Date: 20 Sep 1998 22:07:01 GMT Subject: "Fighting for the Future" (1/3) by Verbal FIGHTING FOR THE FUTURE AN X-FILES ROMANTIC ADVENTURE BY VERBAL RATING: PG 13 for language CATEGORY: SRA KEYWORDS: MSR, Flickfic DISCLAIMER: Chris Carter and FOX own "The X-Files", Mulder and Scully, Mrs. Mulder, and Mrs. Scully. No copyright infringement is intended and no profit is being made. SUMMARY: Missing scenes from the Movie - After Mulder and Scully make it off the ice and into a hospital, Mrs. Mulder appears, causing a turning point in their relationship. AUTHOR'S NOTES: I wrote this AGES ago, right after my fourth viewing of the Movie in fact, but it took a while to get my beautiful new notebook safely ensconced in my dorm room, so I'm only now getting it typed and sent out... anyway, this is dedicated to everyone who has ever written a scene between Mrs. Mulder and her son. It's a lot harder than it looks. Also, the opening scenes are the longest segment of pure prose I have ever written in fanfic. I'm so proud of myself for resisting the dialogue urge! Fighting for the Future After Mulder regained his strength he realized that Scully was holding him on her lap, her body bent over him protectively. He sat up, seeing now that Scully was unconscious, and picked her up in his arms. He had to make it to shelter; he had come all this way to save his Scully and damned if he would give up now. He had seen some kind of building in the distance on his trek across the ice. Carrying Scully so far would be difficult, but he would find the strength, for her... for his Scully. He knew that if he stopped, they would both fall victim to hypothermia and die, so he mustered all his strength and, running purely on adrenaline and half the chocolate bar he had brought for Scully, he made it to that distant building. It appeared to be a research station. Not caring if it was occupied by aliens or Syndicate members, he pounded on the door. There was no response from within, so he kicked in the door and looked around. It was a very small facility with communications equipment and other hardware, and even some food. The place looked like it had been abandoned recently, perhaps by someone working on the alien ship. Mulder laid Scully down and got the heating system up and running, then looked around for blankets, praying that he could get her body temperature back up. She looked so pale; he was afraid he might not be able to revive her. He found two thick woolen blankets and a pillow, and bundled Scully up. She was breathing shallowly and her heart rate had slowed. Please, Scully, don't leave me, he prayed, stroking her damp red hair. He remembered another time, when she had tried to keep him warm. He had been flippant as always, suggesting that the best way to get warm was to crawl naked into a sleeping bag with someone who was already naked. She had laughed, and said that if it rained sleeping bags he might get lucky. That was the first time she had returned one of his jokes. He sighed as he looked down at her pale, still face. Visions of her in the pod, her face frozen in terror, assaulted him. How close he had come to losing her. He pushed the thoughts out of his mind and, although he was ready to drop, went to search for food and test the radio. He prayed that he could contact someone who could get them out of there. Scully couldn't survive for too long under these conditions. The radio seemed to be in working order, but he couldn't contact anyone. He set it to send a general distress signal, and went to search the kitchen area for food. There were a couple of cans of soup, some stale bread, an abundance of coffee, and a box of granola bars. At least they wouldn't starve, he reassured himself as he found a pan to heat the soup in. While that was cooking, he went to look in on Scully. She was asleep, curled up into a little ball, murmuring softly. He touched her cheek; her eyes fluttered open and she screamed. "No! Stop! Leave me alone! Please, stop!!" she cried, shrinking from him. "Scully, it's me. It's Mulder. It's all right, you're safe." He took her hands and calmed her, and when she seemed more rational and calm, he took her carefully in his arms, holding her and rocking her gently. "It's me, Scully. Mulder. I'm here; nobody's hurting you, sweetheart." Her eyes tried to focus more clearly, and she ran her