I'm not a sappy romantic by any means, but as for my recent emotions and antics I feel I owe an explanation-I'll go off on a tangent I can't help feelings, emotions, thoughts or action Taken by one party or another-lady or gent But some people you feel are almost heaven sent Without realizing it, your mind is suddenly bent And the emotional pillar upon which you lent and placed your morals, values, are now sacquicent They don't matter as much as this ideal to be met And I still don't know what my dreams have meant Concerning a person or object I know I can't get Maybe they're not for me-slips through my fingers like wet clay, but that can be molded to fit what I see fit But I can't shape fate, or control it because two parties are involved, but one isn't quite aware or sure of us or what of this rant I rave, quite meaningless, but yet What happens will happen and my destiny will soon be met Something or anything unpredictable as said but you and I don't know what they think, we're outside their head and their thoughts are they're own-can't be revealed or analyzed or shown, or diagnosed, seen or any other verb I've said And talk, I'm not sure, it is every day not passionate as I've envisioned but then again, I really don't know what to SAY