Thoughts Waver

My thoughts waver
Only for a moment
I start to give up
But my thoughts turn back again
Locked in a cycle of pain
I stand and wait for you
You speak but I hear a voice
That is not you, far off

My mind is out
And more than a moment
I’m looking wherever
I can get some attention
But locked in this cycle
I have to come back for you
I want to hear your voice
But this is not you, far off

Heart wins over will
Can hold out longer
I’ve lost the will to try
But I just can’t give up

This little girl
Distracts me a moment
I fixate on her
But I know she’s too young
She does not know of the pain
I feel when I wait for you
The pain when I see your face
But hear you so far off

Heart wins over will
Can hold out longer
I’ve lost the will to try
But I just can’t give up

See my pain, little
Girl, help me a moment
Don’t lose your boyfriend
But look at me and know
Whatever pain you may feel
I felt when I went through it
There’s a pain you can’t understand
But I know it, she’s gone