Subject: EP> Smoky 1/1 Thanks to Teagan Riley (read My Dana, it's SO good),and my dear Ian Stuart Disclaimer: Fox Mulder, Dana Scully, CSM, and all that jazz are not my creations. They are all brainchildren of Chris Carter, and are the sole property of Ten Thirteen Productions and Fox Network. Any resemblance to any fanfic, living or dead, is purely coincidental. This fanfic contains no artificial colors or flavors. This fanfic is not a sufficient source of fiber. Keep this and all fanfic out of reach of children. Consult a physician before ingesting this fanfic if you are pregnant, nursing, or taking other fanfic. Rating: PG-13(violence/language) Summary: Angsty thriller(D.A.L. too).Scully is attacked and Mulder comes to her rescue. Significant badness ensues, and one or more characters may wind up dead. Spoilers: Er-not sure?Fight the Future The End, and Talitha Cumi. Write me if you find something bizarre? Comments?: e-mail me at emmy_riley@hotmail.com ***************** Smoky By Emmy Riley ***************** PART ONE: "Mulder!" the shuddering cry reverberated off his walls again. "Mulder, please, damnit - open the door!" He stumbled out of bed . /What the hell? Damnit, this better be good. I was just getting to the best part of that dream!/ Stiffly, a new joint cracking with every movement, he walked to the door and undid six of the seven locks. Before he touched the last, he breathed in, shook his head vigorously, and exhaled; still trying to compose himself after that dream. He had taken so long already that, as he reached for the chain lock, the yelp that was his name came once again from behind the door. Mulder pushed open the door, and instantly his eyes were assaulted by the vicious, piercing hall lights. He was so blinded that he didn't see the tiny redhead shivering in the hallway. Yet he knew she was there by the scent - /what is it damnit!?!/. Every time he saw her; every day for six years; and every night when they strolled out, his hand on the small of her back, he asked that question. It could only be described as the unbelievable sweetness of Scully. That sweetness now lingered in his hallway as he blinked against the light, and just seconds later, as his eyes began to focus, she fell into his arms, trembling and out of breath. Mechanically, his arms closed around her and pulled her into his apartment. He relaxed his grip as she sank onto the couch. Bloody - where he'd touched her, his arms were bloody! "Scully," it was the first word he'd said to her, "what? {clearing his fast-drying throat} What's wrong?" his voice trailed upward with anxiety. Those perfect eyes managed to rise upward from the carpet to Mulder's face. Six years of being mesmerized by those eyes had trained Mulder, he knew every possible expression they held - and though he could never sound their depths and drop anchor on the bed of Scully's soul, he could always find whatever message she sent to him through those perfect, clear blue windows. Now was one of those rare instances where he wished they hadn't been so clear, that he couldn't read what horrors rushed through her brain as she sat, rocking back and forth - the pace of his heart quickening as she rocked faster. He dropped to one knee, eye level with his partner. "Talk to me, Scully." Time number 589,533 that he'd said that. He was counting. He knew how many times he'd said her name, how many times he'd pressed her button on the speed dial, and how many times she'd smiled because of something he said. He added another one to the last figure as she laughed her "he always says that" laugh, except without the sarcastic tenderness she usually infused it with; he saw that she couldn't play any games with him tonight. "Talk to me," he gave an anxious flick of his wrist to let her know just how urgent the sound of that confident, trusting, familiar voice was to him. "Oh, Mulder?" that was not the voice he had wanted; that voice broke in pain and shock. What had happened to bring this husk of his Scully, this pathetic torn fragment of a shaky little girl, to his door at three in the morning? Then she did it - what he loathed more than anything, what made him forget everything from Samantha to the Consortium, what made him rage against a world in which she wasn't perpetually happy - she cried. He saw the tear roll down her right cheek. It dropped off the crest of her chin, seeping into the oversized gray trenchcoat she was wrapped in, leaving a small red circle. Red? Mulder traced it's path back up her cheek to where her hair covered her right eye. Pushing back the strawberry locks with the back of his hand, he saw where the tear had gotten its dye. From the beautiful red hair next to her ear almost to the corner of her eye was a hair-thin slit, and out of it Scully's blood was just beginning to drip. This wound was so recent Mulder could almost see it happening: whatever