fingers over his face, reading his features. "M... Molder?" she murmured thickly. "No, not Molder," she suddenly declared. "Fox. Your name is Fox." He was a little startled, but played along. "Yes. Fox. I'll take care of you, okay?" "Fox, they had me in their ship and they were poking me and... and touching me and they took all my clothes off and they took my cross, the cross Mom gave me and you brought to me in the hospital. I was so scared. They hurt me; I wanted you to come and make them stop." She began to cry. Mulder reached into his pocket, brought out her beloved cross, and fastened it around her neck. "Here, Scully. Here it is, honey. I saved it for you." "Oh, Fox, thank you." She looked momentarily perplexed. "Don't call me Scully. I'm Dana." "We usually call each other Mulder and Scully," he said softly. She scowled. "I don't like that. I like our real names, Fox." "Okay, Dana." His name sounded sweet in her lips, as hers did on his. He wiped away her tears. "I made us some soup. Are you hungry?" She nodded. "And cold." He would never forget her saying that one word when he freed her from the pod... "Cold." Right then and there he wanted to kill the monsters who had hurt her. "I'll get your soup; you rest." Reluctantly he let go of her long enough to pour the soup into two mugs and bring it to her. "It's too hot right now, you'll have to wait a minute," he said as she reached for one. She curled up against him, putting her arms around his waist. "I feel sick." "Sick how?" "Lightheaded, my body aches, my throat is sore." Whoa... no medical jargon. This was serious. "I know, precious one." He caressed her hair. "You need to wash your hair," he said lightly. "I know, I feel sticky all over." "When we get home, you'll have a long bath with bubbles and scented candles and soft music and anything else you want. And I'll put you to bed and... and sing to you and tell you stories, too, if you want." He gave her his cute-little-boy half-smile. She giggled a little. "I'd like that very much," she said. "Can I have my soup?" He gave her the fuller of the two mugs. "Eat it all. I have a surprise for you later." He smiled at the thought of the chocolate, and how delighted she would be with even half a bar. After they had finished their soup, Mulder produced the half-bar of Hershey's. As expected, Scully's face lit up like a candle. "Chocolate! Oh, Fox, where did you find it?" "Brought it with me. I had to eat half earlier to get us here; I had wanted to give you a whole bar," he said sheepishly. "This is enough, I only want a little now." She broke off a little piece of candy and savored it, licking every morsel from her fingertips. She smiled brilliantly at Mulder and squeezed his hand. "Thank you. For everything." "It's all in a day's work, Dana," he said modestly. "I'm tired; let's get some sleep." Scully held the blankets out to him and he crawled in, scooping her up in his arms and holding her close. She felt so secure with Mulder nearby; after their ordeal it was wonderful to feel safe again. They both slept soundly for a long time in their warm, cozy nest. Scully nuzzled into Mulder's shirt, clinging to him in her sleep. Mulder awoke before she did and sat stroking her hair. Finally Scully woke up. She was a bit disoriented, but once she realized where she was and whose arms were around her, she smiled. "Hi." "Hey, sweetheart," he said gently, kissing her forehead. "Feel okay?" "I still feel horrible, but I'm not as tired." He kissed her again. "You just lie here and let me take care of things. I'm going to try the radio again and call for help. I'll get us out of here, I promise." His attempts to contact civilization met with more success this time. He was able to get in touch with an Australian freighter, and within minutes he had relayed their coordinates and given other necessary information. He was assured that rescue helicopters would be dispatched immediately. Overjoyed, he returned to Scully to tell her the good news, but he found her unconscious, her head sagging, arms limp. He checked her pulse. Nothing! She wasn't breathing! "Scully?! Scully?!" He administered CPR and got her breathing again. "Scully, please. Please don't leave me. Please, please don't die," he sobbed. Carrying her with him, he got on the radio and called for help. "Please hurry, my girlfriend's sick. I've