One week, it’s already been one week, is the girl
ever going to leave?!
"Not quite a week," the little Empress corrected
gently.
"Stop doing that."
"I can’t help it. You were thinking loud."
She was an original creation, something that had come directly
from his hands, and originals could hear his thoughts when he
wasn’t careful with them (the Childlike Empress had actually
been the second creature to spring from his partnership with
Raizel. As Magic had intended, Raizel would paint and then he
would create it, breathe life into it, and thus the Empress of
their most beautiful fantasy land had been born. Puck, the first,
had a much more simple purpose; created as a kind of manservant
to Asteroth and Raizel). Asteroth looked at her, and stopped
pacing her throne room. "When is she going to leave?"
"When she’s ready."
"She’ll never be ready! She’s got no intention of
continuing her quest. She’s waiting to go home! And that
girl just isn’t coming back to the Goblin King!"
"She might," the Empress said with a smile.
"What if she sees me?" he sighed, falling into a chair.
"She looks more like me than any of them did. Did you hear
the way she talks? Doesn’t even sound like Raizel, she
sounds like me."
"I heard her," she replied calmly. "Yes, she does
speak quite the way you do. I didn’t know you even
remembered the way Raizel spoke."
The look he gave her was deadly, but he went on. "And if she
sees me?"
"Tell her who you are?"
"Not an option. Not even an option."
"May I ask you something difficult?" she said softly,
her big eyes beseeching.
He leaned forward. "Since the day I formed you from Raizel’s
painting, you’ve been asking me difficult questions.
Go."
"What did you think when the first was born? Did you think
of her as your child?"
"Jordanae. The first was Jordanae." The name came out
as if pulled, his first thought to correct her, to spell out that
yes, the first rose-born had a name. "Yes, she was my
daughter," he said, not looking at the Empress.
"Then if she is the descendent of Jordanae, why is this not
your child as well?"
"It’s not the same. You wouldn’t understand."
"When did you stop thinking of them as yours?"
"You were only permitted one difficult question."
The Empress smiled. "I only wish to know."
"When Necrodemos…that thing Nerissa made…took
Morgan. I saved her daughter and then imprisoned him. I left them
on their own after that. Morgan’s daughter didn’t even
know who I was."
"Could that have stung your pride so badly?"
He shook his head, dismissing the notion of pride altogether.
"Morgan, poor mad Morgan. She wasn’t the first, but I
was afraid she wouldn’t be the last. They all looked so much
like Raizel, they all lived their strange, long, lives and then
they had to die. I didn’t want to see any more. The little
girl didn’t know who I was, and I saw no reason to tell her.
I vanished from their lives. I did the right thing. I’m no
good for them and they’re no good to me. And now that I’ve
told you this, Empress…please…make her leave."
"I’m sure you’re very sorry you endowed me with so
much stubbornness now. But no, I will not."
"What do I have to do to get you to send her away?" he
railed.
"Talk to her."
"This. This is what my existence has come to. My creations
turn on me. Next Puck will be forcing issues with me. I won’t
have it."
She only looked at him. "You know what you really want to
do."
"Go back in time and stop myself from creating you?"
She laughed sweetly. "You want to help her."
"I don’t help anymore. Asteroth is retired."
A voice broke in. "Empress." It was Eris, standing
still in the doorway. She’d known there was something
strange about that man, but she had been unable to lay her mind
on what, and she didn’t like being so close to him.
"The Herald is awake."
"It’s time, Asteroth," the little girl whispered.
"No."
She sighed and stood, going to greet the Herald.
He didn’t care about her. Right. The great Asteroth had
been reduced to lying to himself. Things had come to a pretty
pass indeed.
He stood, gazing into the room at the sleeping Herald. He fought
the urge to go shake her awake and give her a good swift kick out
the door.
How selfish. Self-absorbed. Whining, petulant, cowardly, clumsy,
bumbling, irritating…
And she looked the most like him.
