death
of something you did not own
You know
how much I once cared for you
But now
I hold a hatred of you
Why did
you take what you did not want?
Leave
my soul empty for you to haunt?
You hurt
him more than you could hurt me
Denied
him the whole and complete me.
But once
I felt you were not to blame
I have
long since extinguished that flame
Now I do
blame you for all of our pain
Wish I
could just trust a man again
He deserves
to be loved without fear
He deserves
to be spared all the tears
He deserves
a woman who is whole
He deserves
a woman with a soul
Your memory
is here forever
You're
forgiven for it's pain… never.