it was that had harmed her, it had taken a penknife, for the cut was too thin and jagged to have been from regular knife, and had held his Scully as near as Mulder himself had dreamed of holding her,and had pressed it too her and slowly torn her precious face. It had touched her eyelashes?his eyelashes?it had held her neck?his neck?it had drawn her blood?his blood. Whatever it was, it was sacrilegious, for it had defamed the object of his worship?no sacrifice was too great to recompense that. Scully's eyes met his again as he touched her face. "I was in my apartment?and I was almost asleep?and the door?" her breathing accelerated, trying to get past the words which caught in her throat, "and he?I couldn't get to my gun?and I kicked and screamed but I?but I couldn't get away?and I got cut?and I couldn't figure out where I was?and I?and then I got to your street?and?and I ran up here as fast as I could, and?" As panic began to seep into her recollections her speech became faster and more hysterical. Mulder had gathered enough, and could hear her control slipping away with every "and". He couldn't bear to watch her crack, so he told her to just rest while he looked at her wounds. First aid kit in hand, Mulder began looking her over. He started with her hands - barring himself against all emotion, trying with all his conscious effort to be distant and only cursorily curious, he took stock of three broken fingers on the left hand and some damage to the right wrist. Forearms - a few bruises, nothing much; her feet and calves in the same condition. He tended very gingerly to the cut on her face, scowling as his antiseptic stung her. With a little embarrassment, Mulder ran his fingers through her hair checking for bumps and lacerations on her scalp. The dream she'd awakened him from had started like that, Mulder recalled, as the counted four - no - five distinct lumps on her scull. This was no dream. Mulder found himself at an impasse - he'd checked all of her that was visible. But he was sure that she was injured beneath that coat. He glanced at her bare, smooth collar-bone and the bit of her thigh which the coat couldn't vale, and he instantly felt unspeakably predatory. She was naked, or far too near to it, under that coat, and he had to ask her to remove it! "Scully, I'm, um, I'm gonna have to check the, um, rest of you," he mumbled, completely embarrassed and reduced to age 12. Without a flicker of the shocked, frightened hesitation Mulder so dreaded, Scully rolled her shoulders, working the coat off of them with each slide of her skin beneath the fabric. She winced with the pain of the motion and once again the bitterly ironic similarity, and the ever-present contrast, between this nightmare and his dream struck him. Scully in his apartment in the middle of the night in just a coat, stripping while he watched,him surveying her from top to bottom - it sounded like a sick contortion of that dream. Despite his best efforts to control his imagination, he couldn't help but think about what was under that coat which was now slipping off a pair of iridescent shoulders. Far from fantasizing, his mind's eye began to hypothesize on bullet holes, stab wounds, exposed bone. What he saw as the coat hit the couch was worse than any of the injuries he had imagined. He was paralyzed for a moment as he surveyed her back. They weren't stab wounds exactly?they were?flays: that was the word he had been searching for, gruesome, deep, jagged slits. Two rows of horizontal cuts, about a hand length each, marred the soft white skin with deep red. Those colors brought back still more of the dream: they were the colors of the roses he had brought her in it. It wasn't supposed to be like this, he raged, she wasn't supposed to be in pain, nothing was supposed to be allowed to hurt her! Mulder was suddenly overcome by the desire to break something... preferably the head of whoever had hurt Scully. He clenched his fists and gritted his teeth, his mind blazing with sulphurous curses and thoughts of the most slow and agonizing ways to kill someone. Still, though, while rage rose hot within him, without he was even more tender to her. He left her for just a moment and returned with one of his under-shirts, with which he began to clean the blood off her diced back. Once he had cleaned and dressed the flays as best he could, Mulder went to get one of his New York Nicks shirts and came back. He turned Scully back around facing front and slipped the shirt over her head as she drew her arms through the short sleeves. Now again the dream, this time the end of it, came back to haunt him. She looked as sexy as he'd imagined in his shirt, but the events which had led to her wearing it in his dream had been much more pleasant. He had no idea what he was going to do, but he knew that he had to do something, anything - it was too much to sit there