And whether it suited her or not, she was also one of the most
powerful Heralds he’d ever seen. Jordanae was a wonder and
this one might have been able to put her to shame. She’d
already destroyed the Southern Oracle with a deep subconscious
expectation and it had to be wished restored. It was entirely
possible that this girl could make something happen if she just
wished it properly.
What a frightening prospect.
She still had no idea he was in the Tower, but he’d been
paying strict attention to her behavior. He watched her almost
every second of the day, interested and fighting it at each turn.
What irked him the most was possibly that the Empress had been
right (he so hated it when she gave good advice he didn’t
want to hear…it was almost worse than being subjected to
Puck’s rhyming). He needed to talk to her. She needed to
know what she was, what Necrodemos was, and needed to know,
perhaps most of all, that she was the daughter of Asteroth. Not
an original creation, not the offshoot of some race he’d
invented. His daughter.
He wondered if it would change her.
He certainly hoped so. He wished fervently he had the kind of
twenty-twenty foresight the rose-born enjoyed.
"Aeris, daughter of Callisti," he thundered, enjoying
the chance to make a really impressive entrance. Being a recluse
in the Ivory Tower for the past few centuries had its drawbacks;
impressive entrances were sort of, well, out. "Awaken!"
Aeris mumbled something and rolled over, on her bad shoulder,
apparently, because she proceeded to roll the rest of the way to
lay on her stomach.
"Oh, for pity’s sake." He sighed. Of course, this
one would ruin his first impressive entrance in
centuries. He produced his staff in one hand, checked his robes
once more to make sure he looked alright, and then raised his
arms. He cracked the staff down on the floor, the sound echoing
like a wicked thunderclap.
Aeris almost jumped up, tangling clumsily in the sheets, and then
finally sat up on the bed, blinking at him in the bright white
light of the room, looking completely mystified.
"Aeris, daughter of Callisti," he intoned. "I am
Asteroth."
She looked at him, rubbed her eyes and blinked again. "You’re
the man I saw," she said wonderingly. "I thought that
was a dream or something…You look like me."
He couldn’t think of what to say next, he only stood,
looking back at her.
"Asteroth," she said finally. "You can’t be
Asteroth. He’s…well, he’s not you."
She had gone too far. He was completely insulted and hadn’t
even been in the room with the girl for five minutes. "What
do you mean I can’t be Asteroth!?"
"Prove it."
"Do you realize that I have gone totally out of my way to
speak to you? That I have disrupted centuries of careful
seclusion to give you a pep talk, you ridiculous creature?"
he cried, the staff meeting with the floor again.
She was nonplussed. "I’m not in the mood for nonsense.
Really. I’ve had a very difficult past few weeks. So prove
it or get thee hence."
"You’ve had a…well, I’m dashed," he
muttered. "This isn’t going at all how I’d
planned."
"Why do you look like me?" she queried.
"Because you’re my daughter," he snapped, dropping
the bombshell as if it were common knowledge. He had expected it
to give her pause.
She retorted with gales of laughter, clutching her injured side.
"Oh, boy, you really are mixed up," she told him.
Well, that was it. He was going to have to show her.
He crossed the room to her swiftly, surprising her, and she
opened her mouth to protest, began to back away from him. Too
late, he thought darkly, and grabbed her hand. It was like
Raizel’s, a tiny, smooth, artist’s hand. She started to
scream.
He began at the beginning.
Her scream died in her throat. Her blue eyes were wide. She was
with him. Seeing his story.
He began with his life as a human being on the snow swept plain,
and his first dream. Magic. He went from there, to Nerissa, to
the crown. She let out a cry when she saw it on his brow, and her
free hand tightened into a fist, her body remembering that
long-ago time she touched it on Calypso’s brow, and it
burned her. Yes, he thought, it burned me too,
Aeris. We share that, don’t we?
