After once again waiting almost half a year, I've decided to catch y'all up a bit. First thought: Little girls are bad. I've had so many freakin' problems with all of them recently. The bellydancer finally got on my nerves enough and then asked if we should still be friends, and I told her I guessed maybe not for now. That lasted a while, although I still kept seeing her because my brother is obsessed w/ her or something... which I didn't realize was still true until the 15 year-old (who is no longer friends w/ the bellydancer) mentioned how sad it was that my brother had the postcard from her pinned up on the wall. Well, maybe about a month ago, the bellydancer decided to apologize to me for basically being a bitch to me for so long. I told her I accepted her apology, but that it would probably take me a while to be actually friendly toward her again. In reality, it may never happen. She was so mean to the 15 year-old too... and I have something about protecting/defending her all the time. Oh, so, the 15 year-old no longer has a boyfriend... he broke up w/ her in late August or early September. She's not over him. For a long time he would keep clinging to her... so they'd be hanging on each other still, even though it was supposedly over. I talked to her about that a lot, how it was bad for her, because she'd never be able to move on... she said at the time that she didn't want to. Then he got a new (old) girlfriend. They still were clinging to each other. I told her that it was really a bad idea. She didn't care... but apparently thought about it after I talked to her, and decided that I was right. Finally she just started saying "don't touch me" to him. He appears to be mad at her now. Whatever, dumbass. You can't have two women at once.

Oh, I've finally given up on someone. The Penguin Queen finally got me to give up on her ever being attracted to me. In a way, it makes it more enjoyable to hang around her. Probably because I'm not analyzing everything she does. The person I was in that "non-relationship" with is no longer with couch stealer, and she and I are back into this weird non-relationship again. Why the hell is my brother still asleep? He went to bed at like 11:30 last night. It's now 1:20 in the afternoon. I think he had class this morning, too. Oh, I have a jury summons for Christmas Eve. Ha. I get away w/ not getting one for over 3 years, then my first one is for Christmas Eve.

Jumping back to the 15 year-old saying "don't touch me" to her ex, she also says that to me sometimes when I try to tickle her. Being 21, and her being 15, that makes me rather nervous. She also says it in a warning/panicked tone... ::shiver:: I really don't want someone hearing that and taking it the wrong way. I tell you, the idea of jail for a few years really does not appeal to me. OK, enough sitting on my ass. I haven't moved yet today, and it's already after 1:00. Late.

(11-26 13:27)

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