powerless. Still staring at Scully, he stood and put on his shoes, then grabbed his gun. "In case they come back?" he said, handing it to her, then he added "Lock the door behind me." "Where are you going?" she whimpered, her voice shaking and wavering in time with the remnants of his sanity. "To find them," his voice was resolute. She stood and took his hand rapidly, "Mulder, I need to know that you'll come back to me." "Don't worry, Scully - I promise I'll be back. I just have to find them - I can't let them ruin everything I care about - my father, Sam?.you. They're trying to destroy us so we won't find and expose the truth. Scully, we're the last hope for the truth: you and I?together." His hands has rested on her upper arms in his typical gesture of confidence and camaraderie, but now they entwined and pulled her to him. One hand stroked the satiny back of her head, the other wrapped around her lower back, barely touching it to avoid the lacerations. With the air of a lost soul regarding its guardian angel, Scully gazed upward into Mulder's eyes - into Mulder's core. As he looked at her, Mulder felt that sensation which he so longed for and so seldom found: trust. He could feel her feeding it to him through her eyes, and for a rare moment the starved vacuum which made up so much of his existence was filled. Her trust in him, flawed as he was, was implicit, and he wished to reciprocate. He had to give her some answer to the faith with which she looked on him; he had to give himself to her as she gave herself to him. He closed the distance between them and within them as his lips touched hers with a fleeting, but tender pressure. Mulder held her close to him, even after the kiss had ended. As her cheek rested gently against his chest, his arms formed a warm and tender fortress about her. He moved his hand to touch her cheek gently, but as he did, his arm brushed the nape of her neck. Her flinch and yelp made Mulder pause mid-motion and part the hair which covered her neck. What he saw beneath that cover of red silk brought first shock, then dread, then fury mingled with pain. In a barely audible voice, Mulder hoarsely whispered, "Oh God.": A cigarette burn. PART TWO: The taunt-pulled bow had snapped, and Mulder shot out of the apartment in a fury. He stopped outside his door to listen as Scully clicked all seven locks into place. Then he dashed down the stairs, too impatient to wait for the elevator. "Fucking son of a bitch! Cancer won't have a chance to kill him - I'll do it first. That bastard - I'll break every one of his fingers that touched her. He branded her like cattle! He's a dead man," Mulder's thoughts boiled. Still in just his green boxers and white undershirt, Mulder raced through the parking garage to his blue Ford. With no regard for traffic, Mulder shot out of the garage like a bat out of hell onto Clarendon Avenue. He had to remind himself not to take his rage out on the gas pedal as he sped toward Wilson Boulevard. This asshole could be anywhere in the city, and the daunting task of finding this carcinogenic needle in the haystack suddenly struck Mulder. As he turned from Lynn Street onto the Francis Scott Key Bridge he saw the lights of Georgetown dim in the distance. What if he couldn't find him? What if the scumbag got away with doing this? How could Mulder live with himself knowing that not only had he not been able to protect her, but he could not avenge her either? Tears of frustration at his own limitations darted into Mulder's eyes. He was embarrassed by this betrayal of his cool exterior - even in private, he preferred not to acknowledge his emotions, even the most powerful ones. But now he was overwhelmed by the events of the evening, and all his strength couldn't restrain his tears. They stung his eyes and raced hot down his face as he turned off of the bridge onto M Street and then onto Wisconsin Avenue. He didn't go to Scully's apartment often, but he could drive the route in his sleep. He looked around him: all the people of Georgetown were sleeping peacefully, unaware that the world was crumbling. As he turned onto P St., he saw through his tear-blurred vision St. Katherine's, and the image of Scully sitting on his couch returned more vivid than before. "Wait," Mulder thought as he remembered every particular of Scully in his mind's eye, "Did she have it on?". He thought harder - there wasn't a single strand of bright red hair on her head nor an expression of those startling blue eyes that he couldn't recall - yet why couldn't he remember her cross? Surely she was wearing it: she always wore it, didn't she? These thoughts were abruptly snapped as he turned from 36th Street onto N street and pulled up near her apartment. Nothing - all around was silent and desolate to an untrained eye. But Mulder knew what he was looking for - and there on the doorstop of Scully's apartment door