administered CPR twice in thirty-six hours. Please, I'm afraid she's dying!" Tears ran down his face as he held her close. There was nothing more he could do, though. Help was coming as fast as possible. He gathered Scully into his arms and held her, kissing her and stroking her hair and whispering to her, "My Scully... my Dana... my beautiful, beautiful Dana." "Girlfriend?" she whispered weakly. "Yes, beautiful. I promise I'll get you out of here. I swear I'll get you home, and make sure you get well, and take care of you. I'll never let this happen again, I swear. Never again." Tears rolled down his cheeks again as he looked down at Scully's perfect face, so reddened from the cold and pale underneath from sickness. She was so much more to him than just his girlfriend, or his partner, or his best friend. She was his soul mate, his true lifelong love. Their bond ran deeper than even he knew; all he really knew was that this little redhead was part of him and he couldn't bear to lose her. When he'd thought he was losing her as a partner it had nearly killed him; the thought of losing her altogether was more than he could bear. He had cried himself to sleep, holding Scully tight, by the time the rescue party arrived. He awoke to a man taking Scully from him. "Scully? No... no... don't take her! Don't take Scully away!" "It's all right, Agent Mulder," the man said. "She's going to be all right. We're taking you to the nearest hospital." "Be careful with her," Mulder begged as they were both loaded into the helicopter. "Calm down, sir. She'll be just fine." Mulder sat next to Scully, holding her hand. "We're safe, Scully. We'll be home soon." CONTINUED IN PART TWO They were flown to an Australian hospital where they were subjected to a full battery of tests. There was nothing to indicate that Scully had been exposed to any virus or any foreign agent at all. She and Mulder were diagnosed with hypothermia and, at his insistence, put in the same room. Scully slept most of the time, and on the few occasions she was awake, Mulder was asleep. Once, though, when he got up to sit by her, she opened her huge blue eyes and looked up at him. "Mulder," she rasped, reaching for him. "'Mulder'? I thought I was Fox now." "Huh?" "You asked me to use first names." "It must have been while we were... wherever we were. All I can remember is you giving me chocolate and hugging me and crying a lot." "You remember the important parts, then." He kissed her hand. "You can call me Fox if you want to," he said softly. "I like the way you say it." "Fox." She managed a small smile. "How are you feeling?" "Bad." "The doctor says when we're better we'll be transferred to Georgetown, but you aren't out of the woods yet. Soon, though. Won't it be nice to be where your mom can visit?" "Mom." Scully looked upset. "I want to see my mom. I want to go home." "Shh. We'll go home soon, Scully. Don't upset yourself." He touched her cheek. "You're getting your complexion back." He was delighted. "You have such pretty skin, you know? So soft and creamy and silky, with all those little freckles like gold dust. I love your skin... it always smells so nice," he said softly, kissing her cheek. "Your hair, too. I'm glad it's all washed and brushed and soft; I can stroke it and kiss it now." He did, and held her hand tighter. "Go back to sleep, Scully-angel. I'll sit here a while." Three weeks passed. Scully wanted to go home, but it was too risky until they were sure she was all right. Mulder sat beside her when he could, which was when the nurse didn't drag him back to bed and tell him to lie still. He talked to Scully a lot, and even though she was too weak to talk to him very much, her expression said more than any words could. She gazed adoringly at Mulder, holding his hand tight and wishing they weren't in the hospital. She loved all the attention and kisses from him, and when he was beside her she felt much better. She wanted that part of it to last forever. When the nurse showed Maggie Scully to their room, Mulder was asleep sitting in a chair, his head on the pillow next to Scully's. "I don't want to wake them," Mrs. Scully said. "They look so peaceful." His arm was lying across her waist. "Mr. Mulder shouldn't be sleeping in that chair." The nurse went to Mulder and shook him gently. "Mr. Mulder, you have a visitor." "Hmmm?" He