Raizel, his Raizel and their perfect partnership, their perfect,
doomed love.
Nerissa’s rage, how he’d turned his love to a rose, how
Magic cursed them all. The wall of thorns, the growing rose. The
first Herald.
Aeris let out a breath when she saw that. She looked as if she
wanted to scream, really, but she didn’t. Just that long
breath, that understanding dawning on her. She would have looked
at him, except that she could not.
Nerissa’s creation. The man-shaped thing with black eyes and
a smile that hid a grin. Necrodeoms.
The first time he conquered it, foiling Nerissa and saving
Jordanae, twenty years old and looking less than ten. How it kept
coming back somehow, drawn to the rose-born women, this perfect
parasite.
He released her hand.
She was gasping. She turned her eyes to his, her chest heaving
with her breaths. She scrambled back away from him on the bed.
"Shall we continue, Rose-born?"
She slowly calmed. Very slowly. The shock didn’t entirely
drain from her eyes, no, but she was breathing more deeply after
a bit, and her stiff posture had relaxed.
"Asteroth," she whispered.
He put his hand out, and a chair slid slowly across the floor. He
sat down in it. "The same," he said, nodding.
"The first Wizard. The Wish Prince," she went on.
"We were discussing you, Aeris."
"My father."
"Well…" He thought about it. "Not directly, I
don’t think. I don’t pretend to know how it all works.
Perhaps your grandfather. With about a few dozen ‘greats’
in front of it."
She surprised herself by laughing a little, breathless, her blue
eyes searching over his countenance for resemblance and finding
it.
He didn’t smile. A frown very like her own crossed his face.
"You even laugh like me. It’s sick."
"You mean to tell me you are the father of my race and you
barely know any more about the entire situation than I do?"
He shrugged. "That’s basically it. I have solved a
great mystery for you, though, haven’t I? Now you know where
you came from at least."
"That’s not enough!"
"You know who you are and what your foe is, too." He
spoke almost defensively.
She sighed. "The Sea Witch…Nerissa all the time…"
She shuddered.
"Nerissa has no power to harm you. You were safe from her.
At least, directly. She expended every creative effort she had to
make Necrodemos. The thing about the tears…a deal is a deal,
I can’t help you there."
"You know about that?"
"Of course I know about that."
"Have you been watching me?"
"No," he said honestly, and shrugged. "Don’t
flatter yourself. I’m much too busy to spy you."
"Oh."
"Although I have been watching you for a while here and I
must say, you are hardly a credit to me."
She was offended, but she didn’t argue.
He laughed at her. "Oh, didn’t need to hear that right
now, did you? Well, too bad. If you’re tired of feeling so
guilty, I’ll heal you and you can go find Necrodemos and
save your friend and destroy him once and for all."
"That doesn’t seem the very likely outcome," she
whispered.
"Well, of course not. But it’s worth a shot. At least
you won’t have to keep feeling guilty."
"What about Sarah?"
"Oh, haven’t you heard? She came home."
Sarah had come home.
It seemed impossibly brave. It awed her. Sarah had had the
strength to leave and return.
She looked up at Asteroth. "Heal me. I want to go on."
He smiled faintly, just lifted the corners of his mouth.
"Are you certain?"
"If Sarah could come home, I can go on. I will go on."
She looked down at the hand he had touched. She felt changed, in
some growing, wonderful way. "I need to do this, I need to
finish this. It’s important, isn’t it? It’s more
than just me. Everything is more than just me."
"Aeris," he whispered, suddenly laying his hand on her
shoulder and side, taking all the pain in one sudden shock of it
that stole her breath, "there is hope for you yet. Go and
save your friend."
She sat back, panting but not hurting anymore.
Asteroth stood, brushed off his robes. "I’m so glad we
had this little chat, Aeris. And don’t come snooping around
for me again. You won’t find me."
"Wait!" Aeris called.
"Yes?"
"May I ask one more favor? There is something I have to do…"