was the sign for which he searched. The negligently cast aside cigarette butt was all too familiar- it was a Morley. It was possibly even the one that had burned her, Mulder knew. First a wish, then a resolve formed in his head now: Mulder wanted to see that chimney-like son of a bitch die slowly, painfully, after suffering the same indignities that Scully had been subjected to. But first Mulder had to find him, and he decided to start in the city. Going back the way he came with a new sort of fiery dermination, like a lion protecting his pride, he traversed Prospect back to Wisconsin and picked up M Street. The picture of his frightened partner before his longing and angry eyes propelled him ever further into the hazy Washington night. "America the beautiful," Mulder sneered at the lustrous yet sordid White House as he passed. "It's you assholes who let people like him have power in this corrupt hellhole." He cut a sharp right onto 15th Street and almost without thinking turned onto F Street. Following his daily route, he took F to 9th and then to E Street. There is was, exactly as it looked every day: the FBI building. Mulder slowed down as he passed by where everyday he and Scully worked in concert for the truth. He took note of one of the only cars on the near-empty street: a gray sedan. A mechanical squeak of brakes shattered the quiet night as Mulder saw the man who was walking away from that sedan reach into his jacket pocket and pull out a cigarette. PART THREE: With a few deft movements Mulder curbed the car, turned it off, and leapt out like an animal on the kill. With eyes centered on his desired prey, Mulder followed the cigarette smoking man inside the door. Somehow this bastard knew the key-code. Down the stairs, further and further, Mulder followed the illusive and treacherous man. He was being led to what remained of his own office, he knew, and yet he followed still. They were there in a moment: Mulder was standing face to face with the man who he wanted to kill more than anything in the world. He lunged toward the evil, dark man, but was stopped short by the gun that was pulled on him. "I wouldn't do that if I were you, Mr. Mulder," the haggard old man hissed. He pulled out another cigarette and lit it with his free hand. "You know, Agent," he said as he motioned to the charred remnants of the office, "careless cigarettes are a leading cause of fire. Too bad they don't just burn offices?a pity to scorch such lovely skin isn't it, Agent Mulder?" Ire nearly overcame Mulder. "I'm gonna kill you, you son-of-a-bitch!" "I don't think you're in any position to do that, Mulder. Actually, it's quite the contrary: I'm here to kill you. Looks like you're going to have to disappoint Dana again?" Mulder shuddered at that sacred name coming out of those demonic lips. It was the ultimate blasphemy. The Cancer Man noted this. "Yes, I call her Dana, Mulder. I think we're on a first name basis, after all we've been through," he said with a suggestive leer. "Not that you would understand that: you're relationship with her is, of course, purely professional." He laughed a hollow, mocking laugh, devoid of mirth, as Mulder bored down on him. The black lunged son of a bitch nonchalantly took a drag off his Morley and said "Mulder, You amaze me," looking far from amazed. "You spend every day with a beautiful, intelligent, sexy woman who you love and who loves you, and yet you've never even made a pass at her?well, except for that little incident in your hallway a few weeks ago. I was terribly sorry to have been the cause of the interruption, but business must be conducted regardless of who's tongue is in who's mouth." "Whose business?" Mulder asked, ignoring the last jab. "You know: the Consortium, the evil force, 'them'," he said making mocking air-quotes with his hands. "Who are they??? Why do you perpetuate their lies???!!! Why do you do this to us?to her!!!??? "Why not?" The bastard said smugly. "Mulder, my work is just that: work. It's not for pleasure or thrill anymore. This used to be a passion for me - like your work is for you - but you must remember, Agent Mulder, I don't have a partner to cling to?" "Is that why you're doing this? Are you jealous of us?" "Yes, I am jealous of what you have with Scully - I used to have that kind of trust?and love," he said with a twinge of sorrow. Then he rapidly jerked his mind out of it's faded memories and said harshly, "But, Mulder, that has nothing to do with why I'm doing this: I'm just following orders." "Orders to do what exactly?" "To kill you? and Agent Scully if necessary. I thought hurting her would be the best way to drive you into a rage?and make you reckless. Obviously, I was right. How do you think she got all the way to your apartment? I was the one who dropped her off on your block. I had planned to follow her to your apartment and kill you, because