Wrong:
Disclaimer -- They’re not mine. I’m only playing. You can have them back when I’m done. Song quoted is ‘I Can’t Make You Love Me’ by George Michael and I don’t own that either!
Thanx -- DB/SMG and Co ~ keep doing what you’re doing!
Author’s Note -- Not back at work 2 days and already I’m writing fanfic!!! What does that tell you about my office!!! Lyrics in italics.
Part One
I’m curled up on my bed, the comforter draped around me. I feel like I could cry except for the fact that I’m all cried out over him. I’ve got nothing more to give.
A CD of love songs plays softly in the background. Well hey, if I’m going to torture myself I may as well do it properly!
‘Turn down the lights, turn down the bed
Turn down these voices inside my head
Lay down with me, tell me no lies
Just hold me close, don’t patronize
Don’t patronize me...’
A thousand thoughts go through my mind and still I don’t reach a conclusion. I could just pick up the phone..no I couldn’t. What would I say? He made it perfectly clear that what we had was over. Final chapter complete. So much for the fairytale happy ending.
‘Cause I can’t make you love me if you don’t
You can’t make your heart feel something that it won’t...’
It’s been a month since he left. I tried to talk to him but I couldn’t. It would have sounded like I was begging and that would have made him hate me even more. So I let him walk away with so many things left unsaid.
‘I close my eyes, then I won’t see
The love you do not feel when you’re holding me
Morning will come, and I’ll do what’s right
Just give me ‘til then to give up this fight...’
He walked away without saying goodbye. Maybe that was for the best. I’d probably have made a fool of myself.
‘Baby, ain’t no use in you trying
If you don’t love me
Ain’t nothing I can do...’
So, what am I left with? A heart torn to pieces and bleeding. A mind full of nothing but him. And a life not worth living except for one small thing. He was wrong.
Vampires can have children.
I know my timing is probably way way off with them sleep together, him going away and her being pregnant but this is one of those stories that is going round and round in my head and just HAS to be put on paper to stop it from driving me mad. Please forget the world of Joss and suspend your beliefs!
Different and ok they aren't together...yet... but let me know what you think!
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