looked up, brightening when he saw her. "Mrs. Scully!" "Fox." She embraced him warmly, kissed him on the cheek, and helped him get into bed again. "My dear, dear boy." "What are you doing here?" He smiled at her as she sat beside him. "I called your boss to ask where you were, and he told me. I couldn't wait to see if you and Dana would be all right. I hopped the very next plane. How do you feel?" She stroked his hair maternally. He sighed contentedly. Mrs. Scully was the mother he had always wanted - kind, affectionate, loving. "I'm doing better." "And Dana?" "She was awake for a little while earlier, but she mostly cried and asked for you. She's worse off than I am; they'd send me on to Georgetown but I insisted they let me stay with her." He looked over at her partner and smiled. "She's healing, though. And she's still beautiful." "You love her, don't you." He nodded. "And she loves you. She's told me so, but she's afraid to tell you. Give her time, though." She went over to her daughter and held her hand. "Should I wake her?" "I don't think it will hurt for a little while. She'll be so happy to see you." "Will your mother be coming, do you think?" Mulder shook his head. "She doesn't travel much since her stroke; not that she'd come anyway." "Poor darling." This clearly referred to Mulder, and not to his mother. Mrs. Scully squeezed her daughter's hand. "Dana? Dana, wake up." She stirred, and her eyes fluttered open. When they focused, Scully's entire face radiated happiness. "Mama!" "Yes, my baby," she said, hugging her daughter tight. "When I found out you were here I came right away. I was so worried." "I'll live, thanks to my hero." Scully smiled brilliantly at Mulder. "I want to go home, though. Will you take me home, Mom?" "You have to stay till you're better, DOCTOR Dana. You know that." Scully looked miserable. "I want to go home. I want to sleep in my own bed, with my own pillow and my Spooky." Mrs. Scully opened the large tote she was carrying and produced her daughter's toiletry kit. "I brought your toothbrush and things from home." Then she produced a life-sized plush fox. "And Spooky, too." "My Spooky," Scully sighed, hugging the toy. Mulder watched, bemused. "'Spooky'?" "Mom gave him to me after my first abduction," Scully explained, burrowing under the covers. "He's good luck." "I brought your things too, Fox." Mrs. Scully set his shaving kit, clothes, and underwear on the nightstand. "Your friend Mr. Byers let me into your apartment," she explained. "Byers?" "I told Mom to contact him in case of emergency," Scully explained, a bit stronger this time. "Here you are, sweetheart," Mrs. Scully said, giving Scully some clean underwear and a pair of pajamas. "For when you feel well enough to put them on." "Thanks." "I really should go; you need your rest, my darlings. I'll come back tomorrow." Mrs. Scully kissed her daughter and then Mulder. "I promise I'll stay longer tomorrow, but Dana should sleep. See that she stays quiet." "I will," Mulder promised, "Mom." When her mother was gone, Scully said, "I feel better already." "Because of your mom or because of Spooky?" Mulder teased. "Both." She was serious. "Having Spooky kept me from having nightmares after my abduction. I pretended he was my brave, strong Mulder and that he would protect me." She blushed a little. "It sounds silly and childish now, but on a dark, stormy night at three a.m. it helps." "Why didn't you ever call me to talk? I'm always up late." "Because I still felt I had to stay strong, and not break down in front of you." "You can always break down in front of me, and I'll always help you pick yourself up again." Scully got comfortable with her stuffed fox and yawned as much as her painful chapped skin allowed. "Thanks," she murmured as she dropped off. The next day Scully was much more alert for her mother's visit. She talked and was more animated, and explained briefly what she could of their adventure. Most of it she glossed over by saying it was FBI business, but her mother's curiosity was satisfied. Mulder spoke little; he just watched "his Scully," as he thought of her, becoming more and more lively. She was so beautiful and perfect to him. "Fox?" He looked up at the woman standing at the door in shock. Teena Mulder walked into the room, austerely dressed in gray silk and pearls. "Mom?" "My poor baby