I once believed in all those lovely thoughts of peace and love
and that good things come to those that deserve it, but through
the course of time, I found out the hard way that life isn't like
that at all.
I tried over and over to stick with my beliefs of
everything happening for a reason and the infinity of karma but
nothing ever works like that.
Sh*t just happens.What can I say?
Sometimes the good guys win, but, most of the time it's the
bad ones who get away with it all.This not what I was told would
happen... I've tried long and hard to live by the rules and in
return, I haven't been blessed in the least bit. It's been one
big up hill climb. And it really pisses me off to see those lyin'
cheatin' bastards get away with it all AND get the best of the
goods.
What's the deal with this ? I know, no one said life would
be fair, but come on, this is way out of line ! How come it's the
bastards who get all the glory and joy while the meek and honest
ones lay in the dirt ? Why do things have to be this way ? What
do they expect me to do ? Wait until I die to have any joy ? This
is not what I'm living like this for, a ticket into heaven. I
hope that's not the only reason to live this way, or else I may
as well become a bastard too. I'm not gonna wait fifty years to
get any glory for being honest and true. I need something
now.
I'm sorry if I'm a bit impatient, but it's getting harder and
harder these days to be one of the few good people left. This
world seems to be going downhill faster than a locomotive and
when you're nice, you just become one of the speed bumps. This
place pretty much sucks, and I'm just trying to survive in it.
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