I thought you would be off your guard with her there. Things didn't go exactly as I planned: Scully kicks harder than I had expected, and by the time I recovered from one of her blows to the head, she was already inside your apartment. She wasn't supposed to get away, but that little mistake will soon be rectified. Now, Mulder, would you like to go see your partner one last time?" Mulder's breath stopped. "One last time?" he murmured. "Call her - go ahead." The Cancer Man pulled out both a cell phone and a cigarette with his left hand and lit up. He extended the cell phone to Mulder. Mulder's anxiety, his terror for Scully, almost locked his arm at his side - but his heart, which was beating like a soldier's drum in the base of his throat, seemed to reach for the phone of it's own free will. That heart knew that the phone was its lifeline to Scully; it's only contact with its true home. 555-0199, his own number, he dialed. It rang three times, each ring a blow of the battering ram against the wall of hope Mulder had constructed around himself. Then a blessed click! "Scully?" he asked frantically. "Mulder?smoke? locks stuck? can't get out! Help!" her voice broke in a violent cough. "Scully, I'm coming. I'll get you out. Just hold on," he called to her. No response. Frustrated, Mulder slammed the phone closed. "Let's go, Mulder." He put out one Morley and lit another. "Why are you taking me to her if you're supposed to kill her?" "I'll give you a chance to get her out? if you can. You are the one I'm really after - and, despite my orders, we go back a long way, Fox, and I'm willing to grant you this one favor." "Why?" Mulder grated. "Let's just say I've never been able to forgive myself for Ruth's stroke. I wanted to thank you for saving her. I feel responsible for hurting one of the few women you, or for that matter, I, care about, so now I'm giving you the opportunity to save the other one. Before I carry out orders, I need to even out our score." "Then you'll kill me?" "Yes. And possibly Scully as well, if she causes too much trouble, but wouldn't you rather give her at least a chance of survival?and an opportunity to say goodbye?" he said with a smile of diffuse evil. Mulder's own life seemed, to him, a trivial concept. The alpha and omega of existence centered around a frightened, injured woman in his apartment, who was close to death. If he couldn't save her, he didn't want to live - and if he could, his life had been worthwhile. "Let's go," Mulder concluded. Cancerman led Mulder to up the stairs and out of the building, gun at Mulder's back, onto E street. The gray sedan was parked there, and the old man pointed Mulder to it and said, "Get in the driver's seat." Mulder dove into the car, heedless of the mortal danger he was incurring in doing so. His captor slowly entered by the passenger side, taking care to keep the gun pointed at Mulder all the while. As soon as Mulder started to drive, a thought occurred to him, "What's your name?" he asked. "I can't tell you," the man replied quietly. "You're going to kill me anyway?" Mulder coaxed. "Just drive, Agent," the Cancerman said. Mulder noticed the hardness in his voice, and knew that he was withdrawing into a shell of seeming disinterest and evil. "Why do you care if I know? In an hour I'll be dead." "Alright," he said, annoyed. "My name is Stewart ." Somehow that seemed disconcerting. Mulder couldn't figure out what he'd expected, but "Stewart" seemed far to innocuous to be the name of such a monster. Still, he pressed on toward the truth, "Stewart what?" "None of your fucking business, Mulder. Shut up and drive before your partner becomes fuel," he hissed, withdrawing ever further. As the car sped down the dark streets, a light went on in Mulder's head. "Stewart Mulder, isn't it?" Astonished, Mr. Stewart Fox Mulder stared wide-eyed at Mr. Fox William Mulder, "Yes - how did you know?" Mulder couldn't respond, he barely managed a mere shrugged. Wave after wave of recollection crashed over him - recollections of Thanksgivings with his crazy great aunt Lorraine and her stories of infamous Mulder-family Scandals, recollections of her ramblings about "Stewart, the black sheep", recollections of the intricately constructed hell that was his family. "Well, Fox," he said with icy harness, "I'm sorry to have to shatter another aspect of your narrowly informed world, but now you know. I'm your half-uncle. Your grandfather Jim was my father. My mother was a woman he met right after the war." Mulder's head was reeling, and he was barely still able to control the confusion which, monster-like, was seeping in from all directions. He shook his head against the memories, and the car swerved far too near an oncoming vehicle. Stewart Mulder grabbed the wheel, and set it aright. The old man seemed little concerned with their narrow brush with a head on collision, but