To Feel Again

I’m so happy to feel again
That I’m jumping forward too fast
I’m leaping ahead
When I don’t know if it will last
Or if it will even happen at all

I’m so happy to be real again
That I’m letting you take over
And you don’t even know
Trying to back off and move over
But I’m so happy to feel

That I keep on trying too hard
Keep on thinking too much
Keep on calling you up
And wondering why you don’t pick up

I wonder do you have some idea
That I’m jumping into you
I’m leaping to you
But I know it’s all too fast
Are you seeing and running away?

Because I know I’m trying too hard
I’m thinking about you too much
I try to stop calling you
And I’m not surprised you don’t pick up

I wonder are you ready to feel
I’ve read some about you
And it all sounds painful
These things that have happened to you
Will I even get to know you?

Because I know I’m trying too hard
And it might be scaring you off
It might be just the wrong thing
And that is why you don’t pick up

I think I know so much
About people I have barely met
I jump to conclusions
When I really don’t know much
Or anything about them at all

And then I keep trying too hard
Keep on thinking too much
Keep on calling you up
Wanting to know more

I keep on trying too hard
Keep on wanting it too much
Keep on calling you up
But you’ve stopped picking it up