In my head
these fears conceived,
My heart
wants only to believe.
Wish I
could shut off my brain,
Free my
heart of its endless pain.
Escape
my damned and hurtful past,
Accept
that love exists at last.
Quiet all
these internal shouts,
Embrace
his love without these doubts.
All these
fears might drive him away.
I'm silent
hoping he will stay.
With broken
soul, and hope that's dim,
Must find
strength or stand to lose him.