Leaving Me
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I can't believe it ends this way,
bottled emmmotions; flood what we say,
changing how we feel,
turning everything around,
leaving everything unreal.

And when I think about the choices,
that we made,
all the voices,
that tried to talked to me,
only whispered,
and never guided me,
but I don't blame them,
I blame myself,
for being blind in sight,
In complete darkness without a light.

I never understood,
just why I say all of this,
and why I'm lost,
and always forget,
and now I'm leaving you,
this is my fault,
or so I feel,
all we've been through,
questions unanswered,
I'll wonder why,
when you're leaving me,
goodbye...

Forget the sound of my voice,
leaving me,
wasn't my choice,
If I could change myself,
would it matter?
things wouldn't be the same,
if we have something left,
fix my open sore,
just a flesh wound right?
can't take this anymore!

With everything I tried,
I gave it my all, and you gave it nothing,
with all your fake feelings,
they never softened the blow,
but the truth is what shows.
Walking down a street,
holding hands,
fake again,
Into your eyes I would look,
I wasted all my time that I took,
fake again my dear godess,
Would I do it again? 
But for less pain?
you've got me there,
for it's been such a long time,
since I've lived with peace and rest.
and they say things will always work for the best.
But where's the best out of this?

What's wrong with me?
Something I can't see?
Is it so hidden, or am I blinded by what you wanted me to be.
But what's wrong with you?
Some things, you could never undo...

I am a damn fool for loving this.