the younger Mulder could help but breathe rapidly and make an effort to recompose himself. But there was still too much to process - Scully, the new Mr. Mulder, his own impending death?it was all a vice pressing at Mulder's head from the left and the right. There was one more question he had to ask, though, before he could die. "What happened to Sam?" "I'm getting quite tired of answering your questions, Fox," he growled. "And we're almost there." They were. Mulder had just turned off of Nash Street onto Clarendon Avenue. His apartment was two blocks away. Those two blocks stretched endlessly before him, an ocean of asphalt separating him from Scully. Finally, he pulled up at the curb of his apartment building, sending the front left wheel up onto it. The two Mr. Mulder's jumped out of the sedan, the elder still carrying his gun. The building, Mulder noted, looked much as it always had. "Where's the fire?" the younger Mulder said. "It hasn't spread yet. It's under control, but your floor, I assure you, is filled with smoke. The whole building will go up in about 5 minutes. You know, Mulder, you made this all so easy," he hissed, his malice rising as he removed himself still further from emotional contact with Mulder. "Your paranoia, all those locks of yours: when I went up right after you left to melt the locks in place, I hadn't expected it to be that easy. You turned what could have been a little weak rivet of one lock into an unbreakable seal of seven. I greatly appreciate your help in sealing her tomb. Now, go on, Agent Mulder. Save her, if you can - or at least get her body out," an evil, daring flicker crossing his eyes as he spoke. Mulder looked at him, trying to rationally assess what this bastard's real motives were for allowing him this opportunity. Rationality floundered as the smell of smoke increased, sending Mulder's thoughts spiraling around images of Scully making a coffin of his apartment. Hoping to derail that train of though, Mulder turned on his heels and, sucking in a lung-expanding gasp of clean air, rushed into his building in search of hope. He was expecting to be berated by smoke and heat as soon as he opened the door, but everything about the first floor was just as it ever was. As he climbed the stairs three at a time, the air began to prick his eyes and dry his lips. Breathing was getting harder, but the words "Mulder?smoke?can't get out," made oxygen seem superfluous. Mulder never prayed. Everything he was had always revolted against it, but now he knew that, if there was a God, he needed Him now. Almost without being aware of himself, he found himself saying, "Oh, God?please let her be alright?please, God?don't take away the only good thing in this world just because I'm not good enough to stop this. Please take me, not her? she can't die?she just can't?what's the point of the world if she's not in it?" Six: his floor. Flames lashed out from the end of the hall; smoke obscured Mulder's senses. He made his way through the thick, stinging air to his door. Half of him was too terrified to kick open his blowtorch-scorched door, half of him was too terrified not too. The latter half won, and the door gave way beneath his foot. Smoke billowed out, revealing a small, red-headed heap beside the couch. Still praying, he ran to her and gathered her up in his arms. He took from her frail fingers his gun which he had left with her. His frantic pleas to her God reminded him of the cross which he hadn't been able to remember seeing. As he picked her up and carried her out of the apartment, he looked at her neck, but saw no glint of gold. He also saw no sign of breath moving through that soft, slender trachea or of any pulse stirring that ivory skin. Just then he thought he saw her eye move slightly, and hope revived within him. "Oh God, let her live - please let her live?" he repeated over and over as he carried her down four, five, six flights of stairs. Then he was out the door and the air was clearer and cooler. He laid her down gently and searched her neck frantically for the necklace as he found her low-throbbing pulse . "Looking for this, Fox?" Stewart Mulder hissed. Mulder looked up from his unconscious partner and saw before him a blackened, gnarled hand extended toward him holding a tiny golden cross. Mulder snatched the cross from the malevolent bastards grasp and tenderly placed it on Scully's collarbone, lightly caressing her alabaster neck as he did so. Mulder's eyes blazed and more than ever he wanted to kill this man. He leapt up, gun in hand, and aimed it straight at his captor. "So this is the end, Agent Mulder," he said, with a hint of regret, cocking his gun. "Yes, the end," Mulder replied, repeating the action with his own gun. The sound of the shot was masked by the approaching sirens. A tall dark man fell in a crumpled heap as a gray sedan sped away into the smoky dawn.