boy." She came to kiss his cheek and stroke his hair. "What are you doing here?" he croaked, his throat suddenly dry. "I couldn't let my son just lie in a hospital when he needs his mother. How are you, dear?" "Fine." "And your... partner?" "I'm fine," Scully said softly. Mrs. Mulder came over and mumbled something polite, and shook Mrs. Scully's hand. "Teena Mulder." "Maggie Scully." Mrs. Scully forced a smile. Something about Mrs. Mulder was wrong... she was cold, distant, almost cruel. "Dana honey, why don't I wheel you down to the atrium? Your nurse told me you need tome sun and fresh air." "Okay." She needed assistance to get into the wheelchair that her mother brought, but she sat up and looked strong as Mrs. Scully wheeled her out. When the women were gone, Mulder confronted his mother. "Cut the crap, Mom. What are you doing here?" CONCLUDED IN PART THREE "Fox, I don't know what you're talking about," she said, sitting down. "You never call or write or visit me when I'm sick, and I'm sure as hell not your 'baby boy.' Why are you here?" She sighed deeply. "Very well, Fox. I came to see you because I don't understand why you do such idiotic things sometimes." "Like what?" "Like running all over the globe chasing after that... that... woman." "Scully's my partner, and my friend, and, I hope, more than that someday." His blood pressure was rising. "You're not serious!" "Why not?" "Just look at the girl. She's obviously Irish; descended from farmers, no doubt." "What does that have to do with anything?" "My dear, just by looking at her and that dowdy mother of hers I can tell she's lower-middle class. Not suitable for you." "Since when does class have anything to do with anything?" "Fox, you're a Mulder. Your father worked for the State Department. Hers is probably a salesman or some such thing." "CAPTAIN Scully WAS in the Navy," Mulder said icily. "A Navy brat! You could do much, much better. Find a woman of your own class. That lovely Phoebe Green comes to mind..." "Phoebe Green is a cold, lying, manipulative bitch," he said. "From a very good family," his mother countered. "No matter her personality, she would be preferable to some fat, homely, red-haired Irish girl from the wrong side of the tracks." Mulder was near the boiling point. How dare anyone talk about his Scully like that?! "Dana is a beautiful woman. Beautiful! An... an angel." "'Dana.' What sort of name is 'Dana'?" his mother scoffed. "Who are you to judge people like Dana, and Mrs. Scully? They are both kind, compassionate, loving women... something you wouldn't know about. The Scully women are strong, and intelligent, and honest, and respectable, and I'm proud to know them. They care about me for who I am; they accept me, and they take care of me. Both of them. They're both a hell of a lot more civilized than you or Phoebe could ever hope to be. Mrs. Scully has been a mother to me when I needed one; a real mother. I love Dana, and I want to be with her for the rest of my life. I want to marry her. I want to raise a family with her. If you're so bigoted that you can't accept my Dana or her family, then I want you out of my life." He sat up straighter, glaring venomously at her. "Just for the record, neither Dana nor her mother is, has been, or ever will be 'homely' or 'dowdy.' They are both beautiful. They're beautiful inside, too... but that's something you wouldn't know about." Mrs. Mulder stood, too shocked to even speak, and stormed out the door, breezing past the Scullys, muttering something about "peasant women." Mrs. Scully pushed Scully's wheelchair back into the room. Mulder was sitting in bed with tears streaming down his face. "Oh, Fox..." "Mulder? Are you okay?" Scully took his hand. "She... she called you homely, Scully," he said with the air of a confused little boy. He couldn't fathom how anyone could consider Dana Scully unattractive. "She called my beautiful Scully homely." He stroked her hair. "We heard, Fox. Dana had a horrible dizzy spell half way down the hall, and I was bringing her back. Forgive us for eavesdropping, but we didn't want to interrupt." "What did you hear?" "We came in on the bit about Phoebe being better for you than Dana." Mrs. Scully scowled. "A likely story." "You know about her?" "Dana told me all about her." She sat on the bed beside him and hugged him close. "What you said about