We talked about things.i don't remember what.
It may come to me. It may not
We laughed, we had fun
I looked at her, I studied her.
But even now, i don't see her face
I don't see with my mind
But like i said, i looked at her.
I touched her, with my hand, caressed her face.
I presume we kissed. We held each other closely.
Again we talk. I easily told her that i like her.
Something i don't seem to be able to do in life.
In life, we have not exchanged a single breath, not a tender word.
Why do I think of this girl, when i am trying to remove her from my mind.
Why am i trying to forget this unseen girl?
Because she has, unknowingly, caused pain, in my heart and in my mind.
I can see her everyday but i choose not too.
She has caused me pain so i try to forget.
But still, she is there, haunting me , like a phantom.
I ask myself, "Is she pretty?""Is she smart?".
But i don't get an answer.
I wonder, dreamily, what could occur if I could talk.
And i'm no mute.
When I see her, i'm speechless.
When I dream of her, i'm vunerable.
I dreamt of a love so unbelivable.
i dreammt of her.
Too bad it was all a dream.