from myself i'm hiding
to myself i'm lying
so damn sick of crying
solace in a fuck?
passion, heavy breathing,
both of us deceiving
searching for some meaning?
let me tell you what.
its what we are needing
with our hearts conceding
that this may be fleeting
simply just a fuck
desperation, pleading
don't you dare start feeling
tender thoughts revealing
STOP IT NOW YOU SLUT!
you think you're appealing?
stop your foolish dreaming
wake to hear you screaming
screaming as you cum
is this part of healing?
this constant inner screaming
endless self demeaning
end it with this fuck?