It has been said:
"...Change Never Occurs Until
The Pain of change is less then the Pain of Remaining the Same...."

And So the truth and foundation of My personalFantasyis laid

And here I intend to give you my personal journey into that Fantasy and indeed beyond

Well this be a story long in forming,,where should I start,,first of all I have always known life played a most cruel joke on me,,I have never been able to accept myself as male let alone be successful in fulfilling that role..and just as I have always known my heart, I have known my name...But for many years I believed this was an unfulfillable dream a dream I couldn't even share with others,,so I lived trying my best to fulfill what others saw in me; burying my true heart and soul and becoming a shallow reflection of what others wanted me to be..