Slave's Being Released.
ma^ri sits here writing
this cause the last few days her feelings for her Master have been
thought about a lot and she is THANKFUL that when she
took his collar she was so new to Gor that no one knew her so she didn't
have to worry about upsetting anyone,,
Now that ma^ri has
been in her Master's collar for going on 10 Months in a few weeks she has
seen allot of collars come and go and at times the slaves were hurt and
others they were happy.
The Masters too were also
displeased that they had placed a collar on a slave to have it removed
a few weeks/months later. So it was a two way street,, Ok ma^ri buys that,,
but what gets her is that we are slaves right? ma^ri's not saying that
when a Master released his slave it was wrong for him to do or even for
her to ask for release.
What ma^ri wants to know/understand
is THIS!
If you are a slave and you
are released for what ever the reason is and you "Love" your Master why
in god's name {and the priest kings for that matter} would you want to
do anything to hurt him,, ma^ri has thought about this for a reason,, Here
as of late ma^ri has had the chance to get to know a few people "better"
than she had. Master and slave alike. One of the two ma^ri has known
for a while and has fallen into his charms and become very close to him
and has "turned" to him for support and comfort when she was very unsure
about what she should do,,, He knows all of ma^ri's secrets and has always
helped her in a time of need.. And NEVER once has he tried to use his role
as "Master" to take advantage of ma^ri... Which shows this slave he is
a man she has no trouble calling "Master". He is very caring understanding
but strict when need be and not worried about showing a slave how she
has erred and at the same time very loving when need be. Not just to certain
slaves but to everyone. ma^ri thought everyone liked this Master and has
never heard a bad word about him. And to this day she hasn't.
Now mind you he had a slave
when ma^ri met him and she got to know this slave to,,,,, though ma^ri
isn't one to see anyone unhappy she knows that a Master does what he will
want to do and that's the end of the subject. Well a few weeks ago this
Master released her for personal reasons which, one ma^ri wont go into
{since she doesn't know the exact reasons} and two its not anyone's but
Master and his slave to know why she was released.
But then again it is his
slave's right to tell everyone what happen as long as she TELLS the truth
and in ma^ri's eyes shows her devotion to the submission she once surrendered
to him,,,,,,,,
A few days ago this Master
collared a sister slave of ma^ri's. Yes honestly it was no surprise to
ma^ri that it happen {always thought they looked good together} but then
again ma^ri looks to see that if a Master wants more than one slave he
will have what he wants. So ma^ri was actually expecting this Master's
other slave to have a chain sister....
Though his slave now had
nothing to do with the release of his first slave she has had nothing but
heart ache since she took her Master's collar.. She has been told off/dragged
through the mud/made to look like she lied/stole him and has done something
wrong when all she is doing is trying to make her Master happy by gracing
her lovely neck with his collar.
Now being a slave.. and
yes all female ma^ri can honestly understand the hurt anyone that is released
feels,,,Being it cause you wanted it or not. ma^ri has been released once
for a stupid mistake on her part and balled for days afterwards... And
still to this day thinks of him once in a while. Have also been released
as she had asked for it cause for what ever reason it wasn't working. Been
there done that more than once and not proud of it at all,,,, But as a
slave that honestly "LOVED" her Master ma^ri knows that she has no right
to try to make him unhappy. She was his slave and when she told her Master
she loved him with all of her slave heart she meant it,,,
Yes she wanted to make him
suffer, to hurt like she was when she was released and not wanting to be,
and she did things out of anger anyone would/does,, But she is smart enough
to know that she is wrong and that her action wouldn't get him back but
more so push him away and prove that he was right to release a selfish
creature.
In a slave's opinion be
it worth "much" she's sure some will say,,,, As a slave you have NO right
to go about irc/real life saying anything about what your Master does...
And to boot make it look like the reason isn't the Master's fault but the
slave/slaves he decides to collar. ESP if you put a collar about your neck
before he collars another slave.
Yes this is a fact of life
ma^ri is sure but come on,,, As she believes with her heart,,,,,,,,,,,
IT IS NOT YOUR RIGHT! You took a collar and when you did you promised your
love and devotion to your Master for always. KNOWING full well that he
may "toss" you aside on any given day for any given reason. Deep down you
prayed that would not happen and something went terribly wrong,, ma^ri
is sorry but that's the facts of life.. Nothing is forever, but your promise
of devotion and honor can be,,
So would you tell this "slave"
that promised her heart soul and mind to her Master ten months ago why
in a "real" slave's heart would ANY one want to hurt/scar someone that
they loved just to give them self a bit of pleasure?
