ma^ri{Tel}
Guess ma^ri should explain how she got here. You see a yr. ago this girl started messing around online.. ma^ri was already a internet freak,, she love talking to people and even more talking about BDSM.
This slave was running a channel on undernet, ma^ri was a switch there,, but mainly a Domme. Though this one had a very submissive side she didn't trust just anyone. While running her channel ma^ri had learned of a so called world called Gor. This slave is like most female's she's nosey {soft smiles} and had to know anything and everything she would hear about, Esp when people were coming into her channel saying that the gorean Master's were cruel, rude and abusive of their slaves. Well ma^ri is not one to make a judgment call on anyone without finding out the facts first. So MizM {ma^ri's name then} decided to go "explore" this side of the net, so that she wouldn't have to worry about explaning to anyone {of why she was in Gor>, she drifted to dal net and started to play subby.. Well learning really fast that "subs" were not allowed on Gor , mizm went into "slave" mode.
After a while of messing around, She found it was actually something that felt "right", like when your missing something for so long and then all of a sudden you find it. It was like a feeling of relief was lifted and mizm was happy when she was in Gor. So mizm s decided to stay.. Taking a channel collar in a room on dal net and started her training there. Well something happen and mizm had to leave Gor. Not though it was what she wanted but she though hey what the heck,, its just role playing right? So Mizm went back to undernet and went on for a while.. Thinking that maybe she would be able to deal without Gor, Tho something deep inside of her kept telling the slave side to go back.
Fianlly one day after thinking about it carefully mizm went back to dal net.. Uncollared and untrained. She stumbled into a channel in which and was meet by a few nice people.. This time though mizm was out to find a Mistress,, Thinking since hey if your going to explore your slavery and was Bi it would be a good idea to explore both side's at the same time. Well mizm met a wonderful Mistress and talked to her in private for a while and even told her what this slave was actually looking for, though she's wasn't perceptive to the idea ma^ri wasn't to much into pushing it. mizm was worried about keeping Mistress as a friend more then anything else. ma^ri stayed for a while watching and serving {quiet badly at that}. During her stay there {yes mizm went back allot after her first day} This slave met Master Telnius. He was a nice Master.. Kind but understanding, strict but not overly,, He and her played with popups allot and talked even more in private. One day he told mizm to serve him and she finally had to tell him she wasn't a trained slave.. So he took time in private to help her "fine" tune her serve. Then had her repeat it in channel.... God mizm was so embarrassed but actually she did a good job, Master was Please. {soft smile}
Well a few days went by and one day mizm must have been in subby mood cause she took one of her popups and used it on Master Telnius,, Placing ice in his lap and getting cocky so to speak.. Mind you that her popups got used allot in gor, having used this popup often {plus many more} mizm was known for being the popup slave in gor {not really but close enough} Well Master didn't let her slide with it,, He punished her right then and there. Not by whipping the slave or anything like that. He had her get a bucket of ice, remove her silks and sit in it until it melted.. Good there was something about him that mizm actually forgot about wanting a Mistress and within a week of knowing him and being back in Gor mizm begged to have his collar.
After that ma^ri's whole world changed. Yes ma^ri will admit,, at first she was unsure if it would work out,, What if Master's slave wasn't able to please him? What if it turned out that ma^ri wasn't slave after all and that it was just a fantasy? Well ma^ri has to admit,, there have been days that she thought maybe this is to much maybe she should just give up her collar and go back to playing around,, Then she remember's what she told Master... ma^ri is yours to use and as a slave ma^ri can't make that choice {NOT that she want's to mind you} Master has owned this slave for going on eight month.. She was collared May 8th 1997. Just Master and his slave were there ,, A small and simple ceremony. Master allowed mizm to keep her name for a while.. but decided later that he likes ma^ri better {his slave has to agree she does too}
Master has started to control his slaves r/l as well as cyber. ma^ri hardly goes to undernet anymore and when she does its as Master's slave. Everyone knows who Master is and that this slave belongs to him heart, mind and soul. As for BDSM Channels ma^ri only goes into one really. That's the channel Master allowed his slave to have as a safe place to go when she's needs time to think. Or when she is working on remotes or popups for her mirc or Now {thanks to Master kindness} his mirc,, {converted Master from pirch to mirc {GIGGLES} ma^ri is so happy in her slavery to Master.. she is always in gor, or with a Gorean Master helping each with a problem with their mirc or such,,
Master and his slave have met in person,, and let ma^ri tell you if she could be there 24/7 now she would in a heart beat. And yes the experience was one of fear excitement and pleasure it was worth every minute and ma^ri can't wait to be there again!
ma^ri has many sister's in gor,, a few closer then other's as you would suspect. jenni{Rgnr} has helped this slave in many ways when she needed help. ma^ri thanks you for your kindness sis :)
Yea ma^ri knows she may not be the same as all of her sister's on Gor.. and even knows less of what a Gorean slave should know,, but ma^ri knows one thing....... She is doing what her heart tells her, and pleasing her Master {most of the time, no one is perfect} Out of the 8 months ma^ri has had her collar,, She can honestly say,, for displeasing Master royally,, Its only happen twice. Once early in our relationship and once about five months later. ma^ri is not out to be the best slave in Gor,, shes only out to to please her owner,,, After all thats what she is supposed to do right? Please her Master... and ma^ri will do that until Master decides he wishes another slave or that ma^ri needs to to be released what reason it may be for. ma^ri belongs to Master Telnius,,, real life and cyber both until he changes that.
Submission is a treasured gift.. Submission comes from the heart not fear, and if you can't agree,, then you are the one that suffers.. Forever enslaved to Master Telnius
And as we knows,, once a gift is given you have no right to ask for its return,,, Choose wisely when you surrender, and once you do remember,, its forever!
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The follow story is about as close as to what this slave will say a Gorean lifestyle would be. Tho it was not written for a gorean world it is the lifestyle this slave knows deep down is what she will live one day when her Master decides it time. This story is one that ma^ri has kept for yrs,, She found it long before she begged Master's collar.. Please take the time to read it when you can. Thank you.
Garden
created Dec 22 1997
ma^ri{Tel}