us was so beautiful. Thank you, Fox... I would be proud to call you my son." "Mulder?" Scully asked softly, squeezing his hand. "Hmmm?" "Did you mean what you said about loving me?" "Every word." She held his hand to her cheek. "I love you, too." Mrs. Scully kissed him and cuddled him and generally mothered him. "My sweet little boy. You really are like a son to me. Charlie never visits or calls and Bill and I never talk anymore, since he treated Dana so abominably at Christmas. I need a son and you need a mother." She smiled a little. "Even before I met you, Dana told me all about you. I had this impression of you as a sweet young man who has had too many tragedies in his life and needs someone to love him. I was right... when I met you, you looked so lost without my Dana." Scully's cheek rested on Mulder's arm and she sighed deeply. She wanted to talk to him, but her mother had beaten her to him. He laid his head on Mrs. Scully's shoulder. "I love you, Mrs. Scully. You've always been there for me. Thank you for everything." "I'm glad to do anything I can for you, dear." She kissed him softly on the forehead. Scully sighed a heavy, whimpering sigh. Mulder looked down at her. "Scully?" "Mulder, I need to talk to you." "Oh, I'm sorry, dear!" her mother cried. "I'll go so you can talk to Fox. I'll see you tomorrow, my angels." She kissed them both and left. "What do you want to talk about?" Mulder asked his partner. "About what you said." She looked up at him with big, sad eyes. "Am I really beautiful?" "Of course you are." He smiled. "You're young and lovely." She smiled weakly. "Mulder, I'm scared. Everything's happening so fast. The X files are destroyed, I lost my job, I was abducted again, we nearly froze to death, and now I found out you're in love with me. I don't know which way is up anymore." Her lip trembled. Mulder got out of bed and, overcoming his momentary dizziness knelt beside Scully. "It's okay. We'll take things nice and easy. I know you're overwhelmed; so am I. Everything I've seen... everything that's happened... none of it would mean a thing if you weren't here. I nearly lost you again... I would have killed myself if I had lost you." He kissed her forehead. "You rescued me again." She smiled. "My mother actually asked me why I chased halfway around the world after you. I couldn't make her understand." "Oh, Mulder, I'm sorry." She caressed his hair. "I'm so sorry." "Don't be. I made the right choice... the only choice." He held her close. "I've waited so long to be able to kiss you and hold you and love you." He carefully kissed her on the lips for the first time, and it was sweet and filled with promise. "Won't it be beautiful to wake up in each other's arms?" "I thought we were taking things slow." She stared at her hands, and tears of exhaustion ran down her cheeks. "I... oh, Dana, no! Don't cry, honey. We will, I promise. But we can snuggle together, can't we? Like we did to keep warm?" "I'd like that." "Come on. You've been sitting up too much." He scooped her up and put her to bed. "You sleep." She folded the covers back and held her arms out. "Join me?" They curled up together, their bodies spooned, Mulder's cheek lying against Scully's. "I love you," he whispered against her cheek. "I'll always be here for you and I'll follow you to the ends of the earth... and beyond, if I have to." "I'll never leave you," she promised. "I could lie here like this forever; I'm in no hurry to go anywhere." He laughed a low, throaty chuckle. "Me neither." "I love your laugh." She took his hand and held it to her lips. "Fox, I love you." "I love you too. Now sleep... I need you to get well." The couple fell asleep in each other's arms, and held each other tight. Their dreams were pleasant ones, with no shadows from the past disturbing their bright hopes of a future together. Even when the nurse made her rounds and found them squeezed into the same bed, she just smiled and turned off the light. Nothing disturbed their rest, and when they woke up the next morning it was with a firm resolve to get the X files and Scully's job back. In that darkened hospital room, they vowed to stay together always, to keep fighting for their future - a future filled with love and hope. THE END Well, you know what to do. Whether you loved it or you hated it, polite feedback is craved. ciao! Verbal