That's not a slave. That
to ma^ri is ALL Selfishness,, She would never have had any devotion for
her Master no love no respect no concern No honor for him and she never
did.
A slave surrenders her soul
to her Master and once it is taken and she is collared she is his forever
and always.. If something goes wrong it hurts yes,,, But as a slave within
her heart, her first concern should and would be of that.. Her Master.
Yes ma^ri hears you saying
but its not that easy,, But it is,,, don't take something from someone
without knowing your facts first and more so yourself first... Master Telnius
is my Master in the truest sense of the word, ma^ri would give up her world
for him,, No not go and jump off a bridge or anything,, But she knows if
he decides that she isn't going to remain in his collar she will be crushed
angry hurt resentful and down right pissed probably,,,, But she does know
one thing,,,,,,,,,, She gave her devotion to him May 8 1997 and collared
her in real life in Dec 12 1997. She will honor her collar by making it
clear to everyone else that it was his wish to release his slave and though
she's not happy she holds no grudges and wishes him the warmest and happiest
with another slave if he re-collars.
And if for some reason {knock
on wood} ma^ri ever asked for release she will not go about telling everyone
anything but that things didn't work and she wishes much happiness
for him and what he chooses to do.
Cause to ma^ri that is what
a slave is,, Someone that takes her submission with her through the good
bad and ugly times, not just when she is happy with what she gets out of
the relationship.. For this is about her "Master" not her..............
And the worst part about
all this is not just the slave he releases has to pay but the slave he
collars For then she suffers as well while, all she's doing is what her
heart tells her,, Please her Master. For the slave's of other's get involved
in a situation where they have no "right" for it is not them that was released..
They do not "Know" the facts,,,, And until they "Hear" both sides of the
story {which ma^ri is sure doesn't ever happen} How can a slave judge a
Master's decision? Better yet from a slave's point of view. Why would you
want a sister slave to hurt when she is supposed to be happy within in
her collar like you are?????
So would someone please
explain to ma^ri how why and when and where as a slave you have the right
to interfere with another Master and his ex slave/new slave. The right
to judge when you do not know the facts. The right to call someone a liar
based on one side of the story. The right to tarnish a victim's collar
cause someone is angry and hurt. How can you say that deep within your
heart and soul you HONOR "your" Master's collar by doing any of the above.
You can't the only way for
a slave to truly honor her Master's collar being it a channel , Personal
or real life is to support the person you wish but at the same time remember
your place,, You are slave and as a slave you have no right to jump in
and place in your two cent worth where you do not need to. As for the slave
being released be it her wish or her Master's you took a collar,, Even
though you don't wear it now, remember your honor is at stake as
well as the honor of your Master's,,, You submitted to this man, you loved
him with your heart mind and soul,, If you were/are his slave be it cyber
real life that will never change in your heat and that there is enough
to make sure that you don't want to hurt/displease him now that you are
free/released.
Remember Honor is only something
you can give. And to give it only when you are happy isn't being a slave
but a monster that finds pleasure in hurting others when they hurt or just
for the joy of the attention.
Stop and think about what
you offer,, though irc is a 13 inch monitor and a keyboard and you may
turn it off and have the laugh and pleasures when you hurt someone,, It
actually shows everyone else what kind of person/monster you are.
It also is a way to make
friends and support for when you need it and to show others you are a kind/caring
person that if and when they need a shoulder to lean on they can turn to
you knowing that you will not betray their friendship when you are tired
of playing..
Irc submission is hard and
even harder to tell the players from the ones that find pure happiness
here,, But it boils down to you and your word, and here your word is
your Honor, without that you are nothing,, Not a slave not a Master not
a person on the other side of the screen that has no heart,, But a monster
with nothing to give and will be seen one day. For as ma^ri said it is
part of life to lose something you love but also because people, your monster
can't stayed locked up for always. It needs out and one day it will come
and when it does then you will wish you had the honor of your friends and
your Master's love that you had at one time.
A collor can be removed
with a turn of a key,, you word of submission and devotion can never change.
If you are slave you will always wish to please your Master and that is
what submission is about.
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