DREAMING

when i dream, i dream of unpleasent things

in my dreams you are not there

they feel like nightmares without you besides me

without you to hold me when im scared

without you to share the moments with

without you to comfort me when im disturbed

without you to help me relax

but sometimes these dreams...are dreams of you

in my arms, showing love that is true

but when i arise from my slumber

i long... i long to be with u

you seem so close,

yet again so far

why is my greatest fear my only love?

why has this